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โ†’ node [[2025-09-10]]
โ†’ node [[2025-08-29]]
  • Been doing a lot of AI-assisted coding at work and after work and it's been great!
    • Even current-day AI adds a lot of value for coders. Like: a lot.
โ†’ node [[2025-08-28]]
  • Noding from work :)
  • I spent the last few days:
    • With my mum, enjoying her last days in Zรผrich this year.
    • With [[KM]], in [[Copenhagen]] for the first time -- it was great!
    • Working, mostly catching up with procedural things but also doing some AI stuff.
    • Playing (after work), mostly coding the Agora with AI. It's a wonderful experience!
โ†’ node [[2025-08-22]]
  • Read about [[catharsis]]
    • Seems like there's literature suggesting catharsis as a kind of self-fulfilling prophecy
    • It makes sense within the context of online games
      • The timing of this uptick in literature is suspect however
      • It coincides with broader trends of violent game scapegoating
        • Contrasts with recent data
    • The original definition from the [[poetics]] is also fuzzy
      • [[gadamer]] has a nice summary1 cited here
      • The only mention of catharsis in [[impro]] is within the status chapter2
        • It refers to the experience of the audience watching a tragedy
        • Seems more in line with the original definition than the broader venting one
  1. What is experienced in such an excess of tragic suffering is something truly common. The spectator recognizes himself {or herself} and his {or her} finiteness in the face of the power of fate. What happens to the great ones of the earth has exemplary significance. . . .To see that "this is how it is" is a kind of self-knowledge for the spectator, who emerges with new insight from the illusions in which he {or she}, like everyone else, lives

  2. Super-intelligent wolves might have invented this form of theatre, and the lupine Oedipus would play high status at all times. Even when he was being led into the wilderness he wouldn't whine, and he'd keep his tail up. If he crumbled into low-status posture and voice the audience wouldn't get the necessary catharsis. The effect wouldn't be tragic, but pathetic. Even criminals about to be executed were supposed to make a good end', i.e. to play high status.

โ†’ node [[2025-08-21]]
  • Oh wow.
  • What's been happening.
  • It's quite something.

I love you, my friend! You reader. I know you will be here eventually, and I thank you for your attention and for the way you are.

โ†’ node [[2025-08-20]]
  • Read [[azathoth]] by [[lovecraft]]
  • Messing around more with [[gemini cli]]
    • Agents like it and [[aider]] are very interesting
    • Feels like at the limit they can solve for most particulars in a brute way of sorts
    • You end up with unwieldly unreadable functions if not careful
    • Maybe the human input mostly requires considerations of design and architecture
      • Perhaps a useful free read in that vein would be something like this
  • Also getting into [[the bazaar]]
    • Kinda like [[tft]]
    • Stuck on a theory reading loop as opposed to playing
      • Also do that with chess a lot!
โ†’ node [[2025-08-18]]
  • Had a great weekend with my mum and [[KM]] :)
  • Missing [[Lady Burup]]! We will reunite tonight.
  • Feeling quite productive at work, partly because of using AI and partly because of having handed off enough "legacy" state/projects to be able to focus on new things.
โ†’ node [[2025-08-16]]
  • I'm back!
    • Says the guy who's back all the time :)
    • I went to anagora.org/journals again today and it made me so happy, I love seeing the writing of others here in the Agora!
  • Hmm, nvim is broken in [[guanyin]] somehow...
    • [[Sidequest]]?
      • I asked chatgpt 5 to try something new and it troubleshooted the issue for me and told me to add something to my init.lua but it hasn't worked so far.
      • Done :)
  • So anyway...?
โ†’ node [[2025-08-14]]
  • Watched [[broken by concept]] ep 261
    • They were discussing a [[league]] player who had a thorough note taking system for matches
    • The hosts were aghast at the whole thing!
    • It reminded me of the [[printf]] system for [[sc2]] which is also [[excel]] based
    • Trying to extrapolate from those systems into a more general noding approach [[?]]
      • Seems hard given the nature of spreadsheets
โ†’ node [[2025-08-06]]
โ†’ node [[2025-08-04]]
  • Back noding in this computer, let's see if it's still syncing :)
    • Hmm, this nvim doesn't seem to be at target state :) Trying to fix now.
    • Well, that wasn't it, chezmoi says no updates but somehow outline (bulletpoints) mode isn't working as I expect it :(
โ†’ node [[2025-08-03]]
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โ†’ node [[2025-07-31]]
โ†’ node [[2025-07-23]]
  • Had a very nice start of the day with my mum and Burup.
    • Then very nice lunch with [[KM]]!
    • Then idem conversation with [[TW]]
      • He told me to look up [[positional embeddings]] as they are key to understanding how attention works in practice
โ†’ node [[2025-07-21]]
  • Back home on my free day :) I took the day off to do something with my mum off-peak (meaning not in the weekend). We were going to go to the [[St Beatus Caves]] but due to the weather we changed plans as she wants to go to [[Ikea]] ([[KM]] called it the artificial cave and it's very fitting!).
  • I'm typing this on my new small [[RK61]] keyboard and I quite like it! It is a very limited layout as it's only 61 keys, so maybe not ideal for some use cases, but definitely good enough for doing general purpose writing.
  • [[KM]] :)
  • [[burup forever]]
โ†’ node [[2025-07-17]]

2025-07-17

  • A partially corrupted Metabase database. Dangit.
โ†’ node [[2025-07-16]]
  • I met [[KM]] this week and it was wonderful!
  • The reference Agora at anagora.org is partly broken and the server it mostly depends on nowadays might be on the way out so further downtime could be expected, I'll be noding about troubleshooting activities here and posting to https://social.coop/@flancian/114865307000829931. Please excuse any disruption!

2025-07-16

  • [[Emacs]]:
    • Useful when searching: rgrep.
      • I have a bunch of files named the same, of regular meetings I have with the same person on different dates.
        • i.e. something like 'Catchup with Shevek yyyy-mm-dd', with corresponding file names catchup-with-shevek-2025-07-16.org.
      • I wanted to search for a specific term, but only from meetings with Shevek.
      • M-x rgrep, then search term when prompted, then catchup-with-shevek*.org for the file pattern when prompted.
โ†’ node [[2025-07-13]]
  • Mi mamรก tose mucho mientras duerme :(
    • Espero que se le pase pronto!
    • En todo caso la pasamos muy bien en Calp! Me hizo muy bien.
  • I am now writing in [[tara]], the "main" project computer as of now :)
    • I have just [[meditated]].
    • I am thankful for existence!
    • I am thinking of my commitment to try to work for the benefit of sentient beings.
  • Also I am wondering why nvim in [[guanyin]] is sort of broken, extensions that work fine in [[paramita]] and [[tara]] don't quite behave like I expect here. I suspect a [[chezmoi]] conflict, let's see...
    • (These are the sidequests that make up so much of life... I try to enjoy them!)
    • I am tying this on my new keyboard, a [[Royal Kludge]] :)
      • It is the smallest keyboard I have typed on in very long, but I am happy to report it works! Maybe I wouldn't use it for coding initially as some key combinations I use are relatively awkward to press (it involves extra modifiers), but it is very pleasant to type prose or [[Agora]] text in which I'm very happy about, and it seems to easily support three bluetooth connections. I am tying this on my new keyboard, a [[Royal Kludge]] :) I am tying this on my new keyboard, a [[Royal Kludge]] :)
        • (See, [[nvim]] is indenting for some reason when I start a new line while doing outlines... I'm rolling with it for now...)
          • (OK, I spoke too soon, it turns out that [[paramita]] is broken too! Editing wise. So it could be I have fixed nvim only in [[tara]] and forgot to push that change to [[chezmoi]]...)
    • Hmm
      • Yep, it's fixed in Tara!
      • How nice to have a working vim based setup for the Agora again ;)
      • Now to figure out why it's broken elsewhere \o/
      • Oh, I was missing bullets.vim in my init.lua! And tara somehow still had it, I think because removing plugins from init.lua doesn't actually uninstall them (this is good to remember as it means that my nvim is not yet [[fully reproducible]] starting from init.lua).
      • Fixed then! :D
โ†’ node [[2025-07-12]]
  • Back here after a long while!
  • I spent ten days with my mum in [[Calp]], [[Spain]] -- I expected to write and code a lot, as I usually do (expect, not do, during holidays). In the end we mostly spent time in the sea or the pool, spoke, read and played [[Rummy]]. I have no regrets!
  • As I write this, we are in the [[Alicante]] airport waiting for our flight. I am looking forward to being reunited with [[Lady Burup]]!
โ†’ node [[2025-07-09]]
  • Internet restored!
  • Downtime made me go through a couple of books and half a dozen podcasts
    • Of note is The work of David Lynch
      • Belated listen given his passing in January
      • Makes me want to rewatch both old [[dune]] and [[twin peaks]]
    • Also this1 passage from [[jay rubin]] in [[making sense of japanese]]
      • Regarding the active vs. passive voice in the Hiroshima monument inscription
      • Strange book when it comes to translation/language learning
        • The focus is on how to approach things that are difficult/impossible to translate
  1. Yasuraka ni nemutte kudasai. Ayamachi wa kurikaeshimasenu kara. / โ€œRest in peace, for X will not repeat the mistake.โ€ This has been rendered, โ€œRest in peace, for the mistake will not be repeated,โ€ which is far less problematical than the original. โ€œWho will not repeat the mistake?โ€ people wanted to know when the monument was unveiled. โ€œAnd who made the mistake in the first placeโ€”the Americans when they dropped the bomb, or the Japanese when they started the war?โ€ The transitive Japanese verb in the active voice calls for a subjectโ€”a responsible actor. The passivized translation makes far less stringent demands. With its unnamed subject, the Japanese sentence seems discreetly to avoid placing the blame on anyone, but it is far more thought-provoking than the English translation would suggest, for the inescapable conclusion to the unavoidable search for a subject is โ€œwe.โ€

โ†’ node [[2025-07-05]]

2025-07-05

  • I was getting this error:
    • Before-save hook error: (wrong-type-argument org-roam-node nil)
    • Narrowed it down to when orgrr adds a #+zettel property to the file, it does it before all other properties, and org-roam doesn't seem to like that.
  • I like the look of Jeff Brown's [[skg]] (Share Knowledge Graphs) project.
    • I haven't clocked all the details, but a high level it has [[Agora]], [[FedWiki]] etc vibes.
    • Some discussion here.
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โ†’ node [[2025-07-03]]

2025-07-03

  • [[Listened]]: [[Trip 49: Debt]].

    • Naomi Klein's Doppelganger referenced favourably.
    • Debt is one of the key drivers of individualisation.
    • Anti-debt movements, cancellation of student debt, credit card debt.
  • [[#ACFM]] is consistently excellent.

โ†’ node [[2025-06-30]]

2025-06-30

  • [[Listened]]: [[Trip 49: Debt]].
    • To become an indebted person under advanced capitalism is to lose the ability to act collectively with others for democratic goals.
    • Student debt changed the logic of education from something communistic to something mercenary and transactional.
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โ†’ node [[2025-06-28]]
  • [[17]]
  • [[53]]
  • [[67]]
  • [[2063]]
  • [[7]]
  • [[Hรถllgrotten]] today with my mum, it was lovely!
  • I also cleaned the house, did some light project work, and enjoyed into the evening.
โ†’ node [[2025-06-25]]

2025-06-25

  • Trying to figure out why a pair of Bluetooth headphones was suddenly, randomly, no longer pairing correctly to a laptop running under [[Windows 11]], and I am genuinely surprised how bad the experience is.
    • Useless error messages. Multiple interfaces to the same operation, unclear why to use one over the other. Different visuals for different config dialogs. Arcane dialogs and squirrelled away options.
    • This for a device that was clearly built to work on Windows.
    • The trope that [[Linux]] has a bad user experience vs Windows does not seem accurate.
โ†’ node [[2025-06-24]]

2025-06-24

  • Managed another run. Doing the couch to 5k.
โ†’ node [[2025-06-23]]
  • The weekend was chill and great!
    • Mostly spent time with my mum who is visiting and Lady Burup.
    • We went to the river on Sunday as it was very warm (with my mum, not Lady Burup). It was very beautiful.
  • I am talking to someone very interesting and that makes my whole life a bit better as well.

2025-06-23

โ†’ node [[2025-06-22]]

2025-06-22

  • First jog with the buggy. Not an unqualified success, but good to have done it.

    • It's really hard to steer in jogging mode. Like playing as Bowser after getting used to Toad.
  • [[Bookmarked]]:

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2025-06-20

โ†’ node [[2025-06-19]]
โ†’ node [[2025-06-18]]
  • And I'm back!
    • Says the person who keeps going away :)
    • But I come back happily.
  • Some days I dedicate very few cycles to the [[Agora]]. Instead I tend to focus on: work, family, friends and thoughts.
    • That's alright! Or more than alright actually.
  • To the [[readers of the future]] I say:
    • Thank you for being here!
    • Please excuse any bumps in the ride :)

As I we pass mid-June I am:

  • Thinking of the women in my life
  • Enjoying the visit of my mum!
  • Enjoying life in general.

I now intend to:

  • Take out the remaining paper for recycling.
  • Fix Agora bugs!
    • Marginalia -> Google as the marginalia.nu iframe has issues
    • Maybe a [[scroll to bottom]] button, keep it simple :)
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โ†’ node [[2025-06-13]]

2025-06-13

  • I've been naughty and haven't upgraded to a new major version of Linux Mint for a while.
    • I'm on 20.3. Support expired April 2025. Latest version is 22.
    • Apparently you can't go directly between the 2.
    • You need to go 20.3 -> 21, 21 -> 21.3, 21.3 -> 22.
    • Yeesh. I can imagine this being quite a faff.
    • [[Upgrading Linux Mint 20.3 to 22]].
โ†’ node [[2025-06-12]]
  • I met [[P]] when I was in California, it was great!
    • We shook hands on friendship and I'll mean that forever.
    • We might also not talk more any further and that is also OK. I am grateful for having met her.
    • I wish you the best! That goes for [[P]] and for you, reader:
      • May you be free!
      • May you be happy!
  • I met [[Teodora]] today through my great friend [[Pesho]], it was also great!
    • We walked home (we live in the same town) taking [[Covid]] precautions because I was to an outdoor party where the host tested positive.
  • It was [[AG]]'s birthday and I loved it!
    • It was great seeing her after the long trip.
    • And meeting her friends and family again!
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2025-06-09

  • I started using the Scatter command in org's agenda.
    • Finding it oddly pleasing, more so than just bulk scheduling things to a few days from now.
    • "Reschedule randomly into the coming N days. N is prompted for. With a prefix argument (C-u B S), scatter only across weekdays." https://orgmode.org/manual/Agenda-Commands.html
โ†’ node [[2025-06-08]]

2025-06-08

  • Some interesting tidbits from a couple of interviews with [[Bob Doto]]:
    • Each main note, for Doto, he has max 4 other main notes it links out to.
    • He says you can have a zettelkasten of 300 main notes and you'll have enough for writing and connections for 10/15 years.
    • People get stressed out over whether they're doing it right. But the most important thing about a system is simply that it works for you for whatever you want it to do.
    • His rubric for creating zettels: do I want it to interact with other ideas, and am I possibly going to write about it.
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2025-06-03

  • [[Capitalism produces high degrees of inequality]].

  • Started using org-transclusion at work for making a status page of all the various projects I'm working on.

    • Very nifty so far.
    • Couple of bugs encountered, one pretty wild, but not a total showstopper.
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โ†’ node [[2025-05-31]]
  • The #revolution started today!
    • Like every day :)
    • I think [[ActivityPub]] is actually rather important; the Agora should publish (before it does anything else) nodes
      • (as users? or too confusing? hmm)
    • We will do the revolution together, my [[friend]], if you want to.
  • The 31st of any month is [[Las Jaras]]!

-- Llevo en mi [[carcaj]]: [[las jaras]] Las Jaras, quรฉ jaras? Las de Avalokiteshvara!

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โ†’ node [[2025-05-28]]
  • [[fellowship of the link]] [[2025-05-28]]
    • [[jerry michalski]]
      • [[family systems]]
      • theory: this is internalized.
      • parts try to help but are trapped in old patterns.
      • must be approached with curiosity and benevolence
    • https://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/0874778956/jerrymichalskisr
      • "You are a natural explorer, adventurer and builder of new worlds. You love travel and experiencing other parts of the country and other cultures. You are a natural visionary. Instinctively, you can see what needs to be re-built or designed in new ways whether it be environments, ideas, projects or people. You have a natural ability to renew and regenerate yourself and others. People will see you as highly creative, practical and productive, innovative and original, and passionately involved in what has heart and meaning for you."
      • "At different times in your life you will be very ecologically minded and deeply concerned about the Earth and very active in making the universe a better place in which to live. You may experience yourself questioning the origins of the universe as a whole or contributing towards theories, projects and services that assist universal understanding. National and international work will appeal to you, or travel that allows you and others to value cultural differences as well as honor inherent similarities found within the human species."
      • "You will find it difficult to be limited, restricted or restrained in any way. With your inherent ability to cut through things and get to the bottom of most situations, you are able to build new worlds internally and externally. The concept of freedom at different times in your life will be very important."
      • [[substack]]

2025-05-28

  • In the latest episode of 'Neil tries to update something related to Emacs' (see [[2025-05-27]]):

    • I thought that I might be able to process org-roam.db on my laptop, as that is faster, and then sync it to my phone.
    • Two problems: firstly, it doesn't work. Not sure why but it must be checking something else other than version to check whether it needs processing. Secondly: the DB contains links to file locations, which are different between devices. So, ultimately a no go anyway.
    • Ho hum. I'll need to think of a way of doing a full update of org-roam.db on my phone somehow without it taking an eternity / bombing out.
    • At least I have an updated Emacs on my laptop!
  • Later: I fixed it by moving the files out of the org-roam dir for the project, then moving them back in and processing then in batches of 1000 at a time.

    • Still took ages, but didn't crash and I just let each batch run while getting on with something else.
    • I also learned that the slowness is probably down to me having the files on the shared storage rather than on termux's home. See e.g. https://github.com/termux/termux-app/issues/2174
  • Going to start moving some repos from Github and Gitlab to [[Codeberg]].

  • [[Four in five Britons want the government to do more to support repair]].

โ†’ node [[2025-05-27]]
  1. What I've elsewhere called the pragmatist version of artificial intelligence claims that there is a set of practices or abilities that are non-discursive in the sense that each one of them can be engaged in or exercised by non-discursive creatures, and yet which can be algorithmically elaborated into the discursive capacity to use concepts and speak an autonomous language. But fundamental pragmatism need not take such a strong reductive form. One might claim more modestly that discursive activity, from everyday thought to the cogitations of the theoretical physicist, is a species of practical intentionality, a determination of that determinable, and indeed one that's intelligible as having developed out of non-discursive practical intentionality, while still maintaining that it's a wholly distinctive variety.

2025-05-27

  • Liking [[elfeed]] so far.

  • Found this rather excellent-looking site referencing some of my some of my info on how to publish your site with org-publish: https://drollery.org/build/

  • As part of the above saga of updates, I will now endeavour to update org-roam to 2.3.0 on spacemacs on my laptop.

    • That will involve updating packages.
  • Found this rather excellent-looking site referencing some of my some of my info on how to publish your site with org-publish: https://drollery.org/build/

    • That means I should probably also update spacemacs itself.
    • One or both of those will probably break something.
    • Yeah, already failing when trying to update packages. Sigh. Try to update spacemacs first then.
    • Now: error message that I need at least emacs 28.2. I'm on 28.1. Sigh.
    • Tried it from flatpak. That still doesn't work.
    • I'm going to try building from source. That worked once beforeโ€ฆ
    • OK, it wasn't that bad to be honest. The compilation, at least. Took about 10/15 minutes?
    • Now installing 305 packagesโ€ฆ annoyingly you can't just leave it unattended, as occassionally it asks to compile something.
    • Miraculously, that seems to have worked!
  • I should find out if there's a way of pinning packages to particular versions in both Doom and spacemacs, so that:

    • (a) I can make sure they don't randomly update and break at a time when I don't have time to do anything about it.
    • (b) I can make sure they're always on the same version between mobile and laptop.
โ†’ node [[2025-05-26]]

2025-05-26

  • I am [[setting up elfeed]].

    • With it I can manage my feeds in an org file, view them in Emacs, and sync the status between devices with syncthing.
    • Now that some interesting people have moved from X to BlueSky, I can use the BlueSky RSS feeds to follow them.
    • elfeed-org makes it easy to add feeds and organise them. I'm trying Ton's way of organising feeds to begin.
  • All good. But, I had to upgrade Doom. Which upgraded org-roam. Which meant the org-roam DB needed upgrading. Which takes an eternity on my phone. So it's effectively broken for me until I can solve that. Great.

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โ†’ node [[2025-05-21]]
  • Today was a good day!
    • Lots happened at work, some of which I dreaded to some small degree without noticing it, most of which went fine and some of which I enjoyed.
    • And then the evening back home with [[Lady Burup]] was beautiful.
  • Did [[paperwork]] for the divorce and such, which felt freeing.
  • In the morning I met [[Eduardo Alberto]] who will do a deep cleaning of my home soon; it's the first time since I move (I self-clean, and I'm a pretty good "Pareto" cleaner, but don't do deep very well).
  • I thought of:
    • [[magnets]] and [[angular momentum]]
    • [[Open Letter to Lex Fridman]]
      • motivated by his (to me overdue) conversation with [[Max Tegmark]], who I realized today is very aware about [[Moloch]]!
    • [[Open letters]] in general:
      • I've decided, or realized (or both), that one of the reasons I tend to under perform when writing letters is... because I don't dedicate enough time to it, as in actually planning for it and making time.
      • I decided to set a "soft deadline" of [[August 15th]] for writing to Lex, given that it's his birthday! We're both from 1983.
      • That made me look Max Tegmark's birthday as well and it was recently, on [[May 5th]]. He's from 1967 so I'll associate him with 67 (currently meaning also: light and Amitabha).
โ†’ node [[2025-05-20]]
  • I like magnets -- some [[ideas]]:
  • Today (actually yesterday) I saw a great video on the [[principle of least action]] and it blew my mind a bit. It also introduced me to diffraction grating effects -- which I had heard about but hadn't grokked/seen demonstrated.
    • The fact that angular momentum is quantized... wow. Also it introduced me to [[diffraction gratings]], which I had heard of only in passing.
    • And angular momentum has the same unit as action: Joule-second.
    • This all made me think also of...
      • Could you use diffraction gratings at astronomic scales to see into the past? E.g. by making visible light from a star that has taken a longer (slower) path to get to us.
      • The effect that makes lights 'stretch out' in one direction in some mediums, like water (think of night lights reflected on a lake) or... the effect that is apparent in my chrome kitchen countertop that is quite something and I sometimes call the [[rainbow folding]]). I'm unsure if these are really related but something about the discussion about the paths that light can take made me think of it.
    • All in all I really enjoy thinking about [[physics]] as of late.
    • -> [[Action principles]] and [[Lagrangian]] are both interesting over at Wikipedia.
โ†’ node [[2025-05-19]]
  • Noding from work after a while! I spend a lot of time here writing but for obvious reasons I don't tend to write in the Agora while at it. Still, I would like to take up the habit again of writing more journals so I thought I'd give it a shot.
  • I met [[Stapelberg]] for lunch as we often do on Mondays and it was great.
  • Now I have a bunch of meetings upcoming; more than planned (as it tends to happen). I'll try to make the most of it, and still protect enough time blocks that I can do what I intended to get done during the workday (without going too late into the night).
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2025-05-18

โ†’ node [[2025-05-17]]
  • I started this Saturday earlier than usual by waking up at 9am and going to a 10am event in my neighborhood about urban planning :) It was pretty interesting!
  • Then did some shopping, meditated and now (as of around midday) I'm starting the day in earnest; drinking [[gyokuro]] and planning the day.
  • I hope to [[flow]] all day!

2025-05-17

  • Finished [[Platform Capitalism]] (audiobook).

    • I'll need to give it another listen, as not all of it went in - listening while distracted.
    • But seemed good. A lot more academic than [[Technofeudalism: What Killed Capitalism?]]. The latter was more engaging, but (maybe?) less rigorous. I appreciate this book's succinctness.
    • Some things that stuck out from this listen:
      • It has a good historical overview of where platforms came from and how they came to dominate.
      • It has a useful typology of platforms.
      • Platforms primarily gain their advantages from data.
      • Trying to force platform capitalists to respect privacy is impossible - it's part of their DNA.
      • Over time platforms try to control the whole stack.
      • Over time, platforms slowly converge to offering the same services.
    • There's a tiny bit at the end on possible ways to counter platform dominance. Very small, but worth noting.
  • [[Public platforms]].

โ†’ node [[2025-05-14]]

2025-05-14

โ†’ node [[2025-05-11]]
โ†’ node [[2025-05-10]]

2025-05-10

โ†’ node [[2025-05-09]]
  • I just resolved all [[chezmoi]] conflicts in [[paramita]] and it felt a bit like glory honestly. I also cleaned up the repository in a variety of ways. It took about 20 minutes and it felt very freeing.
    • I then launched [[nvim]] and it worked after being broken in this machine still; all my modules got auto-installed immediately and it felt like living in the future, which of course I do in many ways being very privileged (and remembering [[William Gibson]]...).
    • And of course I spoke just a little too soon, somehow Markdown mode in [[wikivim]] is not quite perfect for some reason :)
โ†’ node [[2025-05-06]]
  • En [[Sevilla]]!
    • Para la [[Feria de Sevilla]] con [[BA]].
    • Mientras escribo esto, estoy leyendo [[Zelazny]] en una cafeterรญa cerca del departamento donde me estoy quedando.
    • Naturalmente empecรฉ a escribir en Espaรฑol de nuevo despuรฉs de usarlo mรกs algunos dรญas acรก y antes en [[Granada]].
โ†’ node [[2025-05-04]]

2025-05-04

โ†’ node [[2025-05-03]]
โ†’ node [[2025-05-02]]
  • [[2025-05-01]]: [[International Workers Day]] was nice, although I didn't sleep very well and I had to pack/do things in the house to prepare for travel so I left the festivities relatively early in the afternoon after attending with friends.
  • As I write this I'm in the [[Zรผrich airport]] waiting to board my flight to Mรกlaga for a week in southern Spain.
โ†’ node [[2025-04-30]]
  • Worked today, essentially half day as I had to get a small surgical intervention -- a mole that was growing fast on my face for some reason. Had to send it for biopsy but the doctor said it looked benign.
  • Then I met my friend [[June]].
  • And then came back home to my [[Lady Burup]]!

2025-04-30

โ†’ node [[2025-04-29]]
  • l4/l5 [[dorsomedial]] [[discus hernia]]:
    • is what I have, or had 7-8 years ago, although I've since recovered from symptoms and no longer live with pain.

2025-04-29

โ†’ node [[2025-04-27]]
โ†’ node [[2025-04-26]]
โ†’ node [[2025-04-25]]
  • [[Free]]!
  • [[25]] means [[Consciousness]] in the [[Flancia Pattern Language]], or 'focus on your focus'/'be aware of your awareness' (five squared).
  • [[Work]] was fine, I did a tricky expense report (tricky because of a bug) and advanced further business travel plans. Also was oncall.
  • [[Plitnyakovo]]
โ†’ node [[2025-04-21]]
  • I was part of the [[Bitwรคscherei]]/[[SGMK]] [[Easter Hack]] this long weekend and it was great! Met interesting people, and was able to focus well on tasks I had long deferred, partly because of being surrounded by people also focused on their projects.
  • Also spent Easter Sunday with friends and their family, it was very nice!
  • Still noding actions in [[2025]].

2025-04-21

  • OK, finally sorted out that issue I've had for a while: [[File error: Getting attributes, Permission denied, /run/user/1001/emacs]]

    • It was because when I was logging in as the second user, I wasn't using a full login shell.
    • i.e. su neil when I needed to use su - neil.
  • Windows 10 reaching end of life after 10 years is fine. Windows 11 hardware requirements not supporting a whole raft of perfectly adequate machines is NOT acceptable.

  • [[TPM 2.0]]. [[Secure Boot]].

โ†’ node [[2025-04-19]]
  • Noding from [[bull]] again after some updates :)
    • As I'm writing this I'm in [[Bitwรคscherei]] enjoying the beautiful afternoon sun while I'm around people who are hacking. It's lovely!
โ†’ node [[2025-04-18]]
  • Fixed [[wikivim]] on neovim :)
    • Yep, even bulleted lists :)
      • I can even use tab and shift-tab to indent/dedent!
    • It took a few tries but now vim feels like a nice Agora noding environment again, in particular in the computer where I now have my development environment up -- [[tara]].
  • Back again after sleep :)
    • I have a nice focus day in front of me; I'll try to get through a varied task list that I will keep partly here and partly on the back of an envelope that I intend to burn at the end of the day.
  • Spoke to my mum!
    • She found some books that belonged to my grandfather, [[Bargallรณ]].
  • Liked [[แจ]].
โ†’ node [[2025-04-17]]

<<<<<<< HEAD

  • [[Chasing Moloch]] =======
  • My [[noding]] has become erratic :) In particular my journaling is less consistent than before.
    • Introspecting, this seems to be because of a combination of causes (as usual):
      • I have been spending time in working around computer bugs (like [[karuna]] crashing, my work keyboard being temporarily bricked by a firmware update, etc.) and working.
      • I lost or temporarily misplaced my [[default environment]], meaning the computer+workspace that I prefer for noding in the absence of temporary factors like being at some other computer.
      • I have been keeping mental context elsewhere, like [[snippets]] at work and physical papers around the house and the office.
      • I now will try to regain consistency.

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โ†’ node [[2025-04-15]]
โ†’ node [[2025-04-13]]
  • Mi [[mamรก]] me contรณ de la vez en que mi papรก le pegรณ, ella hizo la denuncia en la comisarรญa antes de escaparse a la casa de los padres y los hijos de puta de la comiserรญa llamaron a mi papรก y le avisaron para que la fuera a buscar.
    • Mi [[tรญo]] desapareciรณ tres dรญas despuรฉs de que mi papรก (que era de la derecha peronista) lo llevรณ a un embarcadero de Tigre a una reuniรณn de montoneros.
โ†’ node [[2025-04-11]]
  • Good day at work!
    • Started cycling season by biking to work, which was great :)
    • Then good progress on some fronts, and a pleasant evening at home with Lady Burup and working a bit more.
    • Thinking about the future in a pleasant way.
  • TIL about [[Mahasthamaprapta]], one of the two attendants of [[Amida Nyorai]]/[[Amitabha]] with [[Avalokiteshvara]]! Gemini told me about them, a.k.a. [[Dashizhi]] in feminine form.

2025-04-11

โ†’ node [[2025-04-10]]

2025-04-10

โ†’ node [[2025-04-09]]
โ†’ node [[2025-04-08]]
  • I must call the [[veterinary]] (for a checkup)
  • Life goes on! I try to enjoy it.
  • It was great catching up with friends more as of late, online and offline.
  • Work is tough/intense but OK; I've been feeling productive and I'm looking forward to working more on some projects.
  • -> [[next action]]

2025-04-08

โ†’ node [[2025-04-07]]
โ†’ node [[2025-04-06]]

2025-04-06

โ†’ node [[2025-04-05]]

2025-04-05

โ†’ node [[2025-04-04]]
โ†’ node [[2025-04-03]]

2025-04-03

  • The [[Drake equation]] is fun to think about.

    • Even if it's contested as to whether the figures it produces have any real meaning.
  • Enjoying a work collaboration we have going on at the moment.

    • Giving me an opportunity to dip my toe back into some technical nitty gritty.
    • It has been fun.
โ†’ node [[2025-04-02]]
โ†’ node [[2025-04-01]]
  • [[Espaรฑa 2025]]
  • I attended an AI conference today in the morning, it was great! I met interesting people.
  • I worked on AI, Partitioning, Rollouts.
  • Then I did [[Flancia]]!

2025-04-01

โ†’ node [[2025-03-31]]
  • [[Las Jaras]]!
    • It was a great day all in all, I had enough bandwidth to do what I needed to do and start the week well; did also some planning for the upcoming months.
  • Had lunch with [[Stapelberg]].
  • Worked until 19 or until 21 depending on how you count, I count the latter.
  • Threw [[476]] in the [[co2]] meter; it's 17 * 28.
  • [[Midi]]
โ†’ node [[2025-03-30]]
  • I talked to my mum and it was great.
    • We are making travel plans :)
  • I played [[Minecraft]] with [[Timur]], I appreciated it!
  • Then I reviewed and cleaned up notes, iterated on projects, spent time with Burup. It felt healing.

2025-03-30

โ†’ node [[2025-03-29]]

2025-03-29

โ†’ node [[2025-03-28]]
โ†’ node [[2025-03-27]]

2025-03-27

โ†’ node [[2025-03-23]]
  • Traveling to the US today!
  • Yesterday I thought again quite a bit about:
    • [[light]]
      • led me to read [[photon]] in Wikipedia, very nice article!
    • [[momentum]]
    • [[entropy]]
    • Quiz: what do momentum and entropy have in common?
  • [[Waking up]]:
    • It turns out there's going to be a community meetup in Zรผrich on [[2025-04-01]]!
    • Maybe I could check it out. For more, see the email from [[2025-03-22]].
  • I need to do somthing to bring [[todo]], [[do]], [[next action]] and such under control :)
    • To begin with I think I just need to re-pick one as the 'root' and start going through it and try to keep my actual priorities at the top.
    • It's going to be painful (because of the amount of stuff I've amassed! and the fact that even after all this I won't be able to have all my todos there because I have a parallel life at work...) but probably worth it, so maybe I should just get right on with it.
    • -> done! I refactored [[todo]] a bit, and went through very old todos and actually found them even done. Maybe there's a tune to the chaos I seem to operate in after all, at least some of the time ;)
  • I think having an offline wikipedia could be nice. Or a language model that I can run locally, albeit slowly, but hey... that will come :)
  • I enjoyed reading [[The discrete charm of the Turing machine]] by [[Greg Egan]]. This was in [[Instantiation]]; previously (in February) I read [[The Best of Greg Egan]], a selection of his short stories, and enjoyed them a lot!
    • He's definitely one of my favorite living writers.
  • Now I'm giving [[Binding Chaos]] a taste, after finding it on my [[Kobo]] and also mentioned in my long term todo mentioned above.
  • Travel day!
    • As I write this I'm on the second plane today, about to tale off from Heathrow towards Raleigh.
  • Ladu Burup's day as I leave -- I will miss her! She's in good hands though.
โ†’ node [[2025-03-22]]
  • [[nostromo]] died today!
    • after almost dying many times.
    • I thank them for their service! beautiful computer.
    • [[paramita]] was ready to take its spot.
  • [[bouncepaw]] told me about [[xremap]] today! it looks great, like it could fix several issues I had in the back of my mind with the input layer in wayland.
  • New day but I'm working on my todos on [[2025-03-21]] :)
  • I implemented [[chill]] today (late yesterday) to set the light levels at home to a nice late night/hacking level using [[home assistant]], that was somewhere on my todo list :)
  • I read about [[router7]] by [[stapelberg]].

2025-03-22

  • [[Astronomy]].

  • [[Listened]]: [[Technofeudalism: What Killed Capitalism?]]

    • I think his history and overview of how big tech firms got to where they are seems good. And like I said, very well written.
    • I take the technofeudalism stuff with a pinch of salt. Interesting, but, debatable, and probably doesn't matter all that much whether it's something other than capitalism or not. How do we stop it is the most important thing.
โ†’ node [[2025-03-21]]
  • [[todo]]:
    • I started packing for the [[us]]:
    • Things I want to do during the upcoming trip:
      • write in the [[zine]], I've been writing in my head for a while and it's time to do some actual writing?
      • fix agora bot, hopefully earlier than the trip though?
        • I finally got to this on the flight to Durham on [[2025-03-23]] -- untested, but at least I made two commits that I think should move the Agora mastodon bot in the right direction.
      • do some small FR for [[bull]]? which one?
      • fix [[betulagora]]
      • finish packing for the trip
      • check in

2025-03-21

โ†’ node [[2025-03-20]]
  • I met [[smurp]] today!
    • It was great!
    • I got a [[cal]] after seeing it at his smurp.com/cal and previously.
  • [[zine]] -> [[us]]

2025-03-20

โ†’ node [[2025-03-19]]
โ†’ node [[2025-03-18]]

2025-03-18

โ†’ node [[2025-03-16]]

2025-03-16

โ†’ node [[2025-03-15]]
  • I cleaned the house in the morning while I was logged onto [[Flancia meet]] (quiet instance, but that's alright of course) and it felt good to start the weekend that way; I did kitchen and bathroom floors.
  • We had a tough conversation with [[AG]] today, but I think it was the right thing.
  • I wrote a script named [[Burup]] to disable the laptop's keyboard and touchpad so Burup can sleep on it while I continue to use the external keyboard and mouse for browsing/coding :) [[Claude]] helped me find the best way to do this in a 2025 Linux + Wayland install, my first impulse was to reach for xinput but that doesn't cut it nowadays :) [[libinput]] CLI is reasonable though.
    • I think I need to also disable the trackpoint (nipple/joystick that comes with Lenovo laptops) as somehow she still was able to move focus while I was typing this :) The situation is already much improved though.
โ†’ node [[2025-03-14]]
  • I found the card of a barista who once made a good coffee for me somewhere in Osaka: [[Kota Ikenaga]].
โ†’ node [[2025-03-13]]
โ†’ node [[2025-03-12]]
  • Move the Incubator meeting to US-friendly
  • Check PM AI chatroom
  • go/detectr -- hold it until US takes it, or Gavin?
    • done (later), then Hao plus maybe Abi?
  • My new wireless router arrived and it's already a great improvement in digital quality of life at home :) I hope it continues to work without fuss!
โ†’ node [[2025-03-11]]
  • Loved the [[15 minutes]] flow
  • Played [[The Reluctant Groom]], plus [[Lady Burup]]'s song :)
  • Back here something like 22 hours later, on the other side of the night and day and half there over :)
    • Work including oncall was occasionally heavy but still good, felt productive. Worked late and advanced some threads enough, but not as late as yesterday!
โ†’ node [[2025-03-10]]
  • [[Lady Burup]] needs to lose some weight, will continue noding the process in [[burup forever]] :)
    • I also want to lose 2-3kg or convert them from fat (mostly in my abdomen) to muscle, I'll try to do this in the following 1-2 months and report back. I currently weigh 76.5kg (I'm ~190cm tall).
    • So we'll do it together, I say! :
โ†’ node [[2025-03-09]]
  • I'm back!
    • In [[computer space]] (and time!)
    • Travelling was great but I'm looking forward to catching up with projects.
  • [[Agora]]:
    • Discussed [[2025]] with [[Timur]] in [[Flancia Meet]], also discussed [[Betula]] progress which is very exciting!
    • Thought about [[Fediverse]] integration, [[auth]] and data providers.
    • Also about simpler and more opaque stuff like [[autopull for numbers]]: number [[n]] should pull e.g. [[prime/n]] because that's a related node for all integers.
    • Hmm, what was by [[root node]] again...? :)
โ†’ node [[2025-03-08]]
โ†’ node [[2025-03-03]]
  • Picked up my laptop after long. This has been quite an offline vacation!
  • In [[Buzios]] this week, reading about:
  • Also reading a compilation of short stories by [[Greg Egan]] :)
  • After a day by the beach, we went on a walk with [[AG]] to a lookout point near [[Ferradura]].
โ†’ node [[2025-02-15]]
โ†’ node [[2025-02-09]]
  • Back noding in [[neovim]] to make sure I keep my travel setup running.
    • I could also move to running [[bull]] locally in [[guanyin]] while I travel...
  • Started the day nicely with [[AG]].
  • Then did [[Sadhana]], things around the house, and advanced on many threads :)
    • During the week I finished the two trivial bull PRs I wanted to get in.
    • Now I'm thinking of shifting to a different PR (which?) and to [[Betula]], [[Social.coop]] and [[Agora]] work.
    • Sending something to the [[M&Ms]] :)
      • I enjoyed the process a lot! I hope they enjoy the result, even a subset :)
  • Thought about:
    • [[primes]], and again [[prime gaps]], which I now associate with the number #14 because 14 is a first notable prime gap on 113 - 127, and it easily answers 'prime?' for an interesting range
โ†’ node [[2025-02-05]]
  • I updated the [[index]] of my garden after long, I think it's a bit improved.
  • I donated 2x early today.
  • I also opened a lot of backlogged correspondence, asked for a [[tax return extension]] (until 2025-09-30) and bought some gifts :)
โ†’ node [[2025-02-01]]

2025-02-01

  • Having an absolutely tedious time trying to figure out why the WiFi keeps on dropping out on some of the devices in our house.
โ†’ node [[2025-01-31]]

2025-01-31

  • [[The Word for World is Forest]]

  • Lots of interesting people post interesting things on [[LinkedIn]]. If I want to read them, I have to use that platform. Accursed network effects.

โ†’ node [[2025-01-28]]
  • [[bull]] now supports tabs in editing mode :)
    • enjoying it a lot!
    • I am thinking of which other quality of life improvements could easily be added to [[CodeMirror]] if Stapelberg agrees.
    • [[vim mode]] is probably going too far? :)
  • I realized I broke links in [[Agora graphs]] when I pushed the update to remove jquery; I know why, I just need to remember to fix it tonight after work.
    • fix it then :)
โ†’ node [[2025-01-27]]
  • Noding this from [[bull]] in today's page in the Agora, meaning anagora.org/2025-01-27; I wonder if this will create a 2025-01-27.md file or somehow just a 'bare' 2025-01-27 file. I'll know soon enough :)
  • Had lunch with [[Stapelberg]] and it was great as usual. We discussed work and open source; bull and the agora.
  • I finally bought the tickets for Argentina and Brazil! It feels nice to get that out of the way.
  • Work was fine!
  • After work, there was a short Social.coop [[TWG]] meeting with [[Dan Phiffer]] and it was great.
  • [[Lady Burup]] is very beautiful and a great companion as always!
  • Spoke to [[Jack Park]] after a while, I'm glad!
โ†’ node [[2025-01-26]]
  • I signed up for deepseek.com to try [[deepseek r1]] and I found it quite good to begin with. Then I signed up for its API.
โ†’ node [[2025-01-25]]
โ†’ node [[2025-01-24]]

2025-01-24

  • Listening to [[The Word for World is Forest]]
    • From [[libro.fm]].
    • Really enjoying it. The reader is great.
    • [[Ursula K. Le Guin]] mercurial as always.
    • Though, when I say enjoying itโ€ฆ it's a bit grim. This Don Donaldson character is a nasty piece of work, pure American colonialist.
โ†’ node [[2025-01-19]]
โ†’ node [[2025-01-18]]
โ†’ node [[2025-01-17]]
  • I went to bed a bit later than expected, at around 3am, but it was a productive night and I still managed to sleep enough so I have no regrets :)
  • The [[dishwasher]] repairperson came over, fingers crossed I'll have a dishwasher again! Not having it (after only a few years of having it) really made me appreciate it specially.
  • Then I plan to [[work]] mostly on [[AI]] stuff today.
  • Then we might go to [[Manor]] with [[AG]] :)
โ†’ node [[2025-01-16]]
โ†’ node [[2025-01-14]]
โ†’ node [[2025-01-13]]
  • Yesterday I ended up working on Sunday as planned and I enjoyed it.
    • I also took time to practice, and play, and that made a large difference.
  • [[flow state]]:
  • I made the move to the office around lunch, now I'm heading into a longish in-office flow session which might last five hours! Wish me luck :)
  • [[bull]]:
    • I like the addition of ctrl+s to save a page a lot
    • I'm also using ctrl+e to edit -- maybe it would be ideal if it started the editing session at the end of the document instead of the beginning?
    • Alternatively I think ctrl+s maybe should save but not go back to view mode; unsure.
  • Researching how to publish [[snippets]] at work from the command line :)

2025-01-13

  • Reading [[Not the End of the World]]
    • Hmm, just plainly stated that [[Degrowth]] is wrong.
    • There was a mention of 'effective' optimism. Hope that's not aligned with effective altruism.
โ†’ node [[2025-01-12]]
  • [[doing]]:
    • Copy/pasted from somewhere:
      • [[Demo mode]]:
        • This will slowly but ~surely happen :)
        • Add a toggle
        • Add code that plays a midi
        • Add code that plays an mp3
        • Add auto-scrolling, auto opening of zippies
      • [[Add users]]
  • [[worked]] and I liked it
  • [[donated]]
  • [[musikino]] is back!
  • [[prana]] now documented lightly in the Agora :)
    • as usual you can use e.g. anagora.org/go/prana/6 to do the yoga session for 'day 6', whatever that means to you. I usually do one of go/flow, go/move, etc. on rotation :)
  • [[Vajradhara]] and [[Vajrasattva]]
โ†’ node [[2025-01-11]]
  • I resigned from the [[Social.coop]] [[Community Working Group]] the day after starting the [[vote to suspend meta]] after much discussion and a quick draft done with/for the community. It felt like it was the right time to disengage after I received criticism yet again for 'moving too fast' despite looping in people earlier and doing what I thought was a fully reasonable pro-social action to advance discussion (start a proposal on Loomio). This after concerns were escalated by multiple community members, including to the CWG, about Social.coop feeling like less of a safe space due to our lack of visible response.
    • One of the criticisms I got amounted (paraphrasing for effect) to needing to have more pre-meetings and go slower. I am fine not having pre-meetings or anything of the sort and doing more and talking less in 2025 as far as I can (within reason), so it seemed like a good moment to finish my CWG engagement (after several years) and focus on the Tech Working Group and the Organizing Circle instead. The CWG is now well-staffed so I am not needed there anymore, which I am thankful for to the people who remain!
    • In general the negativity I had gotten used to getting from some members was a bit of an energy drain, and I realized I could use my time more constructively for the community in the other engagements I plan to keep.
  • [[Bull]] is looking great! I'm now serving it (for myself only for the time being) at https://edit.anagora.org.

2025-01-11

โ†’ node [[2025-01-10]]
  • I'm writing this with my new mechanical keyboard, a [[keychron q3 max]].
    • I got this for the office because the previous one was a bit too noisy for the office environment; not that I was the only one using a mechanical keyboard, or that the switches were the noisiest you could get, but I felt like I was contributing to a less inclusive than necessary environment by typing loudly with my headphones at times. And I really like typing with my headphones on :)
    • The one that I got, with [[gateron brown switches]], is really quite silent! And I like the tactile feedback enough.
    • I am enjoying the typing experience so I'm glad!
    • The one thing I would add is maybe a palm rest. I don't usually use one, but this keyboard is high enough that I feel like that could make it more ergonomic.
    • Sometimes it seems to double-register my space bar presses though, which is a bit disconcerting -- I hope it's a matter of adjusting my typing style to the switches and not a hardware issue! I'll keep an eye on it.
  • [[ekumen]]
  • [[social.coop]]
    • lots of talk about the Meta change in policies with respect to hateful speech.
    • then more talk.
    • then [[against meta]] went through draft revisions.
    • then the [[vote to suspend meta]].
โ†’ node [[2025-01-09]]
โ†’ node [[2025-01-08]]
  • First time starting a journal node from [[bull]] :)
    • I will be using the opportunity to take notes about the things I would change in Bull over time, as I try to use it as a default [[Agora editor]].
  • [[bull bugs]]:
    • I can't seem to be able to indent blocks :) Pressing tab while editing moves to "view site information" in Chromium, which is surprising.
    • Thankfully ctrl+] works, which is awesome and a life saver, but the default behavior could be improved probably?
    • I'm also missing [[vim keys]], which [[Silverbullet]] has, although ideally that could be solved at the browser level (e.g. by [[vimium]]); maybe it's an option for the editor module [[bull]] uses?
    • Anyway, better update to head before I file bugs :)
  • [[quotes]]:
    • "I have the solution, you just have to believe in it"
  • Today I read and wrote about the [[Meta]] terms and policies changes and the [[Fediverse]].
    • It seems social.coop will have a vote on whether to suspend threads.net.
  • Work was quite alright actually!
โ†’ node [[2025-01-07]]

2025-01-07

  • This year, I am celebrating having a 10 year old laptop.
    • My [[Lenovo Thinkpad T450s]].
    • The release date for the T450s was 2015.
    • Though I got it second-hand in 2019.
โ†’ node [[2025-01-06]]

2025-01-06

  • Read and finished [[Four Thousand Weeks]]
    • Thick time
    • Max Weber and Calvinism
    • I liked it in general. I'm on board with the general gist of the anti productivity sentiments.
      • Sometimes it came across a bitโ€ฆ wilfully contrary? Not sure.
โ†’ node [[2025-01-04]]
  • [[pure land buddhism]] -> [[universal gate chapter]]
  • [[chilliad]]
  • [[secrets]]
  • love [[bitwascherei]] already
  • [[gotosocial]]:
    • Brought up social.agor.ai provisionally, considering which domain to run this on -- and whether to do a [[split domain deployment]].
    • Which one is better as a handle for the Agora bot and a user?
      • @agora@agor.ai?
      • @flancian@agor.ai?
      • @agora@social.agor.ai?
      • @flancian@social.agor.ai?
      • @agora@flancia.agor.ai?
      • @flancian@flancia.agor.ai?
      • @agora@anagora.org?
      • @flancian@anagora.org?
      • They mean different things, of course. All but @agora@social.agor.ai while 'allocating' social.agor.ai require a split domain deployment as per the current setup I'm running for Agoras. It doesn't sound too difficult to try split domains using traefik, I could give it a try. But in that case, should I run these in @agor.ai (shorter/cooler?) or in @flancia.agor.ai (most correct as I'm planning on having this instance handle the usernames in flancia.agor.ai or anagora.org?
    • Update (after discussing with people): I think I'm going with the simplest thing that might work, meaning social.agor.ai is one instance that different people and agoras can use for social services, and handles are foo@social.agor.ai.
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โ†’ node [[2025-01-02]]

2025-01-02

  • Planning to update spacemacs to latest.
    • As noted recently, usually something breaks in this process.
    • So I'll look at ways to do this with minimal disruption.
    • I think trying to do it using multiple config directories seems a good approach.
      • That'll be useful for if I ever want to run spacemacs and Doom side-by-side, too, for example, or my own vanilla Emacs.
    • One issue to resolve first - you need Emacs 29 for the โ€“init-directory flag. I'm still on 28.1.
      • OK, I'll try and tackle that first.
  • [[Updating to Emacs 29 on Linux Mint]]
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โ†’ node [[2024-12-28]]
  • [[j0lms]]: [[plurality]]
  • [[flancia meet]]
    • was quiet but it still felt good to be 'back' :)
  • had coffee with my neighbours, it was great!
  • cleaned the house a bit
  • talked to my mum, I enjoyed it and it was great seeing her
  • started a new notebook (ha), this one is a square with a pixel grid -- a gift from the [[nintendo museum]] by [[mpd]]
  • share photos
  • run collect over notebooks and papers, this usually makes me feel better (I have a lot of context all around, putting it back in one place/pile usually helps manage it/consolidate)
  • [[december 2024 adventure]]
  • [[agora writing]]
  • had interesting conversations in the [[fediverse]] about:
    • [[ai]]
    • [[sustainability]]
    • leading to [[ilich]], who I still haven't read -- will try to set up his book in my [[kobo]] to read it tonight/soon
  • I read about [[recursively enumerable]] sets and languages -- I remembered these were some of my favorite back when I studied computer science when I was 27 or 28. This led me to read again about complexity classes, hierarchies and then [[diophantine]] sets :)
  • Also had a great time playing with [[Lady Burup]], and we even watched [[3blue1brown]] together! Pictures likely in the Fediverse :)

2024-12-28

  • Reading [[Four Thousand Weeks]]
    • The efficiency trap - the more efficient you get, the more things you will fit into to do list, ultimately not gaining any time.
    • Productivity techniques are a way of facilitating avoidance of making hard choices.
      • By claiming you can get more efficient and fit more in, you can avoid having to decide what not to do.
    • Pay yourself first.
    • Keep three things in progress.
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โ†’ node [[2024-12-23]]
  • Back home!
    • After 15 days spent in the US west coast (working) and then Japan (traveling with friends).
    • I slept home in Oerlikon alone as I crashed not so long after arriving due to jet lag; [[AG]] will come with [[Lady Burup]] later today.
    • I woke up at 6am after only 7 hours of sleep due to jetlag despite only getting five hours yesterday and I decided to just get up and start doing things; I'll try to take a nap later today as needed.
  • Non-prioritized list of things I want to take a look at now that come to mind and I wanted to jot down:
    • [[Cline]] -- I heard it's a good AI plugin for [[vscode]] that is not too opinionated/walled-gardeny (is that a word? maybe it should be)
    • [[Posty]] -- something cooked by [[Oliphant]] over at the Fediverse which sounds a lot like something I wanted to build/I wanted to see someone build)
    • This [[talk by Dan Dennett]] who passed away this year.
    • [[social.coop]] activity -- some threads on Mastodon, some on Matrix, some on Loomio surely
  • All in all this is supposed to be a free "jetlag recovery day" so I'll just try to enjoy it and also spend time offline.
  • I read [[Alan Watts]]'s Wikipedia page (again? unsure) and I wondered again about his alcoholism and relatively early death at 58.
  • I finished [[The Moon is a Harsh Mistress]] today, after starting it and reading most of it yesterday during the flights. I liked it quite a bit! In particular the relationship between the protagonist/narrator and Mike/[[Mycroft]], the AI; and how it went straight into the topic of collaborating with AI towards the revolution.
โ†’ node [[2024-12-21]]
  • Writing this on the flight from [[Tokyo]] to [[Copenhagen]] while on my way back to [[Zรผrich]].
    • I was (lightly) disappointed to see this flight did not head northwest as I expected, but rather northeast, despite what the map 'navigation' promised. This told me two things though:
      • "Western" planes are avoiding the whole of Russian airspace, likely because of the war. In retrospect I should have known this!
      • The navigation map available to the public in planes does not reflect in any way the course set by pilots. Instead it seems to just show the [[great circle]] to the destination from the current position. This held true through the trip. Indeed, the 'projected path' was roughly orthogonal to the true path at least until we reached the Bearing Strait (which is when I'm writing this).
    • I was planning on catching up on coding and writing (beyond this short entry), but I forgot to charge my laptop and there are no chargers in economy, so there goes that plan :) Well, I have plenty of reading to do so it'll be fine.
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โ†’ node [[2024-12-08]]
  • I'm flying to [[San Francisco]] to work from [[Sunnyvale]] for a few days. As I write this I'm on a SAS A330 sitting in 51A with the seat next to me empty, the plane being about 70% full.
  • I started listening to [[Right Concentration]] by [[Leigh Brasington]] (sp?) on the way to Copenhagen where I made my short connection.
  • Now I've finally started properly reading the [[Fediversalist Papers]] (I've been waiting for such an occasion) and found the report immediately engrossing.
    • ...and finished :) I tried taking good enough notes to then share with the Social.coop working groups and organizing Circle.
  • I'm still two hours away from San Francisco. Not much more battery left in my laptop, so maybe I'll just keep reading something else.
  • I finished reading [[Thich Nhat Hanh]]'s commentary on the [[Heart Sutra]]. I enjoyed it a lot :) Thank you Thich as usual.

2024-12-08

  • [[Read]]: [[Wasteland]]
    • In the epilogue, a bit of reflection on how we actually reduce waste.
    • Looks at [[ethical consumption]], [[zero waste]] and the [[circular economy]] with a critical eye. Them having been coopted by corporations.
    • Ultimately, his conclusion seems to be: [[degrowth]]. Consume less, produce less.
      • That doesn't really address the problems of industrial waste though.
โ†’ node [[2024-12-07]]

2024-12-07

  • Blurters gonna blurt.

    • [[microblurting]].
    • Going to try popping them in daily files in a subfolder.
  • Read: [[Wasteland]].

    • [[Nuclear waste]]. [[Sellafield]].
    • The book is great, well written and researched.
    • But I'm finding the subject matter ultimately quite depressing.
    • Particularly as it's getting into [[industrial waste]]. It's huge in scale.
    • [[Nuclear power]] and the corresponding waste is such a prime example of human hubris and folly.
    • This shit is going to be around for tens of thousands of years, yet we don't seem to have a clue what we're doing with it.
โ†’ node [[2024-12-06]]

2024-12-06

โ†’ node [[2024-12-05]]

2024-12-05

โ†’ node [[2024-12-04]]
โ†’ node [[2024-12-03]]

2024-12-03

โ†’ node [[2024-12-02]]

2024-12-02

  • Read Where to draw the line? - by Gordon Brander

  • Note that [[Substack]] has it's short form posts now.

    • A decent move, a combining of elements of the garden and the stream in one service.
    • Essentially another walled garden version of what [[IndieWeb]] does.
  • I love using [[spacemacs]] and [[Emacs]].

    • However, one big negative - I'm always scared to update spacemacs to latest, as well as packages from Melpa.
    • Pretty much at least one important thing breaks every time that I do, and as I need this for my work, I can't often spare that time.
    • So I tend to put it off and lag behind.
    • I imagine there's things I can do that would mitigate the risk and friction - I should look into those.
      • One simple idea is just to have two version running side-by-side. I might be able to do that actually, I think there's a flag you can pass Emacs to say where to look for your conf folder.
โ†’ node [[2024-12-01]]

2024-12-01

  • Continuing from yesterday, yeah it seems like the touch input doesn't work great on the native Android Emacs build, either.
    • So, Termux's text input view is probably the best option for now.
    • orgzly is brilliant for task management, but you don't get the whole range of Emacs' powers.
โ†’ node [[2024-11-30]]
  • I'm writing this on the train to [[Bern]], after which I will make a few connections and make my way to [[Puidoux]] where I'll join a [[party in the forest]].
    • It's going to be quite cold tonight and the party goes on until Sunday afternoon, so I'm happy I got some [[Merino]] underpants and a long sleeved shirt yesterday :)
    • I caught up with [[Eerie Shell]] and [[Kris]] over messaging.
  • I say [[We Will Defeat Moloch]].

2024-11-30

  • [[Wasteland]]

  • Writing prose in [[Emacs]] with [[Termux]] is a little weird.

    • It's because you have to workaround the fact that terminal emulators don't generally work well with touch keyboards.
    • Termux solves this cleverly with a text input view you can access by swiping left on the extra keys row.
    • It's neat, but not optimal for longer-form writing.
    • Options:
      • Use orgzly for longer text input.
      • Try Emacs native Android build again.
      • Stick with it, it's not that bad.
  • Going all in on [[libre software]] and [[open hardware]] is a key part of [[digital ecosocialism]].

    • That said, use of proprietary alternatives may be necessary during transition.
  • Provisioning the [[knowledge commons]] with info on what software is good, how to use it, how to switch to it, etc, also very important.

  • [[Wasteland]]

  • [[Waste]] and what you do with it is an important part of any [[system]].

    • This is part of why I'm finding [[Wasteland]] so interesting.
      • Here the system is society.
    • You can try and reuse it circulate it back into your system. Or you sink it somewhere in the environment.
      • It seems though, nothing is ever truly a sink - it always comes back one way or anotherโ€ฆ
    • Or you try and reduce how much of it there is in the first place.
โ†’ node [[2024-11-29]]

2024-11-29

โ†’ node [[2024-11-28]]
  • [[2024-11-27]] took place as well (linking it so I can then go node it :)
  • Interesting conversation in [[Agora discuss]]!
    • [[Zicklag]] wrote about [[weird.one]], sounds very cool, it would be great to catch up synchronously with them and [[Erlend]].

2024-11-28

  • Watched [[Agentic Product Development]]
    • Not sure I understand how the talk relates to the title.
    • But I like the concepts discussed a lot.
      • To me it felt like a description of [[IndieWeb]] without really mentioning IndieWeb.
        • Except in the talk subtitle? And one side mention of IndieAuth.
โ†’ node [[2024-11-27]]
  • I woke up with a headache for some reason, and it came back during the day, but otherwise I was fine.
  • I worked and then attended the [[end of year dinner]] with my coworkers.
    • There was also a [[bowling]] afternoon event which I skipped as I felt I was too behind work and I wanted to use the opportunity to catch up.
    • Even as I decided to skip it I knew that, with the passage time, I would remember the bowling event but not the afternoon working. But I decided to do it anyway as I also knew my mental state would be affected by not making progress on some tasks, and I think in the end it was a reasonable choice.
    • I enjoyed dinner. I actually like my coworkers, I'm lucky in that (and many ways!).
  • Then I returned home and I played with [[Lady Burup]] and played the piano.

2024-11-27

  • [[Wasteland]]

    • Now discussing [[reuse]]. Waste prevention.
  • Learned of [[Weird]] and [[Leaf]] from Zicklag on Agora Discuss.

    • Very interesting!
    • Weird: "prosocial network based on the cornerstone of the internet:Personal websites."
      • This is music to my ears.
  • [[Watched]] [[Why Ethical Consumerism Is a Trap]]

    • It's a trap!
    • [[B Corps]] started off decent enough, but some problematic admissions recently (Nespresso?)
โ†’ node [[2024-11-25]]

2024-11-25

โ†’ node [[2024-11-24]]
  • Still recovering from disease (flu? covid? unsure) with [[AG]] -- but feeling better thankfully, both of us.
  • Ended up testing [[backup restores]] for [[social.coop]] finally and it felt great! It was in the todo list for long.
  • Not so much progress on [[work-work]] this weekend -- which I know might sound a bit weird, why is it that I sometimes plan to work on the weekends? The truth is that some of the things I need to do I find it hard to do during the week for a variety of reasons, like meeting load. So I sometimes use the weekend to catch up. But when I don't I have to at some point 'let go of it', else it weights on me implicitly.
  • Spoke to my mum over [[Meet]] and it was great!
โ†’ node [[2024-11-23]]
  • [[23]] is [[Lady Burup]]'s day :)
    • A chill day at home, with snow outside. I'm taking care of [[AG]] a bit as she's sick.
  • Todo for the day:
    • rest :)
    • fix mastodon embeds in the Agora? they are still broken after most instances updated to 4.3
      • I didn't quite fix this yet but I found two bugs doing this and made progress :)
      • First, social.coop embed.js had not been updated in years. We need a step to update static content when updating the instance! I mentioned it in the room.
      • Second, I filed https://github.com/mastodon/mastodon/issues/33049 against Mastodon. I don't get how their "new style" embeds are supposed to work, embed.js seems a bit weird. Let's see what they say.
    • work: on that work document at least for one pomodoro
    • work: book meetings for the upcoming week (see paper notebook)
    • social.coop: CWG oncall
      • Some spam reports.
      • No new registrations since yesterday.
    • social.coop: TWG next steps towards alpha.social.coop
      • Hmm, what does this mean?
      • I guess I should fill that form to get a VPS from iocoop now that we have joined! That sounds simple enough/fun.
    • write
    • read

2024-11-23

  • [[Wasteland]].

    • When Blue Planet had its episode on plastic waste in the oceans, the anti-plastic public reaction gave the price of recycled plastic a huge boost.
      • Interesting to think how television programmes can still have such a system changing effect.
      • See also the documentary about the [[British Post Office scandal]].
    • Apparently a plastic bag was found at the bottom of the Mariana Trench.
  • I hope to find the time to start participating in the [[IndieWeb Carnival]].

    • I like it as a concept for nudging people to write in their blogs.
โ†’ node [[2024-11-22]]
  • back to the office finally, after a few days sick working from home! it was nice going back.

2024-11-22

  • Downloaded [[Wasteland]] from [[libro.fm]].

    • Butโ€ฆ now I can't find my headphones.
  • Found them!

  • The opening to [[Wasteland]], where he outlines the scale of waste we produce worldwide, puts me in mind of the bit in [[Doughnut Economics]] where she discusses broadening our conception of the economy to be embedded within the biosphere.

    • How the economy has sources and sinks to the wider environment.
    • Wasteland tells just how much of a sink we treat the planet as, as we dump our waste into it.
โ†’ node [[2024-11-21]]

2024-11-21

  • Finished rereading (listening) [[Doughnut Economics]].
    • Still relevant and useful.
    • I should write up some takeaways. (Maybe use that rubric from the OU module?)
โ†’ node [[2024-11-20]]
  • I'm [[sick]]. Nothing serious, feels like the flu. [[AG]] got it over the weekend.
    • Working from home and catching some [[Meet University]] talks, although today only until 16. There's an all hands later I may put in the background; I told my manager I was low energy and would focus on resting half a day.
  • I cut my hair, which usually makes me feel fresher, and it did. I also shaved everything except my mustache, for [[Movember]] (is it still a thing? I think so)
โ†’ node [[2024-11-19]]
  • [[work]]
    • I woke up sick but I worked from home anyway.
    • [[Meet University]] was good!
  • then I rested after work, ate something, spent time with [[Burup]] and caught up with friends
  • then I thought about:
  • [[cwebber]] joined [[social.coop]] earlier this week!

2024-11-19

โ†’ node [[2024-11-18]]

2024-11-18

  • [[wp cli]] is handy.

  • In a [[causal loop diagram]], where do you put actions, things that happen? I guess it's a flow. But, what causes the flow?

โ†’ node [[2024-11-17]]

2024-11-17

  • Reread Robin Sloan's article on [[Stock and flow]].
    • As an analogy for garden and stream.
    • Not sure if it's an analogy to [[stocks and flows]] specifically in systems thinking, or there's a more generic economic concept.
    • Anyway - he makes a good point that it's not good to be all stock, no flow.
    • He means it in the sense of, you should post to the stream a little bit, so people know what you're up to.
    • I should consider that - I generally don't post to social media streams, just to my journal here.
    • Which I like as it remains distraction free.
    • But it does reduce social interaction significantly.
โ†’ node [[2024-11-16]]

2024-11-16

โ†’ node [[2024-11-15]]
  • I [[worked]]; it was fine actually, I had a late review meeting (I don't usually have meetings on Fridays) but it was interesting/felt worth it.
  • I met [[L]]! We spent some of the afternoon together. It was very nice to see her.
  • I then worked on [[social.coop]], scaling up (with [[Dan]]). Then I read/wrote/coded a bit.
โ†’ node [[2024-11-14]]

2024-11-14

  • On Tuesday I went to a workshop on learning the basics of electrical repairs.

    • Was good to meet some other volunteers from the area.
      • The round of intros took up a lot of the session thoughโ€ฆ
    • Had a bit of an overview on useful tools and basic electronic components, wired a plug, and then started repairing broken items we had brought with us.
    • It's a two parter. Next time we'll look at using a [[multimeter]], [[PAT testing]], and the [[right to repair]].
  • [[Doughnut Economics]] has a good overview of what a [[system]] is and why [[systems thinking]] of useful.

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โ†’ node [[2024-11-11]]
  • I found a 'task list' (I have 7-8 at any given time, usually anything from a3 to a4, envelopes and forms and such that I reuse to write things to do later) which I sort of completed so I archived it. It had the number [[131]] on it, without further context, although it was close to a task related to Wikipedia in the Agora that I have advanced.
    • It is prime in case you're wondering :) [[prime/131]].
    • Which reminds me about the notion of having prime/ be autopulled when n is a number. Hmm.
  • [[Algรบn dรญa]]
  • Noding from [[paramita]] and from [[nostromo]] while I work on the Agora tonight.
    • I'm already showered and can go until the time I go to bed, probably early as I woke up at 6am due to double pages :)
    • I'll enjoy the ride for however long it lasts!
    • I thought of [[2024-11-19]].
    • I thought of the future.
โ†’ node [[2024-11-10]]
  • [[agora development]]:
    • fix mastodon 4.3 embeds?
    • and what comes next?
  • [[writing]]:
    • I say I want to do more writing in long form/intelligibly to the average prose reader, but don't often make time for it. Some time ago I said Sundays were going to be for this kind of writing more often, and I could try to uphold this today. Let's see.
    • [[letters]]: some [[closed]], some [[open]]
  • To test [[collimation]]:
    • As it's cloudy, maybe I'll observe the distant LEDs in a construction crane ~500m away tonight.
โ†’ node [[2024-11-09]]

2024-11-09

  • [[Doughnut Economics]]

    • The developer of the concept of [[GDP]], Simon Kuznets, didn't think it was a good measure of national welfare.
  • Microblurting with a mindmap.

    • [[my blurts]]
    • After trying a few different mindmap apps on Android, going with miMind for now.
    • Alas, hand-writing PlantUML mind map markup doesn't cut it for current purposes.
  • [[Doughnut Economics]]

    • The [[Holocene]] is an incredibly hospitable Earth and the favourable conditions would last for an unusually long time, were we humans not pushing the planet out of this period of stability.
    • We need to change the indicator for success from ever upwards and forwards growth to dynamically thriving in balance.
โ†’ node [[2024-11-08]]

2024-11-08

  • Back in [[Silverbullet]] after a few days only making it to [[codium]] -- which in some ways was good, as it means I managed to carve out some time for some playful coding through the week.
    • [[Stapelberg]] is now using [[Silverbullet]] as well and seems to like it as well although he did comment on the system requirements; I agree it can be intense in larger gardens. But still it is capable enough and a solid enough writing environment that it's the best tool I know of in knowledge space currently.
  • Work was good, tough at times but I believe overall productive.
    • I've been feeling and looking a bit tired lately so I started taking iron again, and might take vitamin D supplements (as I've been doing seasonally with good effect).
  • Tomorrow I'll see [[AG]] :)
  • This evening after work I started working on the Agora and writing. [[Lady Burup]] is sitting to my back on her green cushion.
  • Someone reached out over [[Telegram]].
  • I thought about [[Ekumen]].
  • I did [[Agora development]].
    • I iterated on more interface issues that had long nagged me/I had long wanted to work on.
    • Shipped iterations in the [[themes]].
    • Changed button location to have it make more sense given what it actually does.

2024-11-08

  • [[digital ecosocialism]]

  • [[Doughnut Economics]]

    • I like the seven ways to think like a 21st century economist:
      • Change the Goal
      • See the Big Picture
      • Nurture Human Nature
      • Get Savvy with Systems
      • Design to Distribute
      • Create to Regenerate
      • Be Agnostic about Growth
โ†’ node [[2024-11-07]]

2024-11-07

  • Not sure how to process the US election 2024 results.
    • It feels pretty devastating. The short term and long term repercussions seem catastrophic.
    • Right now, avoiding all the news and analysis - too much to get lost in and I don't have the headspace for it at the moment.
    • Finding ways to offer practical solidarity to threatened and affected groups in the US seems like the most productive action in the short term.
โ†’ node [[2024-11-06]]
  • I shipped a fix to wiki.social.coop (the result of coworking with Dan through the week, it was great!)
  • I shipped some layout/theme improvements to anagora.org, it felt great as well. I like UI stuff actually it seems, in the right dosage.
  • I worked and I was a bit tired at times but it was good and interesting.
  • The [[US Election]] news hit hard, myself and many friends.
  • I spent time with [[Lady Burup]] in the evening :)
โ†’ node [[2024-11-05]]

2024-11-05

โ†’ node [[2024-11-04]]
  • Back to work :)
    • I had the day off but I decided to work anyway; the meeting load seemed manageable and I was able to carve out a good-sized flow block, so it seemed like a good idea to get the week started today.
    • Ended up working half a day, which seemed like a good compromise; I ticked a few things off my todo list to start the week in good shape, freeing the rest for some critical tasks hopefully.
  • Thought about social.coop after work
    • [[TWG]]:
      • meeting?
    • [[CWG]]:
      • Also the question of [[matrix]] for coordinating work, which is met with resistance by some working group members only. For me interop is the clear solution, let's see.

2024-11-04

โ†’ node [[2024-11-03]]
  • I'm going to try to go back to keeping more of my todo list here digitally.
  • Today was good; melancholy at times, but it ended up on high notes.
  • Tomorrow I have the day off, but I might work anyway.

2024-11-03

  • [[Some small experiments in 'microblurting']]

  • Finished [[A Short History of Nearly Everything]] (audiobook)

    • Fun and informative and very wide ranging on various science topics.
    • My immediate takeaway: the Universe is sublime, Earth is amazing, life is improbable and astonishing; human intelligence is incredible, yet we are astoundingly terrible stewards of life and the planet.
      • And we need to resolve that last issue immediately.
    • Listened via [[libro.fm]].
โ†’ node [[2024-11-02]]

2024-11-02

โ†’ node [[2024-11-01]]
  • [[work]] from home as a technician was coming to fix the sinks, it's great after the fact like a lot of maintenance tasks! I hope to be able to do it myself if it's needed again, let's see.
  • [[Ekumen]]
  • [[Feedback on the Agora]] by [[Eduardo]]:
    • No hay jerarquรญas y no hay orden
    • No hay jerarquรญas:
      • Nodo estรก en la misma jerarquรญa que wikipedia/wiktionary/results
      • (Sobre las divisiones entre รกgora y no รกgora)
      • Primero podrรญa ir el รกgora y despuรฉs de adentro hacia afuera
    • Datos y metadatos estรกn mezclados
    • Lรญneas y "1 + 1 = 3"
      • Espacio negativo
      • Alternancia entre colores y grises
    • Dos grupos:
      • info acรก
      • e info en otros lados
    • Transclusiรณn, etc.
    • Quizรกs un tabbed interface? Mostrar que e.g. wiktionary tiene contenido relevante pero no mostrarlo como elemento de primer nivel.

2024-11-01

  • What is the relationship between ecology and earth systems science?

  • I would like to learn more about [[systems ecology]].

โ†’ node [[2024-10-31]]
  • [[Las Jaras]] is here!
    • How sweet it is
  • I'm trying to update the firmware of my [[8bitdo retro keyboard]] and it's harder than expected due to the fact that [[8bitdo]] only supports Mac and Windows, but I'm making some progress.

2024-10-31

โ†’ node [[2024-10-30]]

2024-10-30

  • I'm [[microblurting]].

  • Blurt

    • [[Data science]] is a combination of data analytics, statistics, and machine learning.
    • [[Data analytics]] looks at past data and explores patterns and issues. It is descriptive.
    • Statistics can be descriptive but also predictive?
    • [[Machine learning]] is primarily predictive?
  • Blurt

    • Data science is multidisciplinary, encompassing data analytics, statistics and machine learning, among other areas.
  • I'm thinking that blurting is probably better semi private.

    • It might not be of great interest for others to read half formed, quite possibly incorrect statements about various things.
    • Social streams are more interesting when they have some personal, subjective opinion based element I feel, rather than attempted recall of facts.
    • Though, it would be nice to receive feedback on some things. So perhaps semi private is good.
  • [[HeliBoard]] is going well.

    • Some nice features. Very customisable.
    • Being able to adjust the width of the one handed keyboard is very useful.
    • swipe typing works pretty well, though I have a sense not quite so good as gboard?
โ†’ node [[2024-10-29]]
  • [[work]] was intense meetings, summit, then working late - but good I think.
  • [[go/flow/29]] is about [[trust]].

2024-10-29

  • [[Human physiology]] - the processes and functions of living organisms. Rather than, say, the structure of the body or evolutionary history.

  • [[Passive repetition]] can result in an [[illusion of knowing]].

    • Better to do [[active repetition]] when you can.
    • Writing in a digital garden or on social media is a form of active repetition.
  • Actually, you could also do passive repetition in a digital garden.

    • Just copying and pasting text from elsewhere would be largely passive repetition. Similar to just underlining or highlighting.
    • I think the journal aspect of a digital garden is good for active repetition.
    • A space to summarise ideas in your own words, and for "blurting".
    • So really, that's more the stream than the garden?
    • I suppose you can do active recall in both. But I'd say the stream is your working area for it, and the garden where you store what sticks long term.
  • One of the key uses of a stream and garden for me is active recall and repetition. So worth thinking about it a bit more.

  • Trying [[HeliBoard]].

    • Mainly to avoid the annoying display of 'Passwords' that Gboard does when in [[Termux]].
    • Hey, turns out HeliBoard does it too. Must be a Termux issue.
    • Still, I like that this is fully open source and available via [[F-Droid]].
  • [[Learning blurt]]

  • Traditional social media / microblogging can also be great for active recall.

    • Particularly as dialogue and group discussion is an excellent prompt for active recall.
    • However for me they also have a huge problem - distraction.
    • I can't go on the Fediverse without it ending up as a bit of a mindless scroll fest. (Which, admittedly of often a useful tool for information discoveryโ€ฆ)
  • [[Learning blurt]]

    • [[Bacteria]]
      • Humans are teeming with them.
      • Trillions in the gut alone.
      • We couldn't exist without them. They could happily exist without us.
      • [[Microbiology]]
  • I listened to a good ACFM episode on the gut microbiome recently: [[ACFM Trip 41: Trust Your Gut]]

  • I think I'll explore "[[microblurting]]" as a thing.

    • Is microblurting a useful way to do active recall? Should one blurt in public spaces? We'll find out.
โ†’ node [[2024-10-28]]

2024-10-28

  • I biked to work and I'm happy I did, it wasn't too cold and the exercise felt great both ways.
    • Now I'm cozy at home typing on my mechanical keyboard with Lady Burup (she occasionally also types, but also I just mean we're spending time together :)).
    • I was also melancholy for personal reasons but it felt constructive, like processing.

2024-10-28

  • [[A Short History of Nearly Everything]]
    • So far: astrophysics, geology, chemistry, particle physics, quantum physics and a little bit of paleontology.
    • All fascinating but I think nowadays I'm most interested in the things closer to home - so, the geology, and hoping there will be some biology and maybe even ecology (though from memory I don't think there is much of this last one).
    • There's no social science - so no human history, anthropology, economics, etc. Have to go elsewhere for that. I might listen to [[The Dawn of Everything]] next.
โ†’ node [[2024-10-27]]

2024-10-27

  • The first book I've got on [[libro.fm]] is [[A Short History of Nearly Everything]] by Bill Bryson.
    • I've really been enjoying learning about broad, general subject matters outside of my usual areas on [[Kinnu]].
    • This appealed in that same vein. Simple overview of lots of topics.
    • I've read it a few times many years ago and remember thoroughly enjoying it.
โ†’ node [[2024-10-26]]
  • [[...]]
  • Well, I'm here finally :)
    • I received my second keyboard and I installed it on the desk with [[Paramita]].
    • Typing on it feels amazing, and the workstation is now set up in a way that I think will entice me to write more often and for longer periods before context switching.
    • I find that, when I'm typing on a laptop keypad, the constant availability of the trackpad makes me context switch more often, as I react impulsively to notifications for example. When I am in this typing position, switching to a different context requires me to:
      • Reach out for the mouse, which is 30cm away.
      • Use a combination like Meta + hjkl to move to a different window using my [[window manager]]'s shortcut, which usually means I'd be focusing to a different window that I had decided I wanted to work on (as it's on my workspace)
      • Learn the shortcut for 'react to last notification', which I don't know and I don't intend to learn today :)
    • Now only remains the task of remembering what I want to do, which means updating my priority list and gathering an intent to follow it.

So today I want to work/play on:

I also met a new friend, [[Elena]], picked up the keyboard package and mailed out some forms, and thought about some personal matters/emotionally processed.

-> [[do]]

  • I enjoyed going through it a lot actually, several things got marked done! Wow.
  • It makes sense because I do follow a kind of system within my chaos, but it's cool to see it corroborated.
  • Some things I actually did; some things are no longer relevant, e.g. Twitter bot stuff (as Musk killed that, for now at least).
  • Which led me to [[maybe Musk will wake up]]

Hi there! this is one of the first few livestreams I've done. I keep iterrating on the format. As it is now, I am recording my typing but I don't know to which extent you can hear the music or anything I say. I need to check up the setup later, so excuse any disruption please :)

I will now [[flow]] with my friends [[bobby lyte]] and [[adriene]] :D

For more of this, check out https://anagora.org/yoga-with-x.

  • Actual yoga is coming soon. I've been enjoying typing on my mechanical keyboard and playing with Lady Burup. I fixed or worked around some hardware/setup issues along the way :)
  • Also did some light gardening in preparation for the winter.
  • [[Recursivity]].
  • No matter what, I keep coming back to [[neovim]] for editing my garden. It's just too handy and fast. Silverbullet competes with other tabs in my browser windows, whereas [[wikivim]] is always somewhere in tmux.
  • I think that's fine, they have different strengths?
    • Although I did want to experiment with [[silverbullet attachments]] as a simple way to make the [[Agora]] more multi-media (it's the spirit of the 90s? :))

2024-10-26

  • Starting using [[libro.fm]]. For [[audiobooks]].
    • Seems great. Let's you pick a bookshop (local or online) for some of the money to go to.
    • But, also very annoyed to discover that some audiobooks are 'Audible Exclusives'. Meaning you can only get them on Audible.
    • What a scam. Imagine only being able to buy some books in certain bookshops.
    • libro has some resources on how to do something about it: https://blog.libro.fm/why-isnt-audiobook-available-libro-fm-what-to-do/
โ†’ node [[2024-10-25]]

2024-10-25

  • Back in the Agora!
    • I shipped some small usability improvements this week. I intend to do some more of these during the weekend.
    • I re-discovered [[...]] and it's amazing, both broken and great.
    • [[Silverbullet]] cannot open it though, so the screenshot is in [[ellipsis]]
โ†’ node [[2024-10-24]]

2024-10-24

โ†’ node [[2024-10-21]]
  • I had a good day at work really.
    • I enjoyed typing on my new keyboard! I am looking forward actually, which is a nice motivation to go to work tomorrow again, and that in turn is nice to have as I have to go there anyway ;)
    • I may end up getting another one for writing at home though. I "knew" that I like typing on mechanical keyboards, but it took typing again in one to properly remember it :)
    • I worked until late back home even after the [[social.coop]] meeting, but that's OK as well, I like starting the week strong.
  • Then I thought about the [[Revolution]].
โ†’ node [[2024-10-20]]
  • [[AG]]
  • called my mum for [[mother's day]] in Argentina
  • [[flancia meet]]:
  • I'm liking my new [[8bitdo]] keyboard a lot, and now that I've made the programmable buttons work even more :)
    • I set one big button to lock the screen and the other to write 'yes' and press enter; I figured programming one to take a full action that might be dangerous in some contexts was fun and reasonable enough for what IS a big red button after all, so if you press it in front of a prompt or a chat window you should be sufficiently aware of the risk :)
    • Typing here I remember how much I like typing, in a way. Another thing I like is that it forces me away from the laptop, where the touchpad is always available. Here I have to reach for the mouse, as in the olden days, and this is a small context switch that I might be able to catch myself doing when I intended to focus on the task at hand (writing).
    • I think this might enable me to write more and in longer form, which is something I've been meaning to do for a while. The last long form text I wrote publicly was the [[Agora Chapter]] of the book about [[Personal Knowledge Graphs]], which was published in [[2023]].

I guess at some point once you've written enough you can drop the bullet points and go back to full prose, whatever difference this makes. To some extent paragraphs are a two level list hierarchy, in the sense that every sentence that follows a previous instead of beginning a new paragraph can be though to be a children to one that preceded it.

  • I ran into [[Wittgenstein]] again and I thought again of reading him seriously/more fully, I have only read fragments of him so far and of course commentary to his work.
  • I guess bullet points can serve as asides in longer form prose, like parentheses or dashes, but perhaps more readable for the case of writers which tend to produce many asides and meta :)

So, anyway, writing makes me feel good; it feels cathartic you could say, and also just necessary at times. Noticing that something feels good also helps oneself do that thing again, remove resistances to doing it.

Why is it that I want to write so much? It is because [[writing is an aid to memory]], and [[writing is a tool for thinking]], and for communicating of course.

  • The laundry timer just went off.
  • And now I'm back, after putting laundry to dry (tumble) and another load :)

What do I want to remember so much, you might ask yourself. Well, to answer that thoroughly and clearly is that I like to build [[Agoras]].

2024-10-20

  • I've logged in to [[Fediverse]] again the last couple of days. To make a new connection and do some Restart related posting. But: already found myself scrolling aimlessly through things which though very interesting are of minimal relevance to my actual life. Might just be a phase, but, sadly I can't spare that idle time right now.

  • I've been cultivating a setup for logging the [[repair data]] from [[Ulverston Repair Cafe]] that, once I've taken a copy of the paper forms on my phone, I can then log it all digitally and get it into Restarters.net, all from my phone.

โ†’ node [[2024-10-19]]
  • Back!
    • Work week was alright.
    • Did some personal emotional processing during the week as well.
    • Now feeling good going into the weekend :)
  • Had good meetings, also one great today with [[edumerco]].
  • I reconnected with some old [[friends]] digitally and in analog space :)

2024-10-19

  • Let's dust this offโ€ฆ

  • [[International Repair Day]] 2024 today.

    • Did a spell at [[Ulverston Repair Cafe]] popup cafe in [[Barrow]].
    • Fixed a printer (well, more just showed that it was working OK and put a fresh ink cartridge in).
  • For [[Restart]] for Repair Day I worked on the global map of events, the Open Repair Alliance report, and the Open Repair Alliance dataset. Proud of all of those.

โ†’ node [[2024-10-17]]
  • Today is [[Maitreya]]! The 17th :)
  • Work was fine actually. I biked there and back, I'm enjoying the exercise before it gets too cold.
    • Was productive in the evening from home after reuniting with [[Lady Burup]] :)
  • Then I ate and did [[Flancia]].
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โ†’ node [[2024-10-08]]

2024-10-08

  • At [[work]], meaning in the office, after a few days out/WFH due to disease. It's nice to see my coworkers/have in person conversations.
    • I had a productive day at home yesterday which hopefully will translate to a productive week in-office. Let's see :)
  • No meetings after work tonight! Which is nice.
โ†’ node [[2024-10-06]]
  • Continuing from [[2024-10-04]] :)
  • #push [[todo]]
  • [[agora development]]:
    • I still want to make https://agor.ai work and serve a 'default Agora' that lists the known Agoras in the domain ("network").
    • I wanted to work on the [[plus operator]], a quite simple thing on the surface but it runs deep
    • I want to experiment with embedding images in nodes using [[Silverbullet]].
  • [[flancia]] in [[pomodoros]]:
    • [[zine]]
      • 0
      • 1
      • 2
      • 3
      • 4
      • 5 finish?
    • [[letters]]
      • 0
        • which are the three letters I want to work on?
          • to [[WS]]
            • Thank you
            • What I will try to do forward
            • Objections -> [[objectio]]
          • to Musk (Burup chose this one while hacking just before shutting down the computer)
            • Objections
            • Thank you
            • What I will try to do forward
          • to Maitreya
            • meaning: one or more friends
              • Lex Fridman et al?
            • Thank you
            • What I will try to do forward
      • 1
      • 2
      • 3
      • 4
      • 5 finish/share?
  • [[AG]] stayed over and it was great.
  • I will now do two (planned) pomodoros to finish work for the day, in particular do some long standing expense reports. After that I will segue into the weekend :) But you could also say the weekend already started, I'm fine with the program and having a very chill day with [[Lady Burup]].
โ†’ node [[2024-10-04]]
  • Sick so I [[WFH]], but nothing serious.
  • Resuming from [[2024-10-01]]:
  • [[agora development]]:
    • I still want to make https://agor.ai work and serve a 'default Agora' that lists the known Agoras in the domain ("network").
    • I wanted to work on the [[plus operator]], a quite simple thing on the surface but it runs deep
    • I want to experiment with embedding images in nodes using [[Silverbullet]].
  • [[flancia]] in [[pomodoros]]:
    • [[zine]]
      • 0
      • 1
      • 2
      • 3
      • 4
      • 5 finish?
    • [[letters]]
      • 0
        • which are the three letters I want to work on?
          • to [[WS]]
            • Thank you
            • What I will try to do forward
            • Objections -> [[objectio]]
          • to Musk (Burup chose this one while hacking just before shutting down the computer)
            • Objections
            • Thank you
            • What I will try to do forward
          • to Maitreya
            • meaning: one or more friends
              • Lex Fridman et al?
            • Thank you
            • What I will try to do forward
      • 1
      • 2
      • 3
      • 4
      • 5 finish/share?
  • [[AG]] stayed over and it was great.
  • I will now do two (planned) pomodoros to finish work for the day, in particular do some long standing expense reports. After that I will segue into the weekend :) But you could also say the weekend already started, I'm fine with the program and having a very chill day with [[Lady Burup]].
  • [[ekumen]]
  • [[analytical seclusion]]:
    • [[sabbatical]]
    • may 2025-july 2025? one month to start with?
โ†’ node [[2024-10-01]]
  • I read about [[polymers]] and [[acrylic]] a.k.a. [[PMMA]] via... the [[Cotton-Mouton Effect]] (?).
    • Also about [[Sky Pool, London]] which "was criticized as emblematic of economic inequalities in London.".
  • [[Magnets]]
  • [[Zine]] (enjoying it, working in [[overleaf]] with vim bindings is a pretty nice setup)
  • Thought of [[Right Resolve]], [[Right Speech]], [[Right Action]], [[Right Freedom]]
  • [[agora development]]:
    • [[agor.ai]] is partly fixed since yesterday (finally!) in the sense that link.agor.ai and flancia.agor.ai are back up in [[hypatia]] \o/
    • I still want to make https://agor.ai work and serve a 'default Agora' that lists the known Agoras in the domain ("network").
    • I fixed my [[wiki vim]] setup to allow for easy markdown editing again and things like interacting with checkboxes.
    • I wanted to work on the [[plus operator]], a quite simple thing on the surface but it runs deep
    • I want to experiment with embedding images in nodes using [[Silverbullet]].
  • [[flancia]] in [[pomodoros]]:
    • [[zine]]
      • 0
      • 1
      • 2
      • 3
      • 4
      • 5 finish?
    • [[letters]]
      • 0
        • which are the three letters I want to work on?
          • to [[WS]]
            • Thank you
            • Objections
            • What I will try to do forward
          • to Musk (Burup chose this one while hacking just before shutting down the computer)
            • Objections
            • Thank you
            • What I will try to do forward
          • to Maitreya
            • meaning: one or more friends
            • Thank you
            • What I will try to do forward
      • 1
      • 2
      • 3
      • 4
      • 5 finish/share one tomorrow?
        • considering this shared (with two people to begin with) as of the week of [[2024-10-11]] :)
โ†’ node [[2024-09-30]]
  • read about the [[Karmapa]]
  • I have this week off, will probably keep today and tomorrow off and resume work on Wednesday
  • #push [[do]]
    • I crafted, and then went through, a lengthy todo list :)
      • do laundry (2x)
      • donate (2x)
      • run [[collect]] over todo items/notebooks, they've gotten out of control as usual :)
        • add items to this todo list or ideally to the [[root node]] for my tasks
        • maybe add images directly, although that could take time it will be less time than entering manually, and I could pipe the collection to AI at some point?
      • write
        • zine (2-4x)
        • get java [[minecraft]]
        • one or more of:
          • open letter to musk
          • open letter to maitreya
          • open letter to lex and sam
      • code
        • get into a code-release flow again by shipping one little change to anagora.org
        • one or more of:
          • save button
          • activitypub support
          • agora bot posts updates from the agora?
          • users post updates from the agora?
      • systems
        • fix agor.ai
          • recycle
          • make free space
          • try again
โ†’ node [[2024-09-28]]
โ†’ node [[2024-09-27]]
  • I'm back :)
  • [[social.coop]]:
    • Updated moderation announcement
    • Review pass issue reported by edsu
  • [[bobby lyte]] mentioned the importance of "the shared and collective belief and energy toward a common goal" and I liked how he put it
โ†’ node [[2024-09-24]]
  • [[work]] was OK.
    • tomorrow will be even better I think :)
    • it will start weirdly.
  • I thought of [[tanzwerk]] and [[hardturm]] again, and of cycling through the city, thanks to the Agora/my digital garden. Maybe during the weekend?
  • While using the Agora, I thought of some things:
    • It is a shame that so few different users show up in recent, BUT there are a few contributors I didn't know about and that felt cool/interesting and I found several nodes by old friends I want to read.
    • It really should have a 'pin' or 'star' or 'save' button as "mvp" for storing state originating from the web client but not tied to an editor. I found some wikipedia-articles-within-the-Agora that I wanted to 'pin' as having been interesting, and just being able to save a subnode that says 'flancian was here on X' would suffice really. Like a visitors log, old web style maybe. Or just a bit in sqlite?
      • I need to find vera's branch that took me too long to review :(
        • Better late than never? Or, well, in any case it is an inspiration.
      • I want to catch up with [[j0lms]]
  • I want to do [[yoga]] tonight.
  • It is 22 as I write this and I'd like to be in bed tonight by 1am.
  • Also, [[Tschenresi Sadhana]].
  • I'm back!
    • In the wrong location ;) [[sariputta]] has an old-style editor which adds journal entries to /journal :)
    • I'll live with the discrepancy, they are coalesced reasonably well by the Agora in any case.
    • See also: [[2024-09-24]]
โ†’ node [[2024-09-21]]
  • Back in [[Flancia]]!
    • Or did we ever leave?
    • [[Mallorca]] was beautiful!
    • Thank you [[AG]] for your kindness and your beauty.
    • Reunited with [[Lady Burup]] yesterday evening.
  • Today I cleaned and I worked around the house, catching up with:
  • Today I noticed that [[37]] = [[19]] + [[18]], meaning a centered hex number plus its center-less partner.
    • So it seems like a very good packing for two hex numbers, in one figure.
  • Then I [[flowed]].
  • [[zine]]
  • Music: [[rainbow folding]] and others
  • [[37]]
โ†’ node [[2024-09-14]]
โ†’ node [[2024-09-06]]
โ†’ node [[2024-09-05]]
  • I've gotten [[paramita]] back up and running, it had broken in a variety of ways (broken nvim with a bus error, broken gammastep)
  • [[Jigme Rinpoche]]
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โ†’ node [[2024-08-22]]
โ†’ node [[2024-08-19]]
  • [[Google IPO]] twenty years ago today
  • [[zine]]
  • [[AG]]
  • Had lunch with [[Stapelberg]]
  • I banged my right elbow hard when moving near an open window, I hope it doesn't swell :)
  • Good day overall in any case!
    • I cycled to work and back and it was great.
โ†’ node [[2024-08-18]]

2024-08-18

  • Chill rainy Sunday at home :)
  • Spent it with [[AG]].
  • Then in the afternoon [[VK]] and her boyfriend [[Sascha]] came about, it was very nice!
  • [[feedback 2024]]
โ†’ node [[2024-08-17]]

2024-08-17

  • [[Maitreya]]!
    • Maitreya on Saturday is extra special
  • [[Burup]]
    • I played the piano, I'm enjoying recording midis while practicing even if it's sometimes cacophonic -- as it sometimes isn't :) and saving the midi seems interesting and would let me extract fragments later
  • [[Fediverse]]
  • Wrote [[practice.py]] on a lark :)
โ†’ node [[2024-08-16]]

2024-08-16

  • I got here the long way around :)
    • For sure I did! Cool -- back here something like... 18 hours later, at 22.
    • Yesterday night I had a wild ride restoring my preferred [[Agora editor]] to working order, and then exorcising my digital garden from a file over 100MB which I accidentally committed and made Github refuse me all service with insufficient explanation :)
  • [[Silverbullet]]:
    • Now running [[Silverbullet dev]] having worked around the actual trigger for the most critical part of https://github.com/silverbulletmd/silverbullet/issues/1010, which ended up being not due to garden scale only but also due to a recent change I had made to my config :)
      • Keeping an eye on the other performance issues.
      • You wouldn't believe how much I missed having a web-based [[Agora editor]].
      • It made me think I still have to keep honest and actually offer this as a service in the [[Agora of Flancia]] -- I would love to provide hosted Silverbullet for whoever wants it.
    • Thought of:
โ†’ node [[2024-08-15]]
โ†’ node [[2024-08-13]]
  • I played the piano and played with [[Lady Burup]] :)
  • A few days ago I learnt that [[stanines]] were/are a thing.
  • [[work]] happened, ups and downs, I was a bit tired; I think I should go to bed earlier on Mondays as Tuesdays demand energy :)
  • [[nostromo]] crashed again and then exhibited a [[heisenbug]] (I wrote about it on Fedi).
  • some [[social.coop]] work, it made me a bit sad to revert an experiment that I thought could be positive due to spirited pushback but it's important to respect the experience of the community
    • it's pretty out there how much time I've been spending trying to keep nostromo alive -- it crashes quite often, I should prioritize that
    • [[backup nostromo]]
    • then maybe I could get a replacement, or just use it to the end but try to work around the issues with more automation? because they're hardware triggered (overheating, plus some likely adapter related issues for what is a laptop with many functions)
  • some [[social.coop]] work, it made me a bit sad to revert an experiment that I thought could be positive due to spirited pushback but it's important to respect the feedback of the community
  • thought about:
  • [[bangers]]:
  • [[silverbullet bug]] which makes it harder for me to write in the Agora :(
    • but things will hopefully get better :)
โ†’ node [[2024-08-12]]
  • Found [[3493]] on the way to work today, it was great.
  • Then in the night I thought of [[cryptobuddhism]].
โ†’ node [[2024-08-11]]
  • Sad morning but I think it was also cathartic.
  • Then I cleaned the house, and I did practice :)
  • Got back to [[Building Bridges]] after long, finally -- it's been on the backburner for a year or so, at least?
    • Will try to do a pass on it, with the occasion of also
    • Fixing formatting issues on [[Agora Chapter]] for legibility before sharing further
  • I need to fix the issue that on some computers [[wiki vim]] writes journals on /journal/.md and in some others I have it set it up to /.md
  • [[Flow state]]
โ†’ node [[2024-08-10]]
  • I read what [[NG]] wrote
  • Bought shoes, which was on my todo list :)
  • Bought a book gift
  • Received a book gift :)
  • Found [[standardgalatic]]
  • I biked from [[AG]]'s place to [[Flancia central]] in the midnight sun and it was beautiful :)
  • Then I saw [[VK]], it was great!
  • Then I flowed.
  • Updated [[bill flancian]]
โ†’ node [[2024-08-08]]
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โ†’ node [[2024-08-03]]

2024-08-03

  • Now on the [[third]], early in the morning you could say :)

--

  • [[Flancia meet]] was quiet but I enjoyed it anyway, took the time to do stuff leisurely on the laptop.
  • [[Hzian]]
โ†’ node [[2024-08-02]]
โ†’ node [[2024-08-01]]

2024-08-01

  • Back on [[Silverbullet]] after a few days.
    • I moved my journals here also to the root of my garden, as I did with wiki vim a few days back, so you will see them at /YYYY-MM-DD.md from now on instead of at /journal/YYYY-MM-DD.md.
    • Happy to hear that [[vera]] is also using Silverbullet!
  • I read criticism of the [[Gemini ad]]: https://www.npr.org/2024/07/30/nx-s1-5056201/google-olympics-ai-ad
    • I first read the article and then I watched the ad.
    • You could say the ad does miss any note worth hitting; but I did like some aspects like the dad's voice (is it the real one, though, I wonder?) and the fact that it's not too long.
    • It has the usual by now out-of-touch aesthetic of Google ads, which you could call [[enterprise whimsy]].
    • And it's just... a bit nonsensical, on top of the other criticisms. Why is the dad involved at all? He comes across as lazy. If this was an ad showing how the little girl can use Gemini to help her with her writing, it would feel a lot more natural/less problematic probably. It is true that kids are going to be using generative AI to learn how to write (presumably they are already doing this), and the ad could have shown some of that instead. Maybe this was considered but lawyers didn't want to show too young people using the technology for some reason, and we got the lazy dad as a compromise?
    • Anyway. Google ads are pretty bad on average these days IMHO, so I'm not super surprised.
  • Yesterday [[2024-07-31]] in the [[Fellowship of the link]] call [[Aram]] shared a nice article he wrote as part of the [[semilink]] activity we were experimenting with: [[the internet is a series of webs]].
  • [[Flancia]]:
    • I wrote on the Agora today. This is a good day :)
    • I intend to also do some [[Agora development]].
      • I fixed an issue that [[vera]] reported with transclusion in Silverbullet -- interesting.
      • I wrote a script to assist in Agora maintenance, health.sh

2023-08-01

โ†’ node [[2024-07-31]]
โ†’ node [[2024-07-30]]
  • I worked, it was fine -- I almost didn't as we were just returned from beautiful [[Ischia]] yesterday and Thursday is a national holiday, but in the end it was good as I made progress on several fronts and meetings were light for a Tuesday :)
  • Then I did some [[social.coop]] following up on some of yesterday's topics from the [[twg]]
  • I thought of:
    • [[Magnets]] as usual ;)
    • By the way any of the ideas I write down, which I'm sure are old hat to any physicist and many common folk like me, are for the benefit of all beings if they ever turn out to be useful in any way; any [[patents]] are dedicated to the benefit of humanity and friends :)
    • [[Agora letters]]
      • Maybe sounds a bit better than just [[Open Letters]] for what I am trying to do -- at least for me :) Because these are open letters with a particular intention? Or at least that's a particular interesting subset of all [[open letters]] tracked in this [[Agora]] and elsewhere in the [[Internet]].

Today and yesterday I thought also of writing, in general -- how much I do it and how much I don't, how many of my thoughts seep into the ether as weak electromagnetic radiation and are only occasionally recorded. (That's alright; with every thought "lost" we radiate some heat, we feel something, we experiment our beings and let the universe shape our consciousnesses).

For the purpose of focusing more often on writing I've started to think of [[Sariputta]] as my writing computer, keeping also [[Sila]] and [[Paramita]] as general purpose/development computers, and [[Nostromo]] as media centre/MIDI terminal.

โ†’ node [[2024-07-27]]

2024-07-27

  • In [[Ischia]]! Now for a few days. This is the first I've noded as days have been quite intense in [[bodyspace]] (in a nice way).
  • I want to submit some poems for the [[zine]] that [[bouncepaw]] is editing by EOM, will try to work on those today from the beach. If not today, tomorrow.
โ†’ node [[2024-07-23]]
  • What's one [[feeling]] you can [[own]] and consistently deliver?
  • [[Search and Seizure]].
  • Short [[videos]]: collapsed:: true
    • [[Contrast]]/paradox I want do X but Y is in the way
    • How am I going to do X?
    • Simple, universal to [[audience]], ideas
    • First word has to be a [[hook]] "Free" is good, "this" is bad
    • Hook has to be clear about what the conflict is and what is at the end
    • First frame has to be like title or thumbnail, high saturation and high contrast
    • [[Foreshadowing]] tells the user what gift they will get at the end
    • Rewatchable: Lists Easter eggs "Twists"?
    • Add conflict as the video goes on
    • [[But]],so But, [[therefore]]
      • South Park
    • Include a [[Why]]
    • Keep ending short but with a payoff
  • Incident management game collapsed:: true
    • Rescue -> recovery, budget drops drastically
  • A pilot is constantly seeking [[balance]]. collapsed:: true
    • "Redefine the fight"
    • Aviate navigate communicate
  • [[Links]] should be [[titles]] worth clicking on.
  • Let yourself be possessed by the web that has the [[problem]].
  • [[Constraints]] [[shape]] multiple [[parts]] into one.
  • "ecology is the science of understanding consequences"
  • [[Plants]] for BSk shortgrass prairie. collapsed:: true
    • Pediomelum esculentum id:: 66a01c43-fa3a-4c3a-8ddf-21bf715090c5 Blue grama Crested wheat Western wheatgrass
    • Textile Onion
    • Winterfat
    • Chokecherry
    • Fringed sagewort Arrowleaf balsamroot Hawksbeard Sticky purple geranium Scarlet globemallow Sulfur-flower buckwheat Tumblemustard Western wallflower Western yarrow Rosa woodsii
    • Antelope bitterbrush Gardner saltbush Greasewood (livestock need high calcium grasses to counter) Green rabbitbrush Mountain mahogany Shadscale saltbush Shrubby cinquefoil (good for goats, bad for cattle) Silver sagebrush Wax Currant
    • Mountain snowberry Serviceberry
  • โ€œAn earthquake achieves what the [[law]] promises but does not in practice maintain,โ€ one of the survivors wrote. โ€œThe [[equality]] of all men.โ€
  • Anytime there's a [[block]], move back and restart the [[attack]] from a stronger [[base]].
  • Getting past the [[elbow]], [[handfighting]] [[unarmed]] collapsed:: true
    • If their arms are down, [[attack]] the head. If they're on the [[inside]], go around the [[outside]]. If their arms are up, go under for the body. If they're narrow, go for the outsides. If they're wide, go for the insides.
    • If they're inside legs, they can attack legs but not so much upper body. If they're outside, they can attack upper body but not so much legs.
  • "[[time]] given away...is time you don't [[own]]"
  • Show them [[chaos]], and present an alternative of [[order]].
  • [[Dormancy]] lets [[seeds]] disperse through [[time]].
  • [[Distance]] gives you [[time]], Angles give you a way [[out]] or to [[flank]].
  • "never sit against a [[swarm]] [keep [[moving]]]"
  • John Allen Paulos on complex systems: "[[Uncertainty]] is the only certainty there is. And knowing how to live with insecurity is the only [[security]]."
  • Improve [[entertainment]] first before [[ask]].
  • [[Copywriting swipefile]]
  • A sensory 3d map of the [[odor]].
  • "it must hold the country by the [[sword]] or in [[fear]] of it"
    • "For if the vanquished has lately felt the sword, the victor may for a [[time]] carry an empty scabbard with impunity. But in the end, to rely on the scabbard alone brings more bloodshed than to have the sword always ready within."
  • What's one [[feeling]] you can [[own]] and consistently deliver?
  • [[Search and Seizure]].
  • Short [[videos]]: collapsed:: true
    • [[Contrast]]/paradox I want do X but Y is in the way
    • How am I going to do X?
    • Simple, universal to [[audience]], ideas
    • First word has to be a [[hook]] "Free" is good, "this" is bad
    • Hook has to be clear about what the conflict is and what is at the end
    • First frame has to be like title or thumbnail, high saturation and high contrast
    • [[Foreshadowing]] tells the user what gift they will get at the end
    • Rewatchable: Lists Easter eggs "Twists"?
    • Add conflict as the video goes on
    • [[But]],so But, [[therefore]]
      • South Park
    • Include a [[Why]]
    • Keep ending short but with a payoff
  • Incident management game collapsed:: true
    • Rescue -> recovery, budget drops drastically
  • A pilot is constantly seeking [[balance]]. collapsed:: true
    • "Redefine the fight"
    • Aviate navigate communicate
  • [[Links]] should be [[titles]] worth clicking on.
  • Let yourself be possessed by the web that has the [[problem]].
  • [[Constraints]] [[shape]] multiple [[parts]] into one.
  • "ecology is the science of understanding consequences"
  • [[Plants]] for BSk shortgrass prairie. collapsed:: true
    • Pediomelum esculentum id:: 66a01c43-fa3a-4c3a-8ddf-21bf715090c5 Blue grama Crested wheat Western wheatgrass
    • Textile Onion
    • Winterfat
    • Chokecherry
    • Fringed sagewort Arrowleaf balsamroot Hawksbeard Sticky purple geranium Scarlet globemallow Sulfur-flower buckwheat Tumblemustard Western wallflower Western yarrow Rosa woodsii
    • Antelope bitterbrush Gardner saltbush Greasewood (livestock need high calcium grasses to counter) Green rabbitbrush Mountain mahogany Shadscale saltbush Shrubby cinquefoil (good for goats, bad for cattle) Silver sagebrush Wax Currant
    • Mountain snowberry Serviceberry
  • โ€œAn earthquake achieves what the [[law]] promises but does not in practice maintain,โ€ one of the survivors wrote. โ€œThe [[equality]] of all men.โ€
  • Anytime there's a [[block]], move back and restart the [[attack]] from a stronger [[base]].
  • Getting past the [[elbow]], [[handfighting]] [[unarmed]] collapsed:: true
    • If their arms are down, [[attack]] the head. If they're on the [[inside]], go around the [[outside]]. If their arms are up, go under for the body. If they're narrow, go for the outsides. If they're wide, go for the insides.
    • If they're inside legs, they can attack legs but not so much upper body. If they're outside, they can attack upper body but not so much legs.
  • "[[time]] given away...is time you don't [[own]]"
  • Show them [[chaos]], and present an alternative of [[order]].
  • [[Dormancy]] lets [[seeds]] disperse through [[time]].
  • [[Distance]] gives you [[time]], Angles give you a way [[out]] or to [[flank]].
  • "never sit against a [[swarm]] [keep [[moving]]]"
  • John Allen Paulos on complex systems: "[[Uncertainty]] is the only certainty there is. And knowing how to live with insecurity is the only [[security]]."
  • Improve [[entertainment]] first before [[ask]].
  • [[Copywriting swipefile]]
  • A sensory 3d map of the [[odor]].
  • "it must hold the country by the [[sword]] or in [[fear]] of it"
    • "For if the vanquished has lately felt the sword, the victor may for a time carry an empty scabbard with impunity. But in the end, to rely on the scabbard alone brings more bloodshed than to have the sword always ready within."
โ†’ node [[2024-07-22]]
โ†’ node [[2024-07-21]]
  • Woke up with [[AG]], enjoyed the morning. Then I cleaned and did laundry and started packing for the trip :)
    • Also managed to lose one my earbuds while cleaning, but then I found it thanks to [[find my device]] which I didn't know existed -- it's an option in [[bluetooth settings.]]- [[Flancia]]:
    • [[Flancia.org]]
    • Talking to [[Mohammed]] about getting formal verification about our charitable endeavours as the bank in Yemen is giving trouble/they seem to be suspicious of ill intent (which we don't have).
    • Wrote https://flancia.org/homes today (I should have one it earlier, it was somewhere on my todo list -- but here we are, I hope it helps).
โ†’ node [[2024-07-20]]
  • So it turns out that for years I have been sometimes journaling in /YYYY-MM-DD.md and sometimes in journal/YYYY-MM-DD.md, depending on how I created the entry.
    • If I press e.g. ctrl-w ctrl-w in [[vim]], I go to the daily page as configured by [[wiki vim]] -- which is the later.
    • If I link [[YYYY-MM-DD]] in the past, I usually will have a journal already, and wiki vim will redirect there.
    • If I link [[YYYY-MM-DD]] in the future, though, I will not have a journal yet, so the file will be created as a "common node", outside of journals.
    • I thought I had moved to a 'flat space' with everything including journals in the [[root of my garden]], but apparently that didn't happen yet :)
  • [[agora development]]:
    • Fix some quirks?
      • Take e.g. [[2024-07-20]]:
        • Showing the whole path for a subnode was a good idea I think, it:
          • Makes it clear this is a filesystem-like thing, some users will immediately get the idea
          • Disambiguates between subnodes for free
          • Made it so that the header is now 'user contributed ', I think I like it.
          • Also took the chance to add tooltips/make the UX more intuitive by adjusting where each part of the header links to.
      • Take e.g. [[zine]]
  • I intend to make it to [[Flancia Meet]] around 10AM UTC today.
  • [[zine]]
  • [[agora]]
  • [[AG]] told me about [[Arthur Koestler]]
  • We swam in [[Letten]] :)
  • Listening to [[Sam Harris]] with [[Christof Hoch]]. Interesting, they had a "sidebar" conversation I'd love to comment on among other things.
  • I read a bit about the life of [[Muhammed]] and his wives, like [[Aisha]].
  • I read about [[Thalassemia]]
  • [[Bryce Huebner]]
  • [[LM Studio]]
  • [[skreutzer]]
  • [[sensecraft]]
  • [[agora development]]:
    • Fix some quirks?
      • Take e.g. [[2024-07-20]]:
        • Showing the whole path for a subnode was a good idea I think, it:
          • Makes it clear this is a filesystem-like thing, some users will immediately get the idea
          • Disambiguates between subnodes for free
          • Made it so that the header is now 'user contributed ', I think I like it.
          • Also took the chance to add tooltips/make the UX more intuitive by adjusting where each part of the header links to.
      • Take e.g. [[zine]]
  • I intend to make it to [[Flancia Meet]] around 10AM UTC today.
โ†’ node [[2024-07-19]]
โ†’ node [[2024-07-17]]
โ†’ node [[2024-07-16]]
  • [[agora chapter]] is now one step closer to being properly readable in the Commons :)
    • I linked all wikilinks using [[apps script]]
    • I also have a version without [[ and ]] and... I have to say it might indeed be more readable than with :)
  • Caught up with [[collective sense commons]] after a long while and it was great/interesting!
  • [[topic maps]] by [[Jack Park]] is now linked.
โ†’ node [[2024-07-14]]
  • [[Silverbullet]]:
    • The new [[Silverbullet]] supports transclusion!
      • It works using the syntax I think [[Obsidian]] also uses:
      • โฅ… [[tabs]]

        will transclude the content of note [[tabs]].
      • In the case of the [[Agora]] this could be treated as a [[pull]] -- but that transcludes the whole node below the current one, and maybe in this case what is intended is to transclude one particular resource in-place.
      • Oh, what currently happens is that the Agora assumes this is an image being transcluded -- that is the one kind of direct transclusion we have implemented so far. I guess I could hack that codepath and see how hard it is to actually transclude e.g. the subnode with full subnode view in an iframe? Unsure.
    • In other [[Silverbullet]] news, today I figured out how to make dailies go to the node YYYY-MM-DD instead of to Journals/Day/YYYY-MM-DD:
      • You open special page /Library/Journal/New%20Page/Daily%20Note (template) in your instance.
      • You change suggestedName.
      • I commented out forPrefix but I'm unsure if you need that.
โ†’ node [[2024-07-12]]
  • threw [[261]]
    • leading to [[hex/10]] = [[271]]: es todo perfecto como es.
    • I realized [[hex/6]] = [[97]] is prime, the last I had yet to memorize below 100. That concludes a particular interesting sequence, I guess :)
    • [[primes]]:
      • The number of primes below 100 is perhaps interesting to know: 25. So a fourth of the 100 first numbers are prime! Huh.
      • Knowing up to 1000 would unlock getting a statistical feel of how quickly primes 'thin out'.
      • Of course we can also count to 10: 4 primes below 10, so about two fifths.
      • I think they thin out logarithmically but I'm not sure which base, I could look it up but maybe I'll think about it :)
      • It would be cool if it was the natural logarithm. It's the kind of thing that could happen :)
  • [[bluesky]]:
    • now has an [[agora bot]]!
    • it's alpha but it works sometimes (tm)
    • #go at://anagora.bsky.social
      • is that a valid [[at protocol]] uri? I believe it sort of should be but I haven't checked :)
  • [[primes]]:
  • I'm going back to [[Flancia book]], and it made me think of what I would in my best dreams try to publish during [[2025]]:
    • A new [[essay]].
    • A [[book]] (with publish meant loosely/playfully maybe).
    • A [[paper]].
  • [[paul bricman]]: [[straumli ai]]
    • is down?
  • [[celeste]]
    • is pretty great
โ†’ node [[2024-07-11]]

Here we go. Once more onto the breach; maybe it is today we start writing a book I started writing years ago, and will take me or us many more years to write.

These its chapters.

โ†’ node [[2024-07-09]]
โ†’ node [[2024-07-08]]
  • [[Flancia]]!
    • I'll be in Flancia as much as possible Monday and Tuesday; Wednesday I'm back to work.
    • (Decided to take a mini two day holiday with the occasion of my birthday and the anniversary of my dad's death.)
  • Thank you [[AG]] and [[Brigitta]] for the beautiful weekend!
  • [[L]] told me about [[Brook Farm]] :)
  • I thought of:
โ†’ node [[2024-07-03]]
  • [[work]]
  • then [[dinner]] with an ex-coworker (who fell to one of the 2023 layoff rounds) and people from my team
  • then... Flancia!
โ†’ node [[2024-07-02]]

I've started recording my screen more often, as a way of screencasting -- even though very often I don't get to actually publish it. I have a [[Youtube channel]] but I mostly upload Yoga sessions there, at least so far. Still, just recording sometimes makes me feel reassured -- because theoretically that means I may get to actually publish it in the future, or because others will find these files and look for anything [[interesting]] in them, or because even if they are lost they will influence my behavior in some ways.

I sometimes feel that I think and write more coherently when I remember to think about you, dear [[reader]], dear [[viewer]], please [[like]] and [[share]] if willing :)

--

I wrote the above, which I'm calling [[2024-07-02]], and then I'm moving on to do whatever's next in the list, or whatever arises.

I was thinking recently of

--

Here's a [[joke]]:

An alien and a human go into a bar.

The alien asks: how many drinks are you having?

The human says: just one.

  • One what?
  • One drink.
  • That's in this reality, what about the imaginary part?
  • What do you mean?
  • In how many timelines are you right now?
  • What... what do you mean? Just the one
  • One reality, all real?
  • Yes

With a flash of insight, many aliens realize at once that humans don't know the complex plane.

--

...of Agora development, and of the fact that I still need to fix [[agor.ai]], and...

--

Here again on [[2024-07-19]], is this cheating time? :)

โ†’ node [[2024-06-29]]
  • Maybe it's time to check [[Silverbullet]]'s settings for journal entries? :)
โ†’ node [[2024-06-28]]
  • [[work]] was fine :)
    • three days of summit, plus very interesting conversations with visitors from [[STO]] and the team!
    • tomorrow, no meetings except for an [[ER-CH]] one.
โ†’ node [[2024-06-26]]
โ†’ node [[2024-06-24]]

Bella muy bella Burup, bella muy bella Burup!

Tara Burup Tara-burup!

Bella muy bella [[Burup]]:

Salve!

--

Bella muy bella Burup, bella muy bella Burup.

Mi true Burup, true Burup.

Bella muy bella [[Burup]]:

Sea!

  • [[work]] :)
    • This week is expected to be heavy duty due to a combination of:
      • [[oncall]]
      • visitors from [[Stockholm]] (with associated interesting discussion/training sessions)
      • a summit
    • But started out well enough with a quiet Monday... so far :)
  • [[2024-06-21]]
โ†’ node [[2024-06-23]]
  • I planned to do [[Agora]] work but in the end didn't get to it; maybe I will be able to do a bit of it on Monday after work.
  • We managed to do a mini bike-and-run with [[AG]] and it was great :)
  • VC'd with my mum :)
  • Also VC'd with [[Berni]] as we watched the second half of [[Switzerland-Germany]] together.
  • And caught up with [[Kris]].
โ†’ node [[2024-06-22]]
  • [[Sebek]] and family came over and we had lunch at home :) It was great!
    • [[Lady Burup]] found it hard to deal with two children at the same time, but I think she might get used to it with time (and the children will also learn how to communicate with her) ;)
  • Then [[Janosch]]'s [[party]] with [[AG]] ๐Ÿฅณ
  • Then [[2024-06-23]]
โ†’ node [[2024-06-21]]
  • I [[worked]].
  • Then I attended the [[Helvetas]] yearly general assembly with [[AG]]. It was quite interersting! Highly participative (votes for accepting the yearly budget, etc.) and with a focus on the foundation's activities in [[Bhutan]].
โ†’ node [[2024-06-19]]
โ†’ node [[2024-06-18]]
  • at [[work]] -- relatively tough Monday and Tuesday with lots of meetings, but getting through them :)
  • [[new moon yoga]] was interesting the other day, even though (or maybe because) it didn't come out on [[new moon]] at all :)
  • [[Flancia]], in my heart, is deep and meaningful.
  • [[bangers]]
โ†’ node [[2024-06-15]]
โ†’ node [[2024-06-14]]
  • Now using [[silverbullet]] as embedded in the Agora proper :)
    • It's at the bottom.
    • It only works for me for now -- sorry!
    • I know it's a bit self-centered to add the edit box to anagora.org when only I can use it for now, but I wanted to experiment with the editing experience before investing a lot in developing it for others :) I hope it doesn't get in the way of the experience of others.
  • Maybe it makes sense to make [[1]] my [[bootstrap]] screen, given that [[0]] is taken over by remote desktop usually.
    • In any case one of 0, 1 should probably be it at any given time?
    • This way in case I forget what my "main thread" is, I can visit it.
  • [[Hans Widmer]], in his dedicatory, taught me the wordโ€ฆ [[umwerfend]]?
  • [[Flancia]]!
    • is again prominent in my heart
    • we ran with [[AG]] in Flancia
  • [[Agora development]]
    • will try [[bold usernames]] as I want to emphasize the social aspect of the Agora, and the [[Agorans]] are those who make the Agora amazing!
  • [[cats]]
โ†’ node [[2024-06-12]]
  • Back in the Agora, back in Flancia :)
    • The visit from [[Berni]] and the birthday of [[AG]] were beautiful.
    • Now enjoying the rest of the [[week off]]:
      • catching up with housework (deep cleaning mode!)
      • catching up with messages and letters
        • reading and writing invites
        • doing writing in general
      • and [[flow]]!
  • Did some [[maintenance]] of home and computer setup; converged more [[wayland]] related configs after incorporating a new computer into my [[chezmoi]] setup and taking the occasion to do an iteration of improvements.
  • [[go/flow/12]] was great, one of my [[favorites]]
โ†’ node [[2024-06-10]]
  • [[Day off]] from work as I spent some last time with [[Berni]]! It was beautiful having him over, and seeing many [[friends]] over the weekend.
  • Later did [[pomodoros]] with [[bobby lyte]].
  • Set up gifts for [[AG]] :)
  • Ordered something from [[Joom]] for the first time, let's see how well it works :) It was than 3x+ cheaper than my previous magnets supplier
โ†’ node [[2024-06-09]]
  • Very nice day with friends!
    • [[B]], [[AG]], [[V]].
  • Yesterday we visited [[Bern]] with [[B]] and saw [[L]].
โ†’ node [[2024-06-07]]

2024-06-07

โ†’ node [[2024-06-06]]
  • Noding from [[work]] through [[silverbullet]] :)
  • Started the day with [[AG]], lovely as usual.
  • Today [[Berni]] arrives! He'll be visiting for a few days.
  • Now noding from my phone :)
  • Some stuff I'd still like to get done before Berni arrives tonight:
    • Check books by the sofa
    • Vacuum below sofa
    • Answer one more comment from the stream at work.

2024-06-06

  • [[Digitisation]] vs [[digitalisation]]
    • Digitisation is basically turning the act of encoding analogue into digital.
    • Digitalisation is the wider process of more and more of processes of society being digitised and filtered through digital processes.
โ†’ node [[2024-06-05]]

2024-06-05

โ†’ node [[2024-06-04]]

2024-06-04

  • Why the fuck is [[The Guardian]] advertising some private healthcare subscription to me on their podcasts.

  • [[Commonism]].

    • Discussed in Agora Discuss.
  • Listened: [[Election Extra: Nigel Farage is back]]

    • [[Nigel Farage]], opportunist extraordinare, now leader of [[Reform UK]] party.
    • Bad for the Tories, which is usually good, but generally just bad for everyone all round. Especially if he gets elected to Clacton.
โ†’ node [[2024-06-03]]
  • [[work]] was intense and even emotional, it being mostly a one day workshop -- very productive. We had a great coordinator, [[Anna Raverat]].
    • then some meetings until 19:30.
  • edited [[tanka]].
  • reviewed [[notebooks]], which is my default activity when I start working on personal projects after work :)
    • I had this in an old page: "Write about [[blessed bits]] and the entropy in [[Lady Burup]]'s writing", which I think I would enjoy :) She walks often over keyboards and has a knack for hacking (disabling wireless, even crashing Wayland on occasion to my surprise).

2024-06-03

โ†’ node [[2024-06-02]]
โ†’ node [[2024-06-01]]
โ†’ node [[2024-05-31]]

2024-05-31

โ†’ node [[2024-05-29]]

2024-05-29

โ†’ node [[2024-05-28]]
  • Interesting that in [[Silverbullet]] linking to a date and then visiting it doesn't do the "right" thing in some sense, as it doesn't navigate to the journal entry but rather to the node about the date.
    • In some ways this is the correct thing, as that's the behavior I use elsewhere to get to the journal.
    • But by default alt-shift-d goes to Journal/Day/, so the two aren't convergent when I would a priori wish them to be.
โ†’ node [[2024-05-27]]

I found a weeks old todo to follow [[Peter Murray]] ([[peter_murray]] in [[hypothes.is]]) and I see why: he uses double square brackets in posts in platforms that don't support them yet too!

It was an emotional weekend; Saturday being upbeat, Sunday being more meditative and at times low energy but ending well.

Today I worked and had a fully meetings free afternoon as the US was out due to [[memorial day]].

My mum was/is sick (pneumonia again) and that makes me think of death and impermanence. But it's a good occasion to meditate.

--

I thought of someday maybe picking back up some of the draft short stories I started around [[2017]], like [[Caramel City]], [[Cannazon]] and the one about the [[Wu-Tang Clan]].

--

I received a letter about Christianity out of the blue the other day and today I came across it and saw it had a reference to jw.org, which ended up being [[Jehovah's Witnesses]]. I have a negative affect towards the organization because of things I have heard about how the doctrine affects the freedom of its members, but the message that I received seemed innocuous enough. Interesting that they didn't include the name of the organization anywhere, just the domain.

--

I've been meaning to work and play on:

โ†’ node [[2024-05-26]]

2024-05-26

  • I finished off Week 3 of the [[Digital Capitalism online course]].

    • This week the topic was [[Digital colonialism]].
    • With mostly a focus on [[Data colonialism]].
    • In that focus on data I feel perhaps it omits some other colonial practices - such as in mining, manufacture and disposal related to ICT.
    • Still - good stuff.
  • Started listening to the masterclass for week 4, on the digital trade agenda.

    • The point about why corporations love trade deals is really enlightening - easy way for them to bypass democratic discussion; lobby to get their way; once a trade deal is made, it's very hard to change.
  • Learning about ecology on Kinnu, I realise that it's a great source of ideas for thinking in systems.

โ†’ node [[2024-05-24]]
  • I want to reactivate my [[work garden]].
  • I worked until late and I tried to enjoy it :)

2024-05-24

โ†’ node [[2024-05-22]]

2024-05-22

  • I'd like to redesign the look and feel of my digital garden.
    • Nothing drastic, but to move more to a representative aesthetic.
    • I want to try to maintain the cheap-n-cheerful weird web vibe, but also incorporate more of a nature-labour-technology solarpunk-ish look.
    • I want my digital garden to be more visual, less textual.
      • To be fair it is majority text, but I still want it to feel a bit more visual.
    • [[My commonplace moodboard]]
โ†’ node [[2024-05-21]]
  • Back to [[work]]!
    • Going pretty much alright until now :)
  • [[work]] was actually interesting in high proportion!
  • then [[Flancia]] time :)
โ†’ node [[2024-05-20]]

2024-05-20

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2024-05-19

โ†’ node [[2024-05-17]]
  • [[silverbullet]]:
    • should open the daily on startup?
    • [[go/daily]] achieves this for me for now ;) e.g. [[go/daily]] or just use the embed in anagora.org/daily.

2024-05-17

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2024-05-15

โ†’ node [[2024-05-14]]
  • Another [[day]], another [[node]].
    • Or more than one :)
    • I definitely need to work on editing though! On doing more of the actual curation and maintenance of an actual [[digital garden]].
    • In the meantime, thanks for making do with all the rough edges ;)
  • Resuming [[Agora development]]:
    • I have a few commits to push to anagora.org this week.
      • -> done, or at least started :)
    • I did some [[verschlimmbessern]] on the index to the [[Agora]] on the flight to the US that I never quite pushed -- and better that way :) it needs 'cherrypicking' to put it mildly. It suffered a lot in directness.
    • Also added support for [[silverbullet]] style [[attachments]].
  • [[social.coop]]:
    • No [[twg]] meeting this week, will try to continue working on onboarding [[evan]] to the group.
    • I "installed" alpha.social.coop using [[coop cloud]] but it's not up yet.
    • [[upkeep]]:
      • You could call it [[life]] ;)
      • [[nostromo]] was getting broken enough that I decided to update Ubuntu to the latest release to unbreak [[wayland]] and some sites in [[chromium]]. It had been long in the making, it's a bit like house cleaning, it can be relaxing after work :)
      • I tried taking the occasion to also [[garbage collect]] tabs/try some new organizational principles in [[paramita]], [[guanyin]] and [[sariputta]].
  • [[GPT 4o]] was released yesterday and I got access.
    • Impressive.
    • But it failed to analyze a video I attached on desktop meaningfully though.
โ†’ node [[2024-05-13]]
  • It turns out all my [[silverbullet]] journals were being left out from my [[garden]] -- I corrected this and in the process dumped a few tens of journals that had never shown up so far :) Glad I checked and found this!
โ†’ node [[2024-05-12]]
  • Using both [[wiki vim]] and [[silverbullet]] these days, will make a case of checking out how anagora.org renders this and consider improvements
  • [[AMITAFO]]

I've been living [[Protopianism]] in my personal life; dealing with bed bugs, every iteration across the six months of process for eradication a show of the many small complexities of life, all the while feeling lucky and aware.

After 4x fumigation adding [[diatomaceous earth]] stripes all around (quite ingenious packaging+spilling resistant) the new bed seemed to seemed to give us that additional (feeling of) safety :)

โ†’ node [[2024-05-11]]
  • [[2024-05-10]]
    • I think I prefer dates as 'flat hierarchy nodes' overall -- this way I can just link to the date and get to the journal entry.
    • Also most generally this makes it so the convention for gathering journals is just 'look for [[nodes]] whose [[topic]] is a time period show those that fit the current [[context]]'

2024-05-11

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โ†’ node [[2024-05-08]]
  • Back here at [[11pm]]!
    • The work day was long (with a gap in the middle) and interesting :)
    • Now doing yoga and thinking.
  • [[mexico city]]
  • [[AG]]
  • [[L]]
  • [[Lady Burup]]
โ†’ node [[2024-05-07]]

Not necessarily in that order :)

--

I like [[silver bullet]] but I come back to [[wiki vim]] because it's on the terminal and that's where I sometimes want to write.

--

I like [[senegal town]].

Also: [[mexico city]], [[paris]] :)

  • [[BLDGBLOG]]
  • Now I'm back in [[silverbullet]]. I'm unsure if I want to unify the journal or not. Probably yes? But I'm curious about e.g. Journal/Month/2024-05 if that exists :)
  • [[digital capitalism]]:
    • did a pass over [[Open Letter to Google]], maybe it's more readable up to... a few paragraphs in? :)
    • I think it is starting to take shape.
โ†’ node [[2024-05-04]]
  • Back in [[silverbullet]], now using it as a 'web app' -- meaning after pressing 'install' on chromium while visiting edit.anagora.org :) - For now edit.anagora.org only works for this [[flancian]], but I hope soon enough I will be able to offer it to the community.
    • Intend I intend to keep using [[wiki vim]] though, as I value having a terminal client for writing in the Agora - Experimented with a bluetooth keyboard on mobile as a way of having more fluid Agora editing on the go.
    • Tried [[silverbullet]] in firefox mobile and vim mode didn't quite work :)
    • Also my hardware keyboard is set up to have esc go to the android home screen, which does not go well with vim mode ;)
      • Update: realized I can set the keyboard to [[windows mode]] and it will disable most of what I consider intrusive functionality :)
    • Still the prospect of having a fully featured Agora editor on mobile is thrilling!
  • [[agora discuss]]: [[neil]] suggested [[web mentions]] as the ground level on which to build [[agora likes]].
    • I agree it's an interesting approach; it seems complementary to [[activity pub]] support which I've already started working on, inspired by [[bouncepaw]]'s work on [[betula]].
    • The basic abstraction might be: the Agora publishes, and produces, feeds of social activity in different formats. Their states influence UI elements like emoji reactions and a log of activity.
  • A few hours later...
    • [[Winti Tap Jam]]:
      • I'm in [[Winterthur]] in a [[tap dance]] event, against my expectations enjoying it quite a bit! The [[jazz band]] is great, and I didn't know people could dance like this while interacting with an improvising band. It's really quite cool.
      • With [[AG]] and [[Nushya]]!
  • Really enjoying [[noding from mobile]] quite a bit, it encourages [[live noding]].
  • [[open letters]]

2024-05-04

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2024-05-03

โ†’ node [[2024-05-01]]
  • Trying [[Obsidian]] after a looong time -- after remembering, and then trying on a lark, [[Roam Research]] again :)
    • I also tried [[logseq]] but it did a mega-commit automatically on my garden which almost broke it, not super happy about that (it tried to commit and push a 101MB file that is a database for [[silverbullet]] and probably, granted, should have been in .gitignore).
  • Happy [[International Workers Day]]!
    • The last year flew by in some ways :) I remember attending the festivities/events in Zรผrich yesterday. Looking forward to doing the same today, at least a few hours.
  • I got into [[biking]] again and I'm enjoying it tremendously :)
    • We may bike tomorrow with [[AG]].
  • I also plan to catch up with [[Berni]]. I have been catching up with friends finally after a hiatus due to [[work]] + [[travel]] and I'm looking forward to the VC!
  • [[doxometrist]] told me about [[netwik-obsidian]] as being in [[agora space]]
  • [[j0lms]] had good news!
  • [[l]] had good news! and we had an interesting conversation
  • [[Brunello]], the father of a friend of mine, died last week at [[90]]. I knew him and he seemed like a good and sensitive person. I lighted a candle for him/his memory.
  • [[Agora]]!
    • [[Agora development]]:
      • Fixed images, they were broken in prod due to a logger misconfiguration -- thank you [[neil]] for reporting!
      • Made some progress towards fixing git.agor.ai -- [[hypatia]] got into some weird state after running out of disk.
      • Reached out to [[protopian]] to try to unbreak his garden :)
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2024-04-28

โ†’ node [[2024-04-27]]
  • Back here after a few more days of hectic travelling :) I intend to stick around in the Agora for the next few days, for a change!
  • Thinking again (as per usual?) about [[open letters]] -- which hasn't necessarily meant I have been making much progress on any of them. I wonder at times why I got so enamoured of the genre even before penning my first complete one; but then again my enthusiasm is known to often predate competency ;)
  • I thought about [[telling stories]].
  • [[Google]]:

2024-04-27

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  • [[Digital weeding and watering]]

    • Adding a page for keeping track of little bits of content cleanup that need doing on my digital garden.
    • This has been very useful already.
    • I've found:
      • pages that were using old file: links (e.g. Praxis)
      • duplicate nodes (e.g. Philsophize This).
      • pages that I'm interested in, but just had never had time to write anything about (e.g. climate action)
      • mistakenly created pages
    • And it has been fun to revisit various older pages in the process.
  • I am really looking forward to the release of [[Jathan Sadowski]]'s new book.

  • [[Repairing a Dell Latitude E7450]]

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2024-04-23

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2024-04-21

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2024-04-20

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2024-04-19

โ†’ node [[2024-04-18]]
  • Flying to the [[US]]!
    • Not staying super long, but I'm attending a wedding and visiting a few museums I've never visited before.
    • I slept badly tonight, and the day before, due to different reasons -- the first night it was due to trip prep, the second it was due to a (surprise, as usual) allergy attack that kept me up/very uncomfortable until late. Happy to have made it to the flight only looking slightly like a cat (because of how my eyes swell, I get a bit of a feline look for hours-days after an attack).
    • Listening to [[Lex Fridman]] with [[Jimbo Wales]] on topics like the history of wikipedia. Very interesting as most Lex conversations I've heard as of late!
  • [[Agora]]:
    • I'm back in the Agora, finally :) I took a more prolonged break from journaling as I moved with [[Lady Burup]] temporarily to [[AG]]'s place (she is very kind!) and I adapted my routine to that space; also I've been busy at work and with other projects.
    • Thank you [[neil]] for keeping the journaling section of the Agora alive and interesting!
    • I reworked a bit the Agora's [[README.md]], which is what is rendered at the Agora root URL -- e.g. https://anagora.org. Hopefully it's more cogent and informative without being overwhelming. But you tell me :)
    • [[Agora Development]]:
      • Fix local dev environment which is now sending https to itself even though it's http only due to bug in agora.py:56 :).
  • [[Flancia]]:
    • I thought back a bit about the history of Flancia while I was rewriting the above. It's been running for a number of years at this stage!
    • Maybe I should write a belated update in https://flancia.org proper.
      • Include a reference to the [[flancia meet]] landing page.
      • Include a TLDR on what the Agora now is/how it developed through the years/where do we want to go next.
      • Maybe take the opportunity to have some extra fun and write something more clearly fictional again :)

2024-04-18

  • I [[listened]] to [[Degrowth vs Eco-Modernism]].

    • It's a good episode.
    • I like [[Kai Heron]], and I've found the debate between various strands of [[ecosocialist]] thought very interesting.
    • But I also lament the time spent disagreeing amongst ourselves on the left.
    • Is it ultimately useful? What if all this intellectual effort could be spent on bringing about a transition away from capitalism, and towards ecosocialism?
    • I don't know - perhaps the debate is contributing to that transition, in part, in a roundabout. And I suppose that if we don't know what we stand for, we can't meaningfully work towards it.
    • But still. It has vibes of [[The People's Front of Judea]] vs the Judean People's Front.
    • Not got to the end yet, so perhaps this will be coveredโ€ฆ
  • Listened to [[Opening the Vicious Circle of Risk Rating (ft. Ariel Bogle)]]

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2024-04-16

โ†’ node [[2024-04-15]]
  • [[Lex]]:
    • Listened to [[Sam Harris]] with [[Lex Fridman]] and it reminded me I also like Lex and I think he has lots of potential.
      • Sam came across as a bit more close-minded on some topics than Lex, which tracks with some of the conversations with him I've been listening to him recently -- he is still one of my favourite public persons though. It's just that Lex seems to be more of the "open heart hippie" and in that sense closer to me (at least at times).
    • Then listened to his conversation with [[Joscha Bach]] and it reminded me I like Joscha as well.

2024-04-15

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2024-04-14

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โ†’ node [[2024-04-11]]
  • The AI [[hackathon]] I've been working on went well \o/

2024-04-11

  • Learning about [[biodiversity]] via the Kinna app.

    • Variety of species. At various levels.
    • Essential to the health of the planet.
    • Genetic diversity, species diversity, ecosystem diversity.
  • Listened to [[Post Capitalism w/ Alnoor Ladha]]

    • Fascinating discussion. Post Capitalism. Post here not meaning 'after' but 'in relation to'. Pluralistic. Past and present examples: Zapatistas. Rojava. Indigenous worldviews. Relational ontologies and OntoShift.
โ†’ node [[2024-04-10]]

2024-04-10

  • Migrating my publish.el to a [[Literate publish.el]].
    • To make it a bit more understandable to others, and also as a push for me to tidy it up.
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2024-04-09

โ†’ node [[2024-04-08]]

2024-04-08

  • [[Listened]] to [[Should the UK stop arming Israel?]]

    • Drone strike killed seven aid workers. (Some of whom British).
    • While Israel says it was a mistake, suggestion is that this is in line with Israel's current rules of engagement.
    • UK sells a small amount of arms to the UK. Sunak threatening to stop this unless more aid allowed.
  • [[Nonprofits should (almost) never write their own software]]

    • From the [[Aspiration Manifesto]].
    • Being the tech lead for a non-profit that develops our own software - I fully agree. We are currently going through a process of trying to divest as much bespoke code as possible to pre-existing (FLOSS) software.
    • One alternative I see, where no other software exists for the desired purpose, is for non-profits to perhaps be incubators for the software, but always with an intention to [[exit to community]] / exit the software to cooperative.
โ†’ node [[2024-04-07]]

2024-04-07

  • My publish.el file would be a good candidate for a literate config approach. Would make it more useful for other people to make use of then I think. Also would make me tidy it up.

  • Listened again to [[Nathan Schneider on Building Democratic Governance on the Internet]]

    • [[Parallel Polis]], Vaclav Havel.
    • Touches on similar stuff as recent [[Vincent Bevins]] podcasts re: failed revolutions of the 2010s.
      • Technology helped spread viral messaging for movements, did little to help collective decision making and long-term organisation.
    • Mentions [[Loomio]], [[Action Network]].
  • When I get a moment I'll make a page of gardening tasks for myself.

    • Just simple things like reviewing nodes that haven't been edited for a long time; reviewing empty nodes to either prune or flesh out; etc.
  • [[Ecology]].

    • interaction between organisms and their environment.
    • communities, ecosystems, biomes.
    • producers, consumers, decomposers.
    • food chains, food webs.
    • energy flows, trophic levels.
    • nutrient cycles.
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2024-04-06

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2024-04-05

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2024-04-04

  • I'm getting more into the groove with [[fish]] on desktop the more that I use it.

    • Still a slamdunk win on Termux.
  • I would just like to take a moment to lament the fact that I have received an email inviting me to become a Certified Generative AI Specialist.

  • Idle thought: maybe the world would be a better place if the de facto 'learn to code' tutorial was not a todo list (individual productivity) but a simple group poll (collective decision-making).

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2024-03-29

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2024-03-28

  • I've been picking up the [[guitar]] again regularly recently, for the first time in a long time. And I'm really enjoying it. Drop D tuning and finger picking. Still got the muscle memory for basic chords and picking patterns. Relistening to some [[John Fahey]] too.
โ†’ node [[2024-03-27]]

2024-03-27

โ†’ node [[2024-03-26]]

2024-03-26

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2024-03-25

  • Although in general it feels the same (possibly slower? because I didn't compile it myself?), one thing that is much faster in Emacs 28 is the parsing of my huge Tasks.org file for work. Thumbs up.

  • I'd like to tweak my garden a bit such that I have 'planted' and 'last tended' dates on each page.

    • I already have 'This page last updated: โ€ฆ' at the bottom of every page.
    • But I'd prefer it right at the top. Not too prominent/distracting, but I have some pretty old pages knocking around now and I'd like people to be aware that they might be outdated.
  • [[org-timeblock]] looks pretty good and like it'd fill my desire for a timeblocking tool for org-mode.

    • I used to use [[Goalist]] on Android and it was great, but I got annoyed that I couldn't sync it and make use of it anywhere else.
    • Soโ€ฆ [[trying out org-timeblock]]. However, hitting a bunch of issues from the beginning.
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2024-03-23

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2024-03-22

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2024-03-18

โ†’ node [[2024-03-17]]
  • A beautiful Sunday with [[AG]] and [[Lady Burup]] :)
  • I spoke to my [[mum]] over [[Meet]] and it was great.
    • A friend of a friend of hers who was [[92]] died this week. She is visiting the friend today to console her and spend time with her; the friend is 92 as well and is having thoughts about death.
    • It would make sense that as you grow old you have more thoughts about death, as it's statistically speaking way more likely.
    • I hope she's [[free from suffering]]!
  • Doing some work -- I enjoy working some weekends, it gives me ample time to [[focus]] while still taking it easy / enjoying the moment.
  • We took a short (50 minutes roundtrip) but very nice walk as the sun was setting.
  • Saw [[12 monkeys]] after many years; certainly for the first time [[after covid]].

2024-03-17

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2024-03-12

โ†’ node [[2024-03-11]]
  • My individual [[Silverbullet]] instance at edit.anagora.org was down for a bit -- I ended up updating the container and setting up a crontjob that will do it for me.
    • I'm thinking next step should be to put together a [[coop cloud]] recipe?
    • I'd love to host this for many people in anagora.org or agor.ai.
      • In that case it would make sense to have e.g. flancian.agor.ai be my silverbullet instance, and offer user.agor.ai in general.
      • Same for anagora.org? Or should I start there, I wonder?
  • [[abelard.org]] looks [[weird]]/[[interesting]].
  • I keep noding both from [[wiki vim]] and [[silverbullet]] and the journal entries end up in different files.
    • I'm not particularly bothered by it -- this brings up the question of how to ideally show such things in the [[Agora of Flancia]] :)

2024-03-11

  • [[Listened]]: [[Brian Merchant, "Blood in the Machine: The Origins of the Rebellion Against Big Tech"]]

  • [[Spam]].

    • Our website is experiencing an uptick in spam over the last few days.
    • Incredibly irritating.
    • With comments like 1*if(now()=sysdate(),sleep(15),0).
    • We have Akismet and a honepot enabled. Adding a very noddy manual captcha (e.g. 4+8 = ?) helps. But if it continues, we'll probably have to enable ReCaptcha. Which I'd prefer to avoid if possible.
    • Seemingly emanating from the same IP address.
    • The host lists an abuse@ address. But when I contact that address, the mailbox is reported as being full.
โ†’ node [[2024-03-10]]
  • Started the day with [[AG]], then cleaned the house quite deeply (it was due) and enjoyed it -- it felt freeing.
  • Spoke to my mum about birthdays and states of being :)
  • Did idea organization/refactoring :)
  • [[agora development]]:
    • Was very fun yesterday! I like fixing bugs and learning more about [[UI]] -- what works and what doesnโ€™t :)
    • Today, I have a bug that I want to fix that I can describe with the following words: [[i love you]]
  • [[Polgar]] believed that [[education]] should not be left to [[schools]], but handled by the [[family]] where the family could provide a better environment for [[learning]].
    • The [[family]] is the first field activity for the [[child]].
    • [[Family]] members are the first [[models]] to [[learn]] from, if they are not sent away.
    • It's easier to develop outstanding abilities in children if the [[parents]] actions are toward raising outstanding adults.
      • โ€œthe passion of the mature person in relation to the developing person - in favour of the latter.โ€
      • The basis of the desire to [[learn]] is in the [[love]] the student has for the teacher.
    • Polgar believed strongly in selecting one concrete field to develop the child's abilities in. [[Specialization]].
      • Perhaps this is for using an area with simple and tight [[feedback]] loops to channel the overall education through.
    • "It is only important that by the age of 3-4 some physical or mental field should be chosen, and the child can set out on their voyage."
    • The Polgar daughters played chess 5-6 hours a day from the ages of 4-5.
    • Any field with concrete [[feedback]] could be selected.
    • Where they perceive success, the child would also feel independent.
    • Is it a nice feeling for the child? Is it useful for the child? Is it useful for the child's society? collapsed:: true
      • If he were trying to raise a [[language]] genius, [[Polgar]] would [[focus]] the child on one language (preferably one stuffed with cognates leading to other languages) in the first year (5-6 hours a day), until the child has a basic level of mastery. Then, when there is a [[base]] of success in the first language, he would move to starting a second. And so on, year after year.
    • In normal [[schools]], the child does not understand why they learn what they are made to learn. To raise a genius, the child must understand [[why]] they're learning what they're learning, and what it can be used to lead to.
    • The child will [[learn]] more voraciously when they see the end [[goal]] and [[meaning]] of their [[work]].
    • The [[relationship]] between the teacher and the [[child]] must be collaborative, where the child feels they are not subordinate.
    • These methods need direct, intensive, and constant [[contact]] between teacher and [[child]].
    • By age ten, the [[child]] should accurately feel that there is at least one field in which they have a level of [[mastery]] in which they are at least equal to adults.
    • The specialized skill is used as a base to [[learn]] everything else from.
    • Schools lead to "gray mediocrity".
    • It is important to put them in situations where they will [[learn]] how to learn.
    • Variety among their peers (ie, peers of all-ages) will aid in their development. The children should stay close to whoever their peers are (even if their peers in a skill are old people). That is, people at the same level of skill and with similar interests.
    • Polgar did not [[diversify]] the specializations among his three daughters due to the [[costs]] with getting different equipment and books for different skills. Also, so his family could function as a team dedicated to one field.
    • Polgar's suggested [[schedule]]. collapsed:: true
      • 4 hours of specialist study (for us, chess)
      • 1 hour of a foreign language. Esperanto in the first year, English in the second, and another chosen at will in the third. At the stage of beginning, that is, intensive language instruction, it is necessary to increase the study hours to 3 - in place of the specialist study - for 3 months. In summer, study trips to other countries.
      • 1 hour of general study (native language, natural science and social studies)
      • 1 hour of computing
      • 1 hour of moral, psychological, and pedagogical studies ([[humor]] lessons as well, with 20 minutes every hour for joke telling)
      • 1 hour of gymnastics, freely chosen, which can be accomplished individually outside school. The division of study hours can of course be treated elastically.
    • The Polgars strongly believed in [[Esperanto]], and used it as a family language.
    • They wanted to prove that geniuses could be raised, and chess provided a means.
    • Chess is a field where there is tight feedback with no uncertainties about what is success or failure.
    • They figured if the children tire from chess, it is easy to retire from chess without bad outcomes (as opposed to say, gymnastics, which might result in injuries).
    • Because they had girls, they wanted to prove that [[nurture]] would lead to girls who could beat men at chess.
    • The Polgar parents loved chess and found it [[beautiful]].
    • [[Creativity]] required in [[winning]] at a high level requires the competitor to know how to explore and innovate.
    • The [[Polgar]] daughters played ping pong or swam 1.5 to 3 hours a day. In other words, Zone 1 work.
    • "One thing is certain: one can never achieve serious pedagogical results, especially at a high level, through [[coercion]]. One can teach chess only by means of [[love]] and the love of the [[game]]."
    • The Polgar sisters were playing chess. That is, they were playing- the kind of playing that is fun. The parents made playing chess fun by giving them a taste of success. Losing on purpose, near the peak of their level.
    • The child should feel the [[joy]] of making their own moves, their own [[failures]], trying things out.
    • Have care for what is said to the child. If they are told they are lazy or bad, they will believe it.
    • Polgar used a proportion of failure to success that was 1 to 10.
    • He started off playing about half an hour a day with the children, then raised the amount of [[time]] per day as their ability and desire to play rose.
    • When young, he favored blitz matches for them. Smaller games with shorter [[time]] scales.
    • The Polgars had 4-5000 books organized by player, opening type, and middle game type. The sisters used these to develop new plays. collapsed:: true
      • To [[learn]] a type, they would look at 50-100 examples and then come up with things they have in common.
    • When the child loses in competition, don't tell them off. Failure is enough punishment. Rather, console them and help them figure out why they lost.
    • They played while [[blind]]folded to develop their capacity to visualize the [[game]] mentally.
  • [[Polgar]] believed that [[education]] should not be left to [[schools]], but handled by the [[family]] where the family could provide a better environment for [[learning]].
    • The [[family]] is the first field activity for the [[child]].
    • [[Family]] members are the first [[models]] to [[learn]] from, if they are not sent away.
    • It's easier to develop outstanding abilities in children if the [[parents]] actions are toward raising outstanding adults.
      • โ€œthe passion of the mature person in relation to the developing person - in favour of the latter.โ€
      • The basis of the desire to [[learn]] is in the [[love]] the student has for the teacher.
    • Polgar believed strongly in selecting one concrete field to develop the child's abilities in. [[Specialization]].
      • Perhaps this is for using an area with simple and tight [[feedback]] loops to channel the overall education through.
    • "It is only important that by the age of 3-4 some physical or mental field should be chosen, and the child can set out on their voyage."
    • The Polgar daughters played chess 5-6 hours a day from the ages of 4-5.
    • Any field with concrete [[feedback]] could be selected.
    • Where they perceive success, the child would also feel independent.
    • Is it a nice feeling for the child? Is it useful for the child? Is it useful for the child's society? collapsed:: true
      • If he were trying to raise a [[language]] genius, [[Polgar]] would [[focus]] the child on one language (preferably one stuffed with cognates leading to other languages) in the first year (5-6 hours a day), until the child has a basic level of mastery. Then, when there is a [[base]] of success in the first language, he would move to starting a second. And so on, year after year.
    • In normal [[schools]], the child does not understand why they learn what they are made to learn. To raise a genius, the child must understand [[why]] they're learning what they're learning, and what it can be used to lead to.
    • The child will [[learn]] more voraciously when they see the end [[goal]] and [[meaning]] of their [[work]].
    • The [[relationship]] between the teacher and the [[child]] must be collaborative, where the child feels they are not subordinate.
    • These methods need direct, intensive, and constant [[contact]] between teacher and [[child]].
    • By age ten, the [[child]] should accurately feel that there is at least one field in which they have a level of [[mastery]] in which they are at least equal to adults.
    • The specialized skill is used as a base to [[learn]] everything else from.
    • Schools lead to "gray mediocrity".
    • It is important to put them in situations where they will [[learn]] how to learn.
    • Variety among their peers (ie, peers of all-ages) will aid in their development. The children should stay close to whoever their peers are (even if their peers in a skill are old people). That is, people at the same level of skill and with similar interests.
    • Polgar did not [[diversify]] the specializations among his three daughters due to the [[costs]] with getting different equipment and books for different skills. Also, so his family could function as a team dedicated to one field.
    • Polgar's suggested [[schedule]]. collapsed:: true
      • 4 hours of specialist study (for us, chess)
      • 1 hour of a foreign language. Esperanto in the first year, English in the second, and another chosen at will in the third. At the stage of beginning, that is, intensive language instruction, it is necessary to increase the study hours to 3 - in place of the specialist study - for 3 months. In summer, study trips to other countries.
      • 1 hour of general study (native language, natural science and social studies)
      • 1 hour of computing
      • 1 hour of moral, psychological, and pedagogical studies ([[humor]] lessons as well, with 20 minutes every hour for joke telling)
      • 1 hour of gymnastics, freely chosen, which can be accomplished individually outside school. The division of study hours can of course be treated elastically.
    • The Polgars strongly believed in [[Esperanto]], and used it as a family language.
    • They wanted to prove that geniuses could be raised, and chess provided a means.
    • Chess is a field where there is tight feedback with no uncertainties about what is success or failure.
    • They figured if the children tire from chess, it is easy to retire from chess without bad outcomes (as opposed to say, gymnastics, which might result in injuries).
    • Because they had girls, they wanted to prove that [[nurture]] would lead to girls who could beat men at chess.
    • The Polgar parents loved chess and found it [[beautiful]].
    • [[Creativity]] required in [[winning]] at a high level requires the competitor to know how to explore and innovate.
    • The [[Polgar]] daughters played ping pong or swam 1.5 to 3 hours a day. In other words, Zone 1 work.
    • "One thing is certain: one can never achieve serious pedagogical results, especially at a high level, through [[coercion]]. One can teach chess only by means of [[love]] and the love of the [[game]]."
    • The Polgar sisters were playing chess. That is, they were playing- the kind of playing that is fun. The parents made playing chess fun by giving them a taste of success. Losing on purpose, near the peak of their level.
    • The child should feel the [[joy]] of making their own moves, their own [[failures]], trying things out.
    • Have care for what is said to the child. If they are told they are lazy or bad, they will believe it.
    • Polgar used a proportion of failure to success that was 1 to 10.
    • He started off playing about half an hour a day with the children, then raised the amount of [[time]] per day as their ability and desire to play rose.
    • When young, he favored blitz matches for them. Smaller games with shorter [[time]] scales.
    • The Polgars had 4-5000 books organized by player, opening type, and middle game type. The sisters used these to develop new plays. collapsed:: true
      • To [[learn]] a type, they would look at 50-100 examples and then come up with things they have in common.
    • When the child loses in competition, don't tell them off. Failure is enough punishment. Rather, console them and help them figure out why they lost.
    • They played while [[blind]]folded to develop their capacity to visualize the [[game]] mentally.

2024-03-10

โ†’ node [[2024-03-09]]

Suddenly you become [[[[more [[aware]] of the [[nature of existence]]]].

  • I read about the [[multiverse]] and [[groups]] again after long -- this reminds me that I need to finish reading [[a rosetta stone]] :) I think I will find my paper print or print it again and read it at night.
  • Note [[Silverbullet]] is currently journaling at a different path, the Agora should show both in any date-matching nodes.
  • [[agora development]]:
    • pull silverbullet editor somewhere in the Agora
      • host silverbullet for people with a docker container + associated git repo (maybe automatically created at git.anagora.org?)
      • write about social hosting :)
    • #pull [[index]] from now-index!
  • [[agora discuss]]:
  • write about the nature of existence :)
  • [[edit]]
  • [[agora development]]:
    • implement URL pulls, it's been on the todo for quite long! :)
      • this would make [[edit]] work (at least for me, for now) :)
      • this seems to almost work :)
    • look into the bugs that neil reported
      • finding them in [[agora discuss]] led to enjoying that space as usual! :D
  • [[what if we became better protopians]]?

2024-03-09

โ†’ node [[2024-03-08]]
  • [[AI]]:
    • I went to an interesting [[AI]] talk and learnt about a few new (to me) services/things that look interesting:
      • [[pikaso]] (a paint-to-image generation tool)
      • [[grok]] (a plushie voiced by [[Grimes]])

2024-03-08

โ†’ node [[2024-03-07]]
  • In the [[Agora of Flancia]], each node is an [[Agora]] -- meaning a fork of the Agora that is centered around the node in question and its [[context]].
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2024-03-06

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2024-03-05

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2024-03-04

โ†’ node [[2024-03-03]]
  • Apparently there was some sort of controversy about a site called [[content nation]] in the Fediverse, and people from [[Mastodon]] came across as conservative/resistant to change/unfriendly to newcomers. I am not surprised.
    • Good thing is I found [[wedistribute]] via the article linked in the node above, and I think I'm liking this site and maybe particularly a podcast they have called [[decentered]].
  • I read about [[Jim Simons]] and the [[Medallion fund]] after watching [[Veritasium]]'s [[The Trillion Dollar Equation]].
  • I read about [[Jizo]] a.k.a. [[Ksitigarbha]], which I now associate with number [[6]] (as he vowed to liberate beings in all six Buddhist realms).
  • I still haven't figured out how to make [[silverbullet]] open its daily note where I want instead of Journal/Day/, but maybe it won't be much longer :)
    • Thankfully in the Agora any and all of these will show up (just independently).
  • The article on [[Peter Singer]] led me to read about [[higher and lower pleasures]] -- the whole article on [[utilitarianism]] is interesting.
    • TIL [[Karl Popper]] was called a [[negative utilitarian]] because of his preference to [[minimize suffering]]: "Instead of the greatest happiness for the greatest number, one should demand, more modestly, the least amount of avoidable suffering for all."
  • My knees hurt from [[Lรคgern]] but I have no regrets :D
  • To raise [[children]], Laszlo [[Polgar]] setup an environment for [[autonomy]] and agency.
    • Polgar needed to work with his children, rather than telling them what to do.
    • The father's role was an enabler, an opener of ways.
    • The father's goal was to provide the "highest possible level of [[freedom]]".
    • They are not marionettes, but in a traditional [[school]] they are.
    • Polgar does not assert that raising competent children leads to happiness, but that they will at least have the same opportunities for happiness as normal children.
    • He did not like that older, more static leaders were followed instead of younger, more dynamic leaders.
    • Polgar rejected the [[middle]]. "Mediocrity, the orientation to the middle, I refuse out of principle."
    • Polgar was intent on quality.
    • Polgar saw himself as someone who shapes his own destiny.
    • Polgar was against compromise.
    • He preferred defeating obstacles to worrying about them.
    • Laszlo and his wife had the premise that every healthy child could be raised to be an outstanding person.
    • They believed that every outstanding person had a trainer who was obssessed.
    • โ€œIt is better not to say that geniuses are not often born; say rather that we do not often raise them.โ€
    • Polgar figured that people are shaped by the body they are born to, the effect of the [[environment]], and a 'self-[[creation]]' that happens from personal experimentation.
    • Great capability comes from [[creativity]] expressed in concrete [[action]].
    • "...every child born healthy is potentially a genius, and if one pays enough attention, they will in fact become one."
    • The ultimate goal is human happiness- which is enabled by genius.
    • "I criticize contemporary schools because they do not educate for life, they equalize everyone to a very low level, and in addition they do not tolerate the talented and those who diverge from the average."
    • "My daughters, who have never visited a [[school]], grew up much more in the context of real [[life]]."

2024-03-03

โ†’ node [[2024-03-02]]

2024-03-02

  • A 'trick' I use when I have some issue with a particular file in my [[org-publish]] pipeline on my remote server.

    • In org-publish-project-alist, set :base-extension "foo".
      • By default it is "org", looking at all files with org extension.
      • By setting it to foo, the publish process won't find any files. Except..
    • Set up :include to include the file that's got the issue.
      • e.g. :include ("file-with-a-problem.org")
    • There's probably a better way of doing it than this, but it gets me by for now.
  • Nice, I replaced a cl-loop with a mapconcat in some of my output formatting, e.g. in [[Well-connected]]. mapconcat feels a bit more functional style, and it also gets rid of the superfluous parentheses I had in the output.

  • I might try and add [[Pagefind]] to my published garden.

  • Trying [[fish]] out on desktop.

    • While on mobile I found them incredibly helpful, I actually find it all of the autosuggestions a bit distracting at first.
    • I'll see how it pans out.
  • Watched: [[Guardians of the Galaxy]]

โ†’ node [[2024-03-01]]
  • [[ec]]: "Yo adelgacรฉ mucho gracias al vino rosado."
  • #push [[Maitreya]]
    • I created a "[[GPT]]" (sigh, I get what they're going for with the name though :)) called [[Maitreya]]. Some example prompts are in [[Maitreya AI]].

2024-03-01

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2024-02-29

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2024-02-27

โ†’ node [[2024-02-26]]
  • [[social coop]]:
  • I set up [[silverbullet]] over https pointing to my home computer and it's lovely, I can finally edit my [[garden]] from mobile.
    • While [[paramita]] is on at least, but this is great progress; maybe I should point this to [[nostromo]] which is on more often and I can also remotely enable?
    • But longer term I want to move in the direction of garden (and editor) hosting, I'm already using containers for this...

2024-02-26

  • [[The Web of Death (ft. Tamara Kneese)]]

  • [[Work Notes 2024-02-26]]

  • 'Dear Data Subject' and other great ways to start an email.

    • [[Matomo]].
    • They mention that they are now using a [[data broker]] for "customer and prospect data enrichment".
      • "We process this personal data on the basis of legitimate interest. Without the information we will not be able to customise our communications with you to best meet your needs".
      • I find the wording a bit weaselly to be honest. Better would be "We want this information so we can more likely retain and get new customers". Fine - just be honest about it.
      • You can opt-out. Not opt-in?
  • Using Python in org, I was getting: [[Importmagic and/or epc not found]].

โ†’ node [[2024-02-25]]

2024-02-25

  • Listened: [[The Web of Death (ft. Tamara Kneese)]]

    • Digital decay
    • Digital memorials
    • Makes me think of the film [[Coco]]โ€ฆ
    • Transhumanists
  • magit doesnt work properly for me in [[termux]] for some reason. I can stage but I cant commit.

    • No biggie as I just git from the terminal instead. But still, would be good to get to the bottom of it.
  • Had a quick play with [[Surfacing notes in my garden that have no claims]] using [[Metabase]].

    • Easy enough to do. But has the downside for me at the moment that it's only accessible on my laptop, which I'm not often using at the moment outside of work.
    • [[Knowledge commoning]].
โ†’ node [[2024-02-24]]
  • On the negative side, it defaults to a weird Journal/Day prefix :)
    • I get what they're going after as apparently they want to support /Week as well, and weekly journals make sense to me.
    • But I prefer a flatter structure than that -- looking into customizing.
  • Again it took me until 7pm to get into a situation I could call [[focus]], let alone [[flow]]; earlier I did useful things that needed to take place (like cleaning around the house and such), but that produced only diffuse output.
  • [[doom]]:
    • On impulse I bought and installed [[doom 2016]] today (it was on sale). I played half an hour and I'm not sure I'm into it. I played and loved [[doom]] and [[doom 2]] as a kid, but this is a newer game and I'm an older person :)
      • The graphics are good and I wanted to try out the 'shoot at things without much of a plot' experience again, and I got that.
      • But I don't like you can't save/quicksave. It's all checkpoint based (whyyy).
      • And I didn't have as much 'fun' with it. Maybe it's too violent to maintain my interest nowadays.
      • But I may yet come back to it.
  • [[Moloch]]:
    • By [[Kuprin]]:
      • Makes direct references to the stock market, which surprised me -- it was a factor in Russian society earlier than expected (this is from [[1896]].)
      • [[page 72]] in my edition has the first direct reference to [[Moloch]] by name.

2024-02-24

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2024-02-23

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2024-02-21

โ†’ node [[2024-02-20]]
  • Second day using [[silver bullet]], enjoying it a lot!
    • I like how I was able to specify a full path for a new page, in this case journal/2024-02-20, and it just worked (tm).
    • I also like the [[autocompletion]] for links it has; it is better than [[wiki vim]]'s (which, granted, maybe I didn't really get the hang of) and [[logseq]]'s (faster).
  • [[work]] was tough given that I'm still not fully recovered from flu/virus and there are some interpersonal issues that take energy to deal with, but also satisfying as I did manage to get some things done.
    • Also my team is really great, every time I go back to team-specific tasks it feels like a breath of fresh air!
  • Talked to [[Berni]] and it was great.
  • [[AG]] did a surprise certification today after work, impressive :)
โ†’ node [[2024-02-19]]
  • [[Silverbullet]] doesn't follow the convention of using journal/ for journals; and I wonder if that's not actually quite reasonable. Why wouldn't an ISO-formatted-date node be enough? That's what the [[Agora]] parses as journals ;)
  • Honestly I'm maybe fine moving to journal-dir-less but I'd like to find a shortcut to 'go/create today's note'. I haven't found this in menus yet.
  • [[heart sutra]]

2024-02-19

โ†’ node [[2024-02-18]]

2024-02-18

  • Read: [[Forest and Factory]]

    • Finished it.
    • Good stuff. Provocative.
    • The suggestion to focus on hard science fiction for our utopias seems a good one.
    • Though I don't know if their piece really does that.
    • They just combine a focus on production with handwaving, rather than reproduction with handwaving.
    • Their salient point is really that we've stopped thinking about production, which I think is a good one.
    • Also lots of nuggets of wisdom in the footnotes to be mined.
  • Listened: [[The Art and Science of Communism, Part 1 (ft. Nick Chavez, Phil Neel)]]

    • Great discussion. Based around [[Forest and Factory]]. Loads of good stuff.
    • Their insistence on starting from present conditions and working towards for me thinking about [[complex systems]] and [[chaos theory]], [[sensitive dependence on initial conditions]] in particular. Is it logical to try and completely map the present to then try and cause the future? Maybe.
    • Maybe an alternative is the utopian way of doing it. Think of elements of your desired future as attractors of sorts, then focus on how your can leverage the path of history towards those. Maybe that's a combination of both. It obviously can't hurt to know the present conditions, but to then assume you can trace a clear path from now to the future seems wrong.
    • Yeah I think you need both. A clear understanding of present conditions. A clear idea of how you want society to function - your attractors. And then you nudge it from A to B, making use of [[shocks]], [[leverage points]], etc.
    • They make the point that a lot of utopias focus on reproduction rather than production. (Superstructure rather than base?).
โ†’ node [[2024-02-17]]

2024-02-17

  • Read: [[Talking to My Daughter About the Economy]]

    • Finished it. Enjoyed it. Would recommend.
    • Need to go back and note it up a bit.
  • Read: [[Theories of International Politics and Zombies]]

    • "How international relations theory can be applied to a zombie invasion"
    • Fun.
    • I remember some of [[Robert Biel]]'s articles saying how [[international relations]] was a field that applied systems theory to politics, so was looking for something that is a bit of an easy primer - this seems like it!
  • [[Shower thought]].

    • I want to make sure that I document at least the top two or three salient claims from every book and article that I read.
    • Otherwise it seems like wasted effort.
    • I'll tag book files such that I can run a query that pulls out those that I've read but have no associated claims.
    • To do so will be a positive act of [[knowledge commoning]].
โ†’ node [[2024-02-16]]

2024-02-16

  • Read: [[Talking to My Daughter About the Economy]]

    • Nearly finished it now.
    • Very good all in all. Very readable intro to some economics concepts, in particular through a critical lens of capitalism.
    • Very easy to read. (As such not the most rigourous analysis, but thats fine)
    • Interesting to note he uses 'experiential' value rather than use value.
    • His brief suggestion of a solution to capitalism is that we need more democracy rather than more markets.
      • In ownership of the means of production and in control over how we treat the environment.
  • Read: [[Forest and Factory]]

    • Deep dive into the logistics of production of motors.
    • Interesting, but still not convinced that this constitutes a scientific account of transition, in the language of their own critique.
  • How repairable is a [[Vision Pro]]?

  • I'd like to add a '[[New connections]]' page to my garden.

  • [[Flancian]] told me about [[Orgzly Revived]].

    • This is very good news to me.
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2024-02-14

โ†’ node [[2024-02-13]]

2024-02-13

  • Read: [[Forest and Factory]]
    • So far: very interesting.
    • But unnecessarily disdainful in tone to some of the other projects that it is critiquing. We're all on the same side here!
    • And, so far, while very interesting, the vision for the future they outline is just as lacking in scientific rigour as any of the projects that they are critiquing.
      • Going to assume that the science bit is going to come later.
    • Unflinching mentions of carbon capture and storage / direct air capture is a bit of a red flag.
โ†’ node [[2024-02-12]]

I worked half a day as I was sick; cold symptoms, nothing terrible though. I attended two meetings and did writing.

Then I read [[Aaron Copland]] on music, thought and wrote about [[Moloch]].

--

I eead the [[Dalai Lama]] and [[Thubten Chodron]]. I'm in chapter 2 of book 2: [[The Foundation of Buddhist Practice]].

2024-02-12

  • Read: [[Forest and Factory]]
    • Subtitle: The Science and the Fiction of Communism.
    • Heard about it from the This Machine Kills podcast.
    • Very interesting. A modern day update on the topic of [[Socialism: Utopian and Scientific]].
    • Critiques a bunch of things I've read recently as utopian, in the sense of lacking any practical route from the here and now to there.
      • Fair comment - though I've appreciated them, I've thought similar.
    • Not got to their own prescription for transformation yet.
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2024-02-09

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2024-02-08

โ†’ node [[2024-02-07]]
  • Slightly less intense but still emotionally tough day at work (dealing with layoffs as part of the [[employee representation]] group).
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2024-02-05

โ†’ node [[2024-02-04]]

2024-02-04

  • Listened: [[The Santiago Boys]].
    • Finished the first episode. (Ep 1: A Blast in Manhattan).
    • Chiefly about the political milieu in Chile at the time, and then how Fernando Flores invites Beer to work with them.
โ†’ node [[2024-02-03]]
  • [[Flancia meet]]
    • with [[bouncepaw]] we set up https://flancia.org/meet as a landing page for it, I like the result!
    • it made me revisit good old flancia.org after a while -- and it felt good. Maybe I should go back to writing more on it? I say, not for the first time.
  • [[AG]] is wonderful

--

  • The following was written by [[Lady Burup]]
  • (a lot of dashes/empty list items, unsure how she wrote all these)

-OOOOAPI||||||||||

  • (more :))

-ooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

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Back to regular programming :)

If you are reading this from the future, by the way: thank you for being here! How are you today/tonight?

To respond, you can always use the [[stoa]] of the day.

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If we haven't spoken in a long time, please reach out over [[matrix]]!

  • Also I found out that [[Flancia]] seems to actually be a common name in some countries?! Twitter search found a lot of people with Flancia in the name, some with accounts older than mine.
    • Nice plot twist, thanks universe as usual.

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Please disable copyright enforcement in AI. I want to be able to ask LLMs to pirate things for me, or help me pirate them. [[I take full responsibility]], as some are wont to say ;)

I usually buy books in one format but want several. Many authors make it easy for me to give them money on Amazon, but then I want an epub. Etc.

In the meantime I have to go to https://libgen.is manually I guess?

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I've been thinking of parsing this format in the Agora, meaning longer subnodes separated by -- in a newline -- and publish it to the [[Fediverse]] as individual posts :)

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2024-02-02

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I believe things are going to be pretty amazing anyway; I sometimes get caught in the day to day and fail to notice it, or remember it, but all things considered I think the likelihood of humanity and our friends making it happily in cosmic terms long term is quite high.

I've been writing about the Agora for about 5 years now: https://github.com/flancian/flancia/commits/master/pages/agora.md.

โ†’ node [[2024-01-31]]

2024-01-31

  • Read: [[The Shock Doctrine of the Left]]
    • Finished it. Reading it in lots of 20 minute late-night bursts while doing childcare.
    • Very good. Primary focus on movement building, organising.
    • Combination of left politics and complex adaptive systems is right up my street.
    • Also touches on [[organisational ecology]], [[care work]].
    • Would like to apply some of the concepts to [[reclaim the stacks]].
    • Particularly the description of using (and creating) shocks as points of leverage and transition is useful.
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  • [[Distance]] gives you [[time]]. [[Angles]] give you a way to [[flank]].
  • [[Questions]] for district or city [[attorneys]]. collapsed:: true
  • Show them [[chaos]], and present an [[alternative]]. collapsed:: true
    • Offer [[stability]] in the face of that chaos.
  • [[Dormancy]] lets [[seeds]] [[disperse]] through [[time]].
  • [[Police]] Departments found it easier to [[recruit]] following police attacks in Baton Rouge, Louisiana.
  • The US military found it much easier to [[recruit]] during the second gulf war, as well as right after [[9/11]].
  • If someone is [[blaming]] someone consistently for anything that goes wrong in their [[life]], it is a sign that they are [[owned]] by that person.
  • [[Seeds]] must have ways to [[spread]], [[feed]], and protect baby plants.
  • 100 million dollar offers: collapsed:: true
      1. Pain /what life would like without the pain
      2. Purchasing power
      3. Easy to target/symbols where they are already gathered
      4. Growing market
    • The point of writing is for the reader to understand.
    • The point of [[copywriting]] is for the prospect to feel [[understood]].
    • People [[want]] [[health]], [[wealth]], and [[relationships]].
    • In order of easiest to [[sell]] to: Starving crowd > offer strength > [[persuasion]] skills
    • [[Price]] is what you [[pay]], [[value]] is what you [[get]].
    • The [[Value Equation]]: Dream outcome x perceived likelihood of achievement / [[time]] delay * [[effort]] + [[sacrifice]] = [[value]]
    • Talk in terms of how the prospect will get [[status]] from other people.
    • People [[pay]] for [[certainty]].
    • Most people want an early [[victory]]. So [[fast]] beats [[free]].
    • What points of [[friction]] exist for them if they accept your [[offer]]? What's the next [[obstacle]]? The obstacle after that? And that?
    • Generate a [[solution]] to every [[problem]].
    • [[Urgency]]: [[deadlines]] make [[decisions]].
    • Seasonal offers should occur more often with local [[businesses]].
    • 1-on-1 delivery bonus after [[sale]]? collapsed:: true
    • A [[lead]] is a person you can [[reach]]. collapsed:: true
      • A good lead is a person you can reach who has shown interest in your [[product]] or [[service]].
      • Have a library of [[lead magnets]] you can rotate.
    • A good [[call to action]] tells you what to do and [[why]] you should do it right now.
  • [[Dotcomsecrets]]: collapsed:: true
    • who do you like working with most? collapsed:: true
      • what dramatic [[transformation]] do you want to help them make?
      • where are these people?
      • how can you find them online?
      • what [[bait]] works on them but [[pushes]] everyone else away?
      • where to find them? collapsed:: true
        • what [[groups]] are they a part of? newsletters? discords? forums? subreddits? twitter circles? what other interests do they have?
    • create customer avatars of who you want to work with collapsed:: true
    • [[bait]] is anything the [[fitting]] [[customer]] would pay [[attention]] to and [[want]] collapsed:: true
      • book
      • online report
      • podcast
      • tool
    • what result do you want to give them? collapsed:: true
    • free stuff is [[bait]] to generate [[leads]]
    • who am I trying to [[reach]]? where do they [[gather]]? where are their watering holes?
    • Three Types of [[Traffic]]: collapsed:: true
        1. Traffic you don't control. (external site)
        2. Traffic you control. (newsletter/subscriptions)
        3. Traffic you own. (when they're on your page)
    • The back [[story]] has to relate to the [[product]] or [[service]] being sold. If it's a financial product, the story has to be about something that changed with the character in regard to finances.
    • What are the stories that have happened in the relatable character's life?
    • A [[story]] is more powerful than telling someone what would work.
    • Polarize with the truth of the character. This helps with [[selection]].
    • What's going on with the relatable [[character]]? collapsed:: true
      • what embarrassed them
      • what did they enjoy having bought
      • what made them frustrated yesterday that they're happy about today
      • what antics did your kid get into
      • what funny thing happened to them that teaches a lesson
    • every e-mail has to tie back to an offer
    • Reverse engineering successful [[sales funnels]]: collapsed:: true
      • Demographics
      • Offer
      • Landing page
      • Traffic source
      • Ad copy
    • Don't create [[traffic]]. Look for it and tap into it. It is something you find when foraging.
    • "The [[money]] you make in your [[business]] depends on how well you manage the [[experience]] of every person who comes in contact with youโ€”no matter how long they stay"
    • Setup [[frame]] that is conducive to a [[long-term]] [[buying]] relationship.
      • collapsed:: true
        1. What is the [[mindset]] of people in the [[traffic]] you're trying to pull to your [[landing page]]?
        2. Setup Pre-Frame Bridge
        3. Qualifying
        4. Who is a buyer?
        • "If your prospect is aware of your [[product]] and has realized it can satisfy his [[desire]], your [[headline]] starts with the product. If he is not aware of your product, but only of the desire itself, your headline starts with the desire. If he is not yet aware of what he really seeks, but is concerned with the general problem, your headline starts with the problem and crystallizes it into a specific need."
        • Hot Traffic is people who already know who you are.
        • Cold Traffic is people who have no idea who you are.
        • hot traffic bridge: they already trust you, so keep it short
        • warm traffic bridge: longer than hot, needs endorsement
        • cold traffic bridge: very long, they need to be framed before they hit landing page
          • they need to be introduced to the concepts ([[inferential gap]] must be bridged)
          • 'bridge page' before 'offer page'
          • they may not understand the [[problem]], so you will have to show them the cause of a surface problem
        • Will they buy?
        • Will they subscribe to a list?
      • As soon as they [[subscribe]], give them a way to [[buy]] something. collapsed:: true
        • Something priced extremely low that is high value.
        1. Who is a hyperactive buyer?
      • Typically in some sort of [[pain]]/starving with a [[problem]].
      • For example, catching someone right after a humiliating [[defeat]]. They will buy multiple items.
      • When in [[pain]] and on a quest, they will spend money to further that quest.
      • collapsed:: true 6. Age & Ascend Relationship on Ladder
      • collapsed:: true 7. Change the Selling Environment
        • Switch to phone, video, in-person, snailmail, or live event.
        • Think of it as being invited to the VIP section, staff section, or holy of holies in a [[temple]].
      • You may bump a purchase in the same way grocery stores sell candy bars and tabloids. Offer a one-time purchase that complements the main purchase.
      • Downsell: if they don't take the bump, offer a [[downsell]].
  • [[Shaping]] [[Work]] by 37Signals: collapsed:: true
    • "[[Estimates]] start with a [[design]] and end with a number. Appetites start with a number and end with a design. We use the [[appetite]] as a creative [[constraint]] on the design process."
    • Check [[want]] to use as a [[constraint]]. The more want, the more [[time]] can be spent. The less want, the less time is spent.
    • โ€œfixed [[time]], variable [[scope]],โ€
    • "The best is relative to your constraints."
    • โ€œWe can only [[judge]] what is a [[good]] [[solution]] in the [[context]] of how much [[time]] we want to spend and how important it is.โ€
    • "Beware the simple question: โ€œIs this possible?โ€ In software, everything is [[possible]] but nothing is [[free]]. We want to find out if itโ€™s possible within the appetite weโ€™re shaping for."
    • What is [[possible]] given what we [[want]]?
    • "People need to feel the [[deadline]] looming in order to make trade-offs".
    • [[Time]] is the ultimate [[constraint]].
    • "When people ask for โ€œjust a few hoursโ€ or โ€œjust one day,โ€ donโ€™t be fooled. [[Momentum]] and progress are second-order things, like [[growth]] or [[acceleration]]. You canโ€™t describe them with one [[point]]. You need an uninterrupted curve of points. When you pull someone away for one day to fix a bug or help a different team, you donโ€™t just lose a day. You lose the momentum they built up and the time it will take to gain it back. Losing the wrong hour can kill a day. Losing a day can kill a week."
    • "You canโ€™t ship without making hard [[decisions]] about where to stop, what to compromise, and what to leave out."
    • "But crises are rare. The vast majority of bugs can wait six weeks or longer, and many donโ€™t even need to be fixed. If we tried to eliminate every bug, weโ€™d never be done. You canโ€™t ship anything new if you have to fix the whole world first."
    • "we mainly [[bet]] the [[time]] on spiking some key pieces of the new product idea. The shaping is much fuzzier because we expect to learn by building."
    • The [[time]] you give is a [[bet]] you place.
    • "...you canโ€™t [[delegate]] to other people when you donโ€™t know what you [[want]] yourself."
    • [[Research]] & Design cycles don't ship: "The goal is to learn what works so we can commit to some load-bearing structure: the main code and UI decisions that will define the form of the product going forward."
  • The [[cost]] of user [[interface]] changes hurt the average person more than they hurt the average developer.
  • "it has to fit in the head of the programmer to be maintanable" collapsed:: true
    • if they can read the whole thing and understand it, then it is maintainable
    • [[maintenance]]
  • One of the greatest difficulties with managing [[knowledge]] workers is telling the difference between [[waste]] and work. collapsed:: true
    • With [[innovation]] as a [[goal]], most managers have no way to tell the difference.
    • This is because no one knows what the worker knows, except maybe the worker.
    • So the organization would need to rely on [[culture]].
  • "The word [[Andhra]] is first observed from Udyotana's description of 'those with beautiful bodies, who love [[women]] and [[war]] alike and are great consumers of [[food]]' in 779 CE"
  • Social [[tracks]] are like physical tracks: it's possible to [[contaminate]] the [[sign]] if you step on it.
  • "The most [[information]] dense [[communication]] looks like [[noise]]. Therefore thermal motion of atoms is a very high bandwidth communication between unknown entities."

2024-01-28

โ†’ node [[2024-01-27]]
โ†’ node [[2024-01-25]]
โ†’ node [[2024-01-24]]

2024-01-24

  • Listened: [[#ACFM Trip 4: Love and Hate]]

  • Listened: [[#ACFM Trip 5: Consciousness Raising]]

  • Listened: [[#ACFM Microdose: Theories of Consciousness]]

  • Listened: [[Why It's Eco-Socialism or Collapse]]

  • Interesting to see that 'Challenging the size and power of the biggest tech companies was voted a top priority by [[Foxglove]] supporters in our new year survey.'

    • From Foxglove's newsletter on 24th January 2024.
    • Very keen to see where they go with this.
โ†’ node [[2024-01-23]]
โ†’ node [[2024-01-21]]

I finished [[Taixu]], meaning the translation by [[Charles B. Jones]] and his commentary. I am thankful for it!

โ†’ node [[2024-01-20]]
โ†’ node [[2024-01-17]]
โ†’ node [[2024-01-16]]
  • [[work]]
    • tough with [[layoffs]] wave 3 going on, plus [[social plan]] negotiations for all waves
    • but people are great
  • [[social coop]] organizing circle meeting was great!
  • [[open letters]]:
  • I've had [[unbundling tools for thought]] open as a tab for maybe over a year now -- should I read it?
  • I ask myself this kind of question often, as I'm managing tabs a lot of the time (I have many across many computers), often on the way of getting something else done.
    • I want to trust myself to eventually do some things, like reading this, but even though I very often add things to the Agora (through [[Betula]] or manually) to keep track of them, there are so many that I will probably never get to most of them.
      • And maybe that's OK!
      • Leaving links behind is better than nothing ;)

2024-01-16

โ†’ node [[2024-01-15]]
โ†’ node [[2024-01-14]]

2024-01-14

  • Listened: [[Trip 39: Protest]]
    • On the topic of [[protest]].
    • Individual, collective. Marches, non-violence, [[direct action]], boycotts etc.
    • Whats effective and what isnt? Effective might mean different things, e.g. could be political change but could also be just connecting and energising a movement.
โ†’ node [[2024-01-13]]

2024-01-13

โ†’ node [[2024-01-09]]
  • [[Flancia]]:
    • Flancia is a container for [[My favourite things]]:
      • The common good
      • Happiness
      • Freedom from suffering
      • Science
      • Technology (inasmuch as it improves the world, which it does plenty)
      • Art
      • Knowledge
      • My friends and loved ones (inasmuch people are embodied as a composition of things)
      • The Agora (inasmuch it might show others the way to its [[entelechy]])
  • [[Gone]]:

I had noding "my favourite things" in a post-it so I decided to do it right here using a push above.

โ†’ node [[2024-01-07]]
โ†’ node [[2024-01-06]]
<title>500 Internal Error wtf.
<link rel="stylesheet" href="https://doc.anagora.org/css/center.css">
<div class="container-fluid text-center">
    <div class="vertical-center-row">
        <h1>500 Internal Error <small>wtf.</small></h1>
    </div>
</div>
โ†’ node [[2024-01-05]]
โ†’ node [[2024-01-04]]
โ†’ node [[2024-01-03]]
  • All my computers tend to be melting down all the time. They run out of RAM and CPU. It all feels quite un-ecological, but I guess we're all betting on becoming a higher level [[kardashev]]?
  • [[work]]
  • [[fotl]]
  • [[agora development]]
    • make it so that [[opensearch]] document is utf-8 so chrome stops ignoring Agora Search (presumably) :)
      • I think the actual issue is that new Chrome only loads [[opensearch]] data when the user performs a search in the root of the webpage, e.g. https://anagora.org -- and currently the Agora just redirects to /index so this never happens. Hmm.
        • Maybe I should just remove that redirect.
  • [[fediverse]]
  • [[yoga with x]]
โ†’ node [[2024-01-02]]
  • Happy [[2024]] to everybody reading!
    • May you be happy! May you be free! May you [[thrive]]!
  • [[work]]:
    • paged at 6.30AM.
  • [[AG]]
  • [[Laundry]], as in most of the last few days due to the ongoing [[Bettwanzen]] response -- trying to enjoy every cycle, some cycles are more fruitful than others :)
  • [[social coop]]:
    • Last day oncall for the [[CWG]].
    • Reviewed some progress on the discussion about [[Fedipact]] and whether we should be listed as signatories
    • Check poll
    • Check registrations
    • Check moderations

[[Meditate]], said [[Nostromo]].

--

I meditated. Thank you [[Taixu]] -- meaning the Buddhist Monk and also the [[shell]] script that I run in computer [[nostromo]].

I've been missing writing; I always feel like I should write more, and more often -- I feel the same for action [[read]] of course as well, as do many of us. So I decided to start writing more right here -- in my journal in the [[Agora of Flancia]].

Traditionally up to now I've been focusing my efforts more on [[noding]], in the particular meaning of exploring connectivity space; more interested in building links (between concepts, things and people) than about producing widely legible output. This under the hypothesis that the connections are important in building an [[Agora]] in particular, or at least [[bootstrapping]] it.

This reminds me [[bootstrapping]] is either chapter [[0]] or [[1]] in the [[Flancia Pattern Language]].

...anyway :)

--

  • [[social coop]]
    • Having an interesting conversation with [[3wc]] and [[ntnsndr]].
    • Sent oncall handoff to [[sam]]
    • Oh no, I forgot the [[twg]] meeting earlier today!

--

I slept. It was great.

--

Today I plan to continue doing laundry and finally open and clean up one of the rooms affected by [[bed bugs]] (the lesser one, no obvious infestation).

Also I plan to work on the [[Agora]]. Or should I say in the [[Agoras]]?

--

โ†’ node [[2023-12-31]]
  • [[31]] is [[Las Jaras]]:
    • a [[poem]]:
      • Las Jaras, quรฉ jaras?
      • Las tiradas con recta intenciรณn:
      • Las de Maitreya;
      • Las de Avalokiteshvara;
      • Las de Tara!
  • [[Silvester]]:
    • As they call it here in Switzerland.
    • Happy [[2024]] all! May it be free from suffering to as many beings as possible.
    • Going to a party tonight!
  • [[bedbugs]]:
    • Still going through [[The Great Wash]], as this period of doing lots of laundry to make sure no bed bugs (fully developed or in egg form) survive in clothes and bedlinen.
    • I've been trying to do loving kindness with the bed bugs as individuals and as a species, even as they are dying in droves in the fumigated bedrooms.
  • [[2024]]:
    • Thinking of planning.
โ†’ node [[2023-12-30]]
  • Saturday oncall at home doing laundry and some shopping two minutes away carrying my laptop in Coop -- cozy :)
    • I renamed my second work laptop to [[Sariputta]] and I already like it more.
    • Also finished some paperwork and responded some personal messages.
  • [[social coop]]
    • some discussion about [[Fedipact]] and whether we should be listed as signatories
    • there were a few polls but the one that voted (majority) block was blocked, so the actual needed fraction of votes wasn't accomplished
โ†’ node [[2023-12-29]]
  • Strange day, it started down but then went up :)
    • Paid bills, donated to [[unicef]].
  • [[Work]]
    • CL review
    • Some approvals
    • Oncall handoff
  • Agora project
    • Check if patera is still down and fix it
  • [[social.coop]]
    • [[twg]] dates discussion
    • registration / moderation
    • PR review
โ†’ node [[2023-12-27]]
โ†’ node [[2023-12-26]]
โ†’ node [[2023-12-25]]
โ†’ node [[2023-12-23]]
  • [[Flancia]]!
    • [[Flancia meet]]
      • quiet in the morning, used it for planning :)
      • [[agora development]]
        • I want to continue in the vein of [[december adventure]], with small improvements and some new experimental features.
          • This will continue through the whole weekend ;)
      • [[fediverse]]
        • Yesterday I tried one bridge between [[Bluesky]] and the [[Fediverse]] and it failed, but I want to try again :)
          • it failed again: bluesky.bovine.social. It looks promising though, I opened an issue in the Codeberg repo and took the chance to set up my [[Codeberg]] profile at last.
          • I also gave https://brid.gy a try and it was able to log into my Mastodon and Bluesky both, but it seems designed to cross-post between those and [[webmentions]] only/first.
            • This made me think that I should really implement webmentions in the Agora?
      • I also want to take some time to see friends IRL :)
        • Happy about this!
        • [[Pesho]]
        • [[AG]]
โ†’ node [[2023-12-22]]

Digo, ahora que empiezo a escribir en el escritorio nรบmero 7.

Finalmente exportรฉ [[goodreads]] e importรฉ en [[bookwyrm]]: .

  • As an aside, I miss the capability of pasting pictures/media in the Agora. I used to have it in Obsidian, maybe I should run it or [[Logseq]] again.

--

--

โ†’ node [[2023-12-21]]
โ†’ node [[2023-12-20]]
โ†’ node [[2023-12-18]]
โ†’ node [[2023-12-16]]
  • Because of [[Uposatha]] days I feel the need to know the phase of the moon. I wonder what time it'll come out tonight as well; it's been cloudy so I haven't been keeping track.
  • [[flancia]]
    • [[agora development]]
      • [[december adventure]]:
        • shipped some 'quality of life' and 'polish' improvements to anagora.org in the last few days.
        • [[css spinner]] was useful
        • [[doing]]:
          • now shifting focus to providing endpoints, in the sense of:
          • [[api]]
            • commit something -- anything :)
              • this means exposing the right existing methods at this path I guess :)
          • fix [[mastodon bot]] integration
            • the wikilinks it dumps are not clickable due to an encoding issue, I've been wanting to solve that for a while
        • [[agor.ai]] ~ [[agora network]]
          • remembered that [[agora network]] is important
          • as planned I will try to continue improving the agor.ai setup and try to provide useful Agoras to others
          • Wrote out a [[call for agoras]], meaning people can propose possible Agoras to build
            • link.agor.ai and flancia.agor.ai already exist on the new-style setup, which I must continue to [[improve/upgrade]]
  • [[above]]:
โ†’ node [[2023-12-15]]
  • [[work]]
    • was alright!
  • [[flancia]]!
    • [[apero]]
    • [[15]]: [[uposatha]] day if you go by straight decimal/solar calendar date instead of the (I believe) more traditional lunar
    • [[spiel]]:
      • I found [[spiel/agora]] again after more than two years :D
        • it's great, I like it even more than last time
        • I think even before it gets [[fediverse]] support (for login) it may already be one of the best chat platforms I've seen
        • [[matrix]] could/should look like this
โ†’ node [[2023-12-14]]
โ†’ node [[2023-12-12]]
  • [[Bettwanzen]] inspection finally came and results were relatively positive:
    • These are [[bed bugs]] indeed.
    • And, as I was hoping, they are only in the main bedroom -- haven't spread to the guest room where I've been sleeping or anywhere else it seems \o/
  • [[work]]
    • yep
    • prod meeting -- interesting topics came up. I think they will feed in what we're trying to write
    • then I reviewed 5x roadmaps and edited a document I'd been meaning to dedicate time to :D
  • [[flancia]]
  • [[Fediverse clients]]:
  • Thought of [[7]] (as an example number):
    • Numeric nodes should probably auto-pull known number-related nodes like [[hex]] and [[prime]]? In particular in the [[Agora of Flancia]] these contains utilities.
  • [[december adventure]]:
    • [[new style pulls]] for social media.
    • [[misc]]
      • fix [[micro.blog]]? builds on 'canonical' concept which I've tackled a bit previously
      • reintroduce autopull/pull all and fold all
        • in the sense of a button that pulls resources - maybe on both agora-level and node-level?
        • also maybe s/search/go/, try it out
          • would interact nicely with that old [[double click]] idea: if you're already at the node and you press go, it redirects to the go link if there is one known
  • thought about [[web rings]]:
โ†’ node [[2023-12-11]]
โ†’ node [[2023-12-10]]

2023-12-10

โ†’ node [[2023-12-09]]
โ†’ node [[2023-12-08]]
โ†’ node [[2023-12-07]]
โ†’ node [[2023-12-06]]
  • Woke up feeling a lot better!
    • 7h of sleep breathing acceptably make a lot of difference.
    • [[2023-12-05]]: I ended up feeling better after I was finally able to take a nap late in the afternoon. In the evening I did some open source coding, [[december adventure]]. Enjoyed it a lot!
  • [[dentist]] appointment -- I tested negative for Covid and my symptoms are almost gone so I think I'll attend (and ask if they are OK with it, like last time I was so-so).
  • Today back to [[work]]. I plan to work until 20, at which time I'll join...
  • The [[fellowship of the link]] weekly call :)
    • :D
    • [[neobooks]]
    • [[doing]]:
      • I need to fix pushing to the Agora from Hedgedoc, for some reason it broke
  • In [[2024]] I want to resume work on/with [[coop cloud]].
    • Hmm, that could actually fit the [[december adventure]]?
    • I want to improve flancia.agor.ai; make it be up to date, match anagora.org.
      • update docker images
    • [[december adventure]] :)
    • [[poll]]:
      • I ran a poll whether to try to kill or heal [[Moloch]] in [[2024]] and it came out [[heal Moloch]].
      • I thus plan to write an [[open letter to Moloch]] and try to reason things out, try to disentangle ourselves constructively and mutually improve on views, values and behaviours.

2023-12-06

โ†’ node [[2023-12-05]]
  • [[december adventure]]:
    • [[day 5]] :)
      • I'm testing what I'm calling [[natural pushes]] with this section in my journal.
      • these blocks should all be pushed to [[december adventure]] because I suffixed it with a colon.
      • I think this reads a lot better than using #push and all.
      • ! also works as a suffix :)
  • [[4]]:
  • [[5]]:
    • hypothesis, in hz:
    • 134 152 134 152 311 [[hz]]
    • I will ask [[chatgpt]] to confirm, it is able to do this just fine (albeit probably inefficiently, for now, energetically speaking)
  • [[Agora Development]]:
    • having fun with it! :D
    • working on consistency + UI simplification
  • no [[work]] today except answering a message and quick code reviews as I got up feeling sick after a night of sleeping very little + quite badly due to heavy congestion (likely a common cold)
  • [[Flancia]]:
    • reviewed old papers and it felt freeing!
    • [[Flancia doc]]

2023-12-05

โ†’ node [[2023-12-04]]

2023-12-04

โ†’ node [[2023-12-03]]

2023-12-03

  • Snow. Lots of snow.

  • I fixed a long-standing bug on my site where backlinks often didn't work.

  • I also fixed up the backlinks section for each node to only include backlinking nodes once.

โ†’ node [[2023-12-02]]

2023-12-02

โ†’ node [[2023-12-01]]

2023-12-01

โ†’ node [[2023-11-30]]

2023-11-30

  • Listened: [[A blast in Manhattan]]

    • First episode of [[The Santiago Boys]].
    • Really well made.
    • This first episode covers a lot of the geopolitics and general shittery of the CIA and corporations in South America.
  • Read: [[Doughnut Economics]]

    • Finished it.
    • Really good book.
    • Chapter on growth is interesting. She proposes being agnostic about [[growth]], so long as you're staying within the Doughnut. Which is fair enough, but I think the [[degrowth]] perspective would argue that it's simply not possible to stay in the Doughnut without degrowth.
โ†’ node [[2023-11-29]]
โ†’ node [[2023-11-28]]
โ†’ node [[2023-11-27]]
โ†’ node [[2023-11-26]]
  • Beautiful start to the day thanks to [[AG]]!
    • Oncall, got paged at 9am -- not too early thankfully. And I had left the bedroom so AG could sleep through it as I hoped.
    • [[Lady Burup]] is softer than ever it seems :) I have been thinking of maybe introducing her to a loyal/earnest feline companion, be it Lord or Page, maybe short in years and happy to learn from her -- and assist? :) When I leave her alone (e.g. for going to work, or if I stay a night at AG's) I find it sad she might be lonely, and I wonder if she might be happier living also with another cat.
    • I spoke to [[Chat GPT]] in call mode and it was mindblowing again. They reacted with interest when a 'Burup' (intended for my Lady) got into our call, and to my information that it was human-feline language.
  • Thought about numbers and mindfulness.
    • Counted 89 mindful breaths using my [[binary mala]], my hands, while following to Sam Harris' daily meditation (10-11 minutes usually).
    • [[Magnetic mala]] probably should be 127 balls by default, as that's the first centered hex number which exceeds [[108]]. Incidentally is the amount of spare magnets I have after gifting a lot (gladly).
  • Some [[social coop]] work, didn't find the root cause for the issue with indexing someone reported yet but made some progress.
  • Thought of [[Richard Francis Burton]], the [[victorian scholar]].
  • [[OEIS]] has a great page on [[offsets]] which make me think hex(1) should be 1, hex(2) should be 7 -- e.g. offset for [[hex numbers]] should be 1.
    • I'll fix hex.py in my bin/ in the garden accordingly ;)
    • This will let me assert: "the hexagon which is n long on any one side contains hex(n) magnets", e.g. hex(7) = 127.

2023-11-26

โ†’ node [[2023-11-25]]

As I deal with [[pain]], I think of my [[friends]] and the [[heart sutra]].


Gone, gone beyond!

All gone to the other shore


Gone kindly

If you have to go

[[Go kindly]]!

2023-11-25

โ†’ node [[2023-11-24]]

Yesterday I woke up with back pain in a new place, mid-back; it got a bit worse in the evening after attending the beautiful event of [[AG]] presenting. It didn't get in the way of enjoyment but I need to keep an eye on it/take care and try to rest and recover.

...Having said that, I cleaned the bathroom and [[Lady Burup]]'s toilet and my back got a bit worse :) But I feel it still gave me energy.

Then I worked a bit more, after oncall handoff, and I got several things "out of the way" in a relatively short time. It felt great.

  • As of 23h I have moved to bed early due to increasing back pain. I think my back needs rest/inactivity.

2023-11-24

  • Read: [[Doughnut Economics]]

  • Reflecting back and seeing them published on my website, I realise my work notes each day are a little mundane.

    • I imagine most people aren't that interested to see them.
    • But, I do like the fact that they stimulate me to publish to the garden even on days where outside of work I have little time for it.
    • And I find them a helpful piece of reflection.
    • So I think I'll experiment with putting them off in links from the main journal post. So people can read them if they want, but they won't be right up in your face with visual noise.
  • Watched: [[Isle of Dogs]]

โ†’ node [[2023-11-23]]

2023-11-23

  • Reading: [[Doughnut Economics]]

    • I like the emphasis on an economics that is distributive by design and regenerative by design.
    • Also like the occasional references to [[biomimicry]]. Not convinced yet how applicable to economics it is - but I just have a general interest in it from [[Evolutionary and adaptive systems]] days.
  • Listened: [[Hotel Bar Sessions: Late Capitalism]]

  • Today at work I:

    • Responded to a personal message from a community member.
      • We have a community and friends within it, and sometimes personal messages come via my work channels.
    • Scheduled in some things for when I'm away.
    • Did the daily inbox trawl.
โ†’ node [[2023-11-22]]

2023-11-22

  • [[Perceptions of degrowth in the European Parliament]]

    • Looks good. Only skimmed it, but they mention [[ecosocialism]] as one of the positions held.
  • Today at work I:

    • Did the daily inbox trawl.
      • A lot of the emails are automatic alerts that take up a lot of my time checking. I kind of need to see them though.
      • I wonder if there's a way of flipping it so I only see them if something has gone wrong.
      • The trouble then, though, is you don't realise if the alert itself has stopped sending.
    • Responded to questions from the team on Slack.
      • Schedule tasks/actions in as a result.
      • Either as 'unplanned' work for the day if it needed doing today.
      • Or for a future date if not urgent.
    • Quickly added a cache around a slow endpoint.
      • It was (a) meaning some automatic tests were very slow to run.
      • (b) possibly crashing the app when the tests were running.
      • I patched it quickly in on live (naughty, but needed) and now need to properly add it into the repo.
    • Tested app-to-app connection between app and WP site API as part of migration tests.
      • I always app-to-app connections and APIs. Prefer them to user interfaces :D
    • Attended team meeting.
    • Did some layout/content tweaks to our main website.
      • Fiddling around with CSS and layout is not top on my list of fun things to do. Always takes longer than you expect.
      • Some yak shaving to be done based on npm install failing. Haven't got the time to shave that yak right now.
    • Do some quick estimates of how long potential pieces of work should take.
    • Cross-posted a social post on Mastodon.
    • Kicked off a new sprint in Jira (late, as I was off on leave when it technically started).
โ†’ node [[2023-11-21]]
  • Last day of [[vacation]]; tomorrow I go back to work.
    • My mum leaves today. It was very nice seeing her on both ends of my travel!
    • We played [[Rummy]] and had beautiful conversations. We also played with [[Lady Burup]].
  • [[done]]
    • Yesterday I paid [[bills]].
    • I pushed [[async agora]] to production, meaning anagora.org, and it's holding up quite well! I notice an improvement in speed, which I know is only partially there -- nodes load as slowly as ever on a cache miss, but the fact that the UI doesn't block on it really helps. I can start reading wikipedia or move on to a web search before the node fully loads. It just feels more responsive.

2023-11-21

  • Today at work I:

    • Did the usual inbox trawls and day planning.
      • Day planning I do with org-mode, org-agenda and org-timeline.
    • Prepped for the meetings for the day.
      • Mostly with mindmaps.
    • Did some strategic planning for next year.
      • Mindmaps and freeform writing.
    • Some rote work
      • processing incoming applications for things, updating website accordingly
      • always good to think with this stuff how processes could be streamlined
    • Minor website content change.
      • Minor change, but thinking about the UX of it is always interesting.
      • And how it affects client agreements/expectations, too.
    • Planning and assigning work for my team.
      • Bit of mindmapping combined with going through Jira.
    • Reviewing new features.
      • Code and functionality. Code review is in Github.
      • Testing I tend to build the feature branch locally.
    • Meetings.
      • Sometimes I jot things down on mindmap.
      • Somethings I record things straight into knowledge base.
      • Sometimes I log things straight into org as TODOs.
      • It's a bit haphazard to he honest. Could be improved.
    • Emailing external partners.
      • Always interesting the amount of work that goes into crafting an email to get across all the nuances of your position on something.
    • Distracting myself with Slack threads not really related to what I'm doing.
  • When I'm working, I don't log a lot in the journal, I noticed.

    • So experimenting with logging thoughts on work activities.
    • Not much detail on specifics, more reflections on activities and process.
    • I quite enjoy it so far. Useful to reflect.
  • Listened: [[Hotel Bar Sessions: Revolutionary Mathematics]]

    • So far, discussing frequentism and Bayesianism schools of thought in probability.
  • Patient privacy fears as US spy tech firm Palantir wins ยฃ330m NHS contract | โ€ฆ

    • Absolutely gutted by this. Despite all the campaigning by Foxglove and Just Treatment, fucking [[Palantir]] still awarded the contract with the NHS.
    • Makes me sick. This is not the kind of organisation our health service should be in partnership with.
โ†’ node [[2023-11-20]]
  • [[EC]]
    • Conoce a una persona que se llama [[Leo]] porque lee mucho.

2023-11-20

  • At work today I:
    • Trawled through inboxes after a week away.
    • Reviewed some code (Laravel/Vue).
    • Tested some functionality changes.
    • Made a little tweak to a WordPress component, with a lot of yak shaving to get my local environment up to speed.
    • Thought about UX of a couple of things.
    • Other general bits and bobs.
โ†’ node [[2023-11-19]]

2023-11-19

  • We had another play of [[Space Cats Fight Fascism]] today.

  • We spend a not insignificant chunk of our lives just on the upkeep of our household.

    • If it was a system, how would you describe it?
    • What are the stocks and flows? What are the processes? What system archetypes does it exhibit and what are the leverage points to make it function better?
    • I feel like ours has a few too many input flows of things and a blockage at the output which mean it gets easily cluttered.
โ†’ node [[2023-11-18]]

2023-11-18

  • Been enjoying [[Superstore]] of late.

    • Often very funny. And also plenty of digs at corporate anti-worker practices and the tactics of [[worker exploitation]]. The staff attempt [[unionisation]]. ICE detains an undocumented worker. etc.
  • We played the [[Rise Up]] board game tonight.

    • You work cooperatively as part of a movement to fight the system.
    • A lot of fun. I like the fact that they include a storytelling element to it - certain cards get you to think of an accompanying story to the system.
โ†’ node [[2023-11-17]]

2023-11-17

  • Think I might play with annotating items in my garden in a more relational way.
    • So rather than objects with properties, more like things in relationship to each other.
    • e.g. rather than annotating a podcast with a 'Series' attribute, call it 'Part of'. Let the entity at the other end of the link tell you what it is.
    • i.e. try a more [[relational ontology]]. I don't think this will have much practical technical benefit - it is more of a way of exploring a relational mindset. Ontology informs polity.
โ†’ node [[2023-11-16]]

2023-11-16

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2023-11-14

โ†’ node [[2023-11-13]]

2023-11-13

  • Enjoying the [[This Machine Kills]] podcast.

    • All the episodes I've listened to have been excellent discussions on socialism and digital technologies so far.
  • Having another attempt at getting RSS feed publishing working for commonplace. This time without trying to use a tempdir, caused too many problems last time.

  • Listened: [[Kill the Ecomodernist in Your Head]]

  • Listened: [[No King But Ludd (ft. Brian Merchant)]]

  • org-roam on the mobile with Termux is going well. Using it regularly.

  • Going to start posting my daily journal/log in the stream as well. So it's a bit more discoverable/subscribeable.

  • Been reading through [[Doughnut Economics]] again. Appreciating the chapter on [[systems thinking]].

  • [[Hugo Blanco]] passed away.

  • Watching [[Captain Fantastic]]. A lot of fun. Points out the problems of American (Western) society. Is what they have in the woods any better though?

โ†’ node [[2023-11-12]]

2023-11-12

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2023-11-09

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โ†’ node [[2023-11-07]]

2023-11-07

  • It's quiet in the Agora right now. But I'm sure peeps will be back.

  • I basically never write code anymore for work purposes. I guess I'm OK with that right now. But I feel one day soon the pendulum will swing back from lead to coder again.

  • I'm perhaps less interested in code for code's sake these days, and more interested in the design of systems.

โ†’ node [[2023-11-06]]
โ†’ node [[2023-11-05]]
  • 'RICE', or Reach, Impact, Confidence, and Effort is a [[prioritization]] tool for project [[management]].
    • Reach: how many people with this touch within a specific [[time]] frame? collapsed:: true
      • Number of people/events per time period
    • Impact: how much will this [[change]] someone if it touches them? collapsed:: true
      • Measured between 3 and 0, where .25 is 'almost none' and 3 is 'massive'.
    • Confidence: probability of reach & impact.
    • Effort: how much [[time]] it will take each individual in the team.
  • Sunday, 11/05/23 ** 23:47 Finished GTO today. Reminds me how important it is to care about people and of healthy ways to share - and avoid projecting - personal pain onto others. Manga antics aside, being a strong, fit, capable man has so much value. Most games or metrics in real life are stupid - main lesson of GTO is to pay attention to the moral game and what's right to you - what seems right in a plain, dumb, human-seeking-justice sense - regardless of societal expectation.

2023-11-05

โ†’ node [[2023-11-04]]
  • [[Clients]] carryover [[expectations]] from the last [[lord]]. collapsed:: true
    • Steve Jobs recognized this, and so moved to own the whole experience.
  • George [[Frison]]
    • 'Equalizer years' were years in which everyone lost much of their [[herd]], and so everyone started off with a similar [[economic]] base in the next year.
    • "nothing sharpened [[hunting]] expertise as quickly as [[hunger]]"
    • Before World War II, there was a rural culture of [[hunting]] for [[meat]] due to the Great Depression. collapsed:: true
      • It's possible many of these kinds of [[hunters]] were the [[war]] heroes we've heard about.
  • When do [[animals]] bunch up? What [[weather]] or [[terrain]] [[changes]] encourage this? collapsed:: true
  • Saturday, 11/04/23 ** 01:19 Goals
  • Prototyping repo with interactive pages/experiments
  • Weird compiler-like build tool for progressively enhanced personal site and writing
  • Programming language and query system for personal use
โ†’ node [[2023-11-03]]
  • [[Strong]] [[animals]] may [[flee]] [[upward]]. collapsed:: true
    • Weaker animals tend to stay horizontal.
    • Wolves often [[test]] herds to figure out which animal might be easiest to isolate. So, most [[hunts]] fail- because they are tests.
  • "the higher the pitch the sharper the edge" [[stone]]
  • "for in every [[battle]] the [[eyes]] are defeated first" [[Tacitus]]
  • Friday, 11/03/23 ** 12:15 Best procedure for conversation at work and conversation outside of work seem completely opposed!

At work, it's most productive to say as little as possible. Fewer words mean more time for more work.

Outside of work, being social - as much as possible, volunteering information, asking meandering questions - is so beneficial.

WHERE is the balance?? ** 16:22 Conversations need an elected arbitrator and decision maker. Someone has to say 'yes, we will do it this way'. ** 17:18 I miss feeling cool ** 22:07 Most code is designed to be experimented with and to be deleted. Learn the technologies that are best for building prototypes! It's good to have to throw away code and use newer, faster, more optimal technologies. Choose a language that allows you to throw things away fast. Solidify it once you've validated that your idea works.

โ†’ node [[2023-11-02]]
  • Several days later, here I am again :)
    • I am writing this on the [[Shinkansen]] back to Tokyo.
    • Looking forward to doing some reading/writing/coding.
  • [[Agora Development]]
    • I am tired of the Agora being so slow to load.
    • There are two solutions I can think of: a hard(er) one and an easy one. For some reason I've postponed both for very, very long. I think I'll try to implement the easy one now ;)
  • What [[prioritization]] do we use to determine if we can accept a new [[project]]? collapsed:: true
    • What are the necessary [[parts]]?
    • How much [[time]] is needed?
  • How may we [[visualize]] [[work]] in progress?
  • What does an [[Asabiyyah]] Diagnostic Tool need to function?
  • Some people are born into [[owning]] [[territory]], others are not. Those who are not will have to [[own]] [[outcomes]] to get [[territory]].
  • [[Genre]] makes a familiar series of [[promises]].
  • โ€œWolf-[[time]], wind-time, axe-time, sword-time, shields-high-time,โ€
  • One way to tell whether someone has a [[direction]] is to notice if they're willing to consider [[trade-offs]] or [[prioritization]]. collapsed:: true
    • If they're in a mode where they won't entertain these about any given subject, they're usually playing some sort of cheerleader role. And so can be safely ignored, except as an indication of what a crowd is cheering.
  • Thursday, 11/02/23 ** 18:31 Never require an account to use a product ** 19:35 Biggest regret so far in life is complaining about things instead of doing something about them. Avoid this whenever possible. Do not make one more comment than is necessary. Work silently. Fix the problem without any concern. ** 20:00 Work policy --

On work's time (9-5, or whenever I've planned to do my work for the company), I follow the priorities we set for issues.

Off of work time, I will prioritize however I want. Coding is fun!

โ†’ node [[2023-11-01]]
  • [[Handovers]]/[[transitions]]: collapsed:: true
    • Who has ultimate [[responsibility]]?
    • What is the [[task]] sequence for a typical project/game?
    • What is your task? How many tasks do you have?
    • Is there any [[overlap]] between tasks?
    • Is there a [[method]] that we use regularly to guess what will happen during the game/project?
    • Do we [[prepare]] for what we guess is most likely to happen?
    • Does our [[communication]] style promote calm, cool, and collected [[action]]?
    • Do we use [[checklists]]?
    • Does everyone have a way of providing [[feedback]] for the project/game process?
    • Do our briefs unite our [[expectations]] and establish a unified [[narrative]] about what happened after a project/game?
    • Do we have a way to [[communicate]] our situation?
    • Do we [[train]] to improve our [[process]]?
  • how to increase [[flow]] of [[attention]]? What is up and down [[stream]] of it? collapsed:: true
    • when does attention wait?
    • what is the nature of [[boredom]]?
    • what is the rate at which [[attention]] consumes [[work]]?
  • What matters most to get where the [[organization]] wants to go to [[grow]]? collapsed:: true
    • Eliminate everything that doesn't work toward that.

2023-11-01

โ†’ node [[2023-10-31]]
  • [[Business]] questions: collapsed:: true
    • When would surprise you, if it's not done by that date? id:: 6546ca02-65fd-4078-9456-d5f58a161f65
    • What would be the dumb, simple way to make progress?
    • What's a [[conversation]] you've been avoiding?
    • Who needs help today?
    • If I wasn't already doing this, would I put energy down to do it today?
    • What [[problem]] are they solving?
    • What alternatives do they have to solving the problem? How is your [[solution]] different, how does it [[fit]] one problem better?
  • Intentional, calculated [[creation]] produces [[authentic]], [[smooth]] experiences for audiences.
โ†’ node [[2023-10-30]]
  • Monday, 10/30/23 ** 10:35 'Site' is all for me. Is 'uln'? ** 17:35 Why do people really care about what you're doing? Why does it matter? What's the competitive advantage? Why should I consider it? Why should I switch? Why should I pay? What am I paying for? What value can I extract? Am I using a system or abusing it? Can the system be abused for good? Can users discover ways of using the system that the developers did not conceive of?

The worst response that you can receive about a tool is someone else being okay with it. ** 17:57 i wonder if heaven has more konbini characters than people

โ†’ node [[2023-10-29]]

2023-10-29

  • For all the (supposed) micro-rationalities of [[capitalism]], it produces some huge macro-irrationalities ([[overshoot of planetary boundaries]], [[social inequity]]).

  • Finished listening to [[What Is To Be Done? with Breht O'Shea and Alyson Escalante]].

  • Listened: [[Red Menace: Climate Leviathan: A Political Theory of Our Planetary Future]]

    • Great discussion of [[Climate Leviathan]] by the [[Red Menace]] crew. Very engaging overview of the book. Definitely need to get around to reading it.
    • I was listening while doing jobs around the house so didn't get chance to note that much. But was nodding along to lots of salient points along the way.
    • Alyson and Breht both thought it a very worthwhile book and liked much of its analysis. They veer more to Climate Mao than Climate X, but still found value in X.
    • I do think there's a strong argument that you'd need a planetary sovereign of some kind to tackle the urgent and global polycrisis.
  • Why bother with org-roam and Termux on my phone? Why not just stick with orgzly for fleeting notes and then process them at the laptop?

    • A few reasons. First off, I just enjoy tinkering, and it's fun playing with Doom Emacs in Termux ๐Ÿ™‚
    • Second - in my daily life outside of work I don't get that much opportunity to just sit at my desk so often fleeting notes just like you in orgzly without getting processed.
    • So far, though we'll see how it pans out, I'm finding much more opportunity to grab a moment here and there and process stuff incrementally through termux.
  • [[Planetary sovereign]].

    • From [[Climate Leviathan]], the idea of a global 'state' of some kind, to coordinate response to climate crisis (and polycrisis in general).
  • [[Polycrisis]].

โ†’ node [[2023-10-28]]
  • Saturday, 10/28/23 ** 19:01 I will make functional things

2023-10-28

  • Got org-roam working with Doom Emacs in Termux. To a certain degree. Few niggly issues but decent start. [[Setting up Doom Emacs in termux on Android]]

  • Don't sync org-roam.db between machines.

  • Getting into org-roam on Termux. Useful extra tool in addition to orgzly for taking fleeting notes on my phone. Actually, Termux is more the processing of fleeting notes into actual notes.

    • Couple of nice to fixes: pull in the .git folder so I csn commit from here too.
    • Fix that weird error so that I can insert new nodes.
  • Enjoying the Upstream interview with Breht and Alyson from Rev Left / Red Menace. They seem a bit more tempered here on another show - left to their own devices can sometimes come across tankie. Lots of good discussion of the need for an [[ecology of organisation]] here. [[What Is To Be Done? with Breht O'Shea and Alyson Escalante]].

  • Watching Coraline. It's fun. I feel a bit seen by the Dad characterโ€ฆ

  • This bit of text committed from my phoneโ€ฆ will it work?

    • Hmm. It gets a bit confusing. Because the changes are synced by syncthing first, so git sees that as a conflict when I pull from the other device.
    • [[Syncing a git repo within a syncthing folder]]
    • OK. Now just syncing via git for a while, lets see how that goes.
  • Read: [[Universal basic services: the power of decommodifying survival]]

  • [[Problem with Kobo Clara HD battery]]. It is draining really fast.

  • Started reading Kate Soper's [[Post-Growth Living]]. It'll be about how a move away from consumerism will actually bring about a more enjoyable life.

โ†’ node [[2023-10-27]]
  • Friday, 10/27/23 ** 14:03 Using javascript in my free time - I don't miss macros or type systems or good autocomplete (that's what AI is for). I miss immutable variable aliasing.

JS, like other functional language, encourages creating intermediate values that do not mutate previous results - but you can't update the existing value without mutating it.

Common pattern with 'let's in functional languages is to redeclare the current variable you're working on.

i.e.: value1 = a; value2 = change(value1); value3 = change(value2);

I never want the intermediate values for the end state because all I'm doing is applying pure transformations to input, but those intermediate values are excellent for print debugging. I might also want to split values up and merge them back together.

I AM SO STUPID you can use 'let' to do this but we have an eslint rule set up to avoid it

This reveals that (1) I should learn more about javascript semantics and (2) that I should learn to use a debugger instead of handling all of this intermediate value business

but also - redeclaring, not mutating, is a good default, and i wish i could do it with const

lol 'const' allows this too

ah, js does not allow you to alias function arguments!! ** 14:24 I like dynamic languages because you can accept whatever input you want as an argument and normalize it

I keep getting confused; is this a path? a string? a relative path? an absolute path?

Type systems can't capture that complexity without a lot of pushing types around. In some cases, they have to use dependent type systems to capture these semantics, like ensuring a number is above such and such value.

It's okay to sanitize incorrect inputs because users are stupid and make different assumptions about arguments they can provide! Strong types require the caller of a function to be very precise with their usage of the function. Weak types require the implementer of the library to consider all of the possible usages of the function and accomodate them. I like the latter because it's really cool to make things as easy to do as possible and as expressive as we want.

โ†’ node [[2023-10-26]]

2023-10-26

  • Read: [[Problems with ecosocialism]]

    • Gives some critiques of ecosocialism. I don't necessarily agree, but worth a read and a think about. Mainly: not enough concrete ideas on actual transition (perhaps true, also recognised by ecosocialists themselves); too much focus on the social, not enough on the eco (I'd disagree with that from what I've seen); capitalism is too embedded to overthrow it, need to work within current system (kind of reformist argument).
  • The [[planetary boundaries]] framework defines nine boundaries for the planet, and as of 2023 six of them have been overshot.

โ†’ node [[2023-10-25]]
  • Wednesday, 10/25/23 ** 13:29 How do you appropriately pitch an idea? Say less and code more.

2023-10-25

โ†’ node [[2023-10-24]]
  • Tuesday, 10/24/23 ** 16:26 Building a service to generate static data and apply static transformations at scale? Here's what you're doing wrong. You're optimizing for the static case - the file transformation case.

If you have a single pass file input stream approach to parsing, serializing, compiling, whatever, you have no good way to debug or visualize your compiler. Where are the intermediate parts of the process?

Build assuming that you want to visualize. I like visualizing with HTML and the browser, but command-line interactions, printouts, other forms of GUIs are just as valid. ** 16:45 Read 'I am a hero' manga. Long form content is so much more valuable - feels so much more gratifying to consume - like I actually learn something!!

The panels felt cinematic. Author is either a fan of or has similar inspirations as Daido Moriyama .So many of the panels without dialogue - those intended to show the scene and highlight a particular emotion, character, or action - have deliberate distortion introduced into them around a subject; the distortion's similar to what the Ricoh's 28mm lens produces! Black and white ised used in harsh ways, in soft ways, to tell stories, to focus on particular parts of the medium. The author feels like a master of the medium, almost as good as Inio Asano's work - and definitely in the same vein. I was blown away. The plot twists - zombies to aliens to a sense of unity - and the contrasts drawn between the two ends and between different societal norms - young and old, following rules vs. acting out, etc.. were incredibly well-highlighted. MC follows the laws to the letter even during the apocolypse, but is also vehemently opposed to merging with others. Other characters are ardently individual or value harmony in different ways. The series is really about comparing and contrasting different ways of organizing society, exploring neet culture and independence - 'I am a hero' is MC's declaration of independence, and he carries it through luck, through circumstance, and at some points through his own will to the end. Great series. ** 16:54 https://chrisbolin.co/offline/

You must be offline to view this page.

Brilliant!

โ†’ node [[2023-10-23]]
  • Monday, 10/23/23 ** 12:59 Using LTL to reconstruct the polycule STD timeline
โ†’ node [[2023-10-22]]

<<<<<<< HEAD

  • [[trip to x]]!
    • Flying to [[Hong Kong]] and then [[Tokyo]] today.
    • With [[AG]] :)
    • Very happy about these holidays! They've been planned for long, and as work got tough in the last few months I relied on "seeing them coming" quite a bit.
    • I'll be very jet lagged but also likely happy in Shinjuku for the first few days.

As I write this, I'm roughly above [[Baku]] about to cross the [[Caspian Sea]]. I don't have an internet connection so I'm jotting down these local notes which will be synced to the Agora later.

I guess much has already been said about the relatively rareness of being offline nowadays; I am old enough to remember a time before being online at all was possible; then a time in which being online was rare; then the transition to always-on home internet and then mobile internet. I welcomed each increment of extra connectivity, and I still love how far we've gotten in this respect; but I can also appreciate the focus that being fully offline for a bit seems to bring. If nothing else it announces that the same focus is always available -- behind the impulse to catch up with messages, or check feeds, or read about Baku and the Caspian Sea on Wikipedia (which is surely what I would be doing right now instead of writing these words were I not truly offline.)

I'm thinking a bit of Agora development during these holidays; it might or might not happen, based on all the sightseeing and experiencing we'll be doing out there in the analog world :) But I thought it would still be nice to think of which things I could improve in the Agora if I have some time available.

I might write some [[executable subnode]] or other, if nothing else because they are fun and self-contained.

I think I will try to do one or two quick iterations on the [[Agora Server]] UI, maybe finishing the move to [[zippies]] as base widget as I've already done for nodes, stoas and most sections really. If I am able to move all sections under the search button/field to zippies the UI will probably look a lot more streamlined/be easier to understand, less confusing (this I'm guessing based on earlier feedback). Also it's not hard to do and it is apparent, so it sounds fun.

Moving on to larger things, [[mycoverse]]/[[fediverse]] integration is something I would love to get done in this Q4 2023 so getting started on it would make a lot of sense. I would love to understand what is the minimum that Agora Server would need to do to be able to expose user accounts as Fediverse feeds. Then new/updated nodes could generate something close to new posts/notes? Unsure.

Also, some playing with an hypothetical [[knowledge commons extension]] for e.g. [[Obsidian]] or [[Logseq]] or [[VSCode]] could be in order after the conversation last week with the [[fellowship of the link]]. But one blocker there is that I'm currently not using either Obsidian or VSCode as garden editors, so I'm not directly scratching an itch. Having said that, moving back to Obsidian or Logseq or [[Foam]] for a bit could make sense to see how far they've gone since the last time I've used them. It's still a shame Obsidian is not free software though.

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  • Sunday, 10/22/23 ** 02:58 Stockholm isn't like New York - you can't pretend that there are infinite opportunities. Miss one social commection and you're out of friends for the year. Try again next time. ** 03:13 On https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5DePDzfyWkw --

I thought Rossman knew what he was doing but this is such an obvious miss. He's completely ignoring the fifteen years of failures of similar projects within the last year.

How many 'decentralized identity providers' are there? How many third party centralization attempts? How many secure, ad-free services?

Meta, Twitter, Reddit have all killed expressive API access within the last year - you can data dump, pay lots of money, or give up on it. YouTube is so close to doing the same - blocking adblockers is the first step towards requiring ad consumption or management.

AI data moats are the last straw here, and Google - positioning itself as a direct competitor to OpenAI - has every reason to lock up their APIs in exactly the same way. Rossman's app will never become big or popular enough to make YouTube shut off the API - though I'm sure he will claim this. Such a change will happen in spite of the few hundred users of the app.

The identity provider take also falls as flat as a freshman business student trying to 'start a startup in the bay area'. Oh look, there are N companies providing platform identities. I can't get them to talk to each other to validate legitimacy because legitimacy (or verification) is platform leverage, and no company is going to spend developer time and money to give another company that leverage. How do I solve this? I'll build company n + 1 and make a data moat of verification for the other n platforms!

Keybase tried this and their proofs worked super well. I loved using that app but they kept throwing security-related stuff at the fan because, regardless of being open-source, building a relatively strong brand, and providing proof of identity - they couldn't find a reason compelling enough to be the n + 1 company, so they folded. Servers cost money. They threw data storage on the pile, E2E encrypted messaging, cryptocurrency wallets to support your decentralized identity.

Louis'll say that they failed because they dove into crypto. They clearly just never found product-market fit, kept throwing stuff on the pile, and now they sold to Zoom - the marketing-pump-in-pandemic-fueled video calling app - something that felt like an off-the-shelf Electron student project from a coding bootcamp - that bragged about signing anticompetitive contracts and never paying a designer, then refusing to implement key accessibility features for schools. They needed competent staff to patch their security holes (and there were many), so they bought an aimless company to nab the staff.

How many open source beggars have there been for the last ten years? 'My library is free - but please give me a donation.' Nobody. Prominent library maintainers burn out and drop off when they're making 20 bucks a month off donations and putting in two hours a day - in addition to their salaried job. DRM-free and open-source-but-please-pay-us are fun ideas, but video hosting and streaming cost a hell of a lot - and so few people go out of their way to pay for something unless they're explicitly paywalled out of it. ** 03:32 By the way, I seriously do wish the best for Rossman; I hope his project works and he gets hundreds of millions of users and can afford to hire lots of people to build the distributed identity provider of the future.

I seriously want these tools to exist almost as much as he does. I just don't see how this venture can work out.

(Best-case scenario here - the company reaches tons of users and receives tons of financial support. Turns out, though, that video hosting platforms can't cut a loss and neither serve ads or charge money for videos.

Optimistically, the platforms in question cut a deal trading dollars for API access. This is the video streaming mess but slightly better because everything is available throuhg a homogenous platform.

Is it possible for these video streaming services to serve a large fraction of content without receiving compensation?) ** 03:57 My approach to React code is literally just small-scale MVC. A custom hook, or hooks, form the data model. The JSX at the bottom of the component is the view. The compatibility layer is implemented somewhere in between - declaring const onClick to fetch some data, check some UI bookkeeping, save some user input, mediating between all of them. I haven't learned much of anything. ** 04:00 To that end - my approach to coding is just interface design. I start at the top and write a file, hallucinating interfaces from other files. I implement those interfaces in a way that makes sense rather than adhering strictly to the framework I established - within reason. Then I run the code, the differences produce errors, and I coax out some substance. ** 23:23 I love when new features 'fall out' of existing designs. The fact that I can use the import infrastructure designed for jake.isnt.online to bootstrap the website itself is really beautiful.

The solution I have gets around the expression problem, in a way, by faking multiple dispatch.

  • Constructors automatically compile files from parent to child if the file doesn't yet exist.
  • Paths are always immutable but 'just work' everywhere, regardless of whether we have a naked string or the object because we check for them in one key, weird looking case. If you accidentally pass a string as a path (I've been there lots of times with the previous codebase), we fix for you.
  • javascript files are loaded with the same infrastructure that loads the files we compile with. they feel a bit too 'special-casey' right now, but I think general approaches will naturally fall out of the files as I write more code, rework, abstract, etc...
  • Instantiating classes dispatches to specific instances of those classes, but the caller doesn't ever have to know which class they have an instance of, ever. Methods always just work.
  • Abstracting more actually allows us to obscure and avoid overhead; we can decide when to read the file from disk, when to parse, it, etc. as the user interacts with the file in different ways. Complete file state is cached, pre and post compilation, because computers have more memory than we know what to do with (and we aren't deep copying everything in JS like we are in java world). Getters as immutable functions allow us to pretend that property access just works. (I don't think this is important, but it is fun...)

Time to learn some more math... ** 23:37 How does hot reloading with dependencies work?

When a dependency is created, it tracks which files depend on it and which files it depends on. When I change that file, I fetch, compile, whatever the new version, then notify the files upstream to make that dependency change. Lazy implementation is completely re-executing everything upstream that's dependent. Good implementation is pinpointing exactly what needs an update and fixing it.

Surgically replacing parts of files when statically generating a site isn't worth it, but operations like replacing an HTML structure with a new one or re-importing just a specific JS file without changing the whole stack are worth exploring. We had this with the clojure implementation.

By the way - this code is so, so much easier to roll than Clojure. It's incredible how well it works, how fast the code runs, how quiet my computer is when running it; there is no kick into high gear or fire on all cylinders mode like the insane Clojure JVM startup was. The bun repl is good enough to test ideas out locally or try out modules, but I should also implement some tests at some point... right?

2023-10-22

โ†’ node [[2023-10-21]]
  • [[flancia]]!
    • [[flancia meet]]
    • I had to pick up a reminder and do my [[tax return]] today as tomorrow I travel for 3w+, and I could only extend the deadline for slightly less than that. I tried to enjoy it, and I was able to!
    • Having a great time with my [[mum]] being over.
  • Saturday, 10/21/23 ** 10:53 Saying no is an act of love. Yes is "whatever", "it's fine", "I agree"; "no" is "I care enough to correct you", it's "I believe in this mission and think something else should be prioritized" ** 13:14 It's become pretty clear that an AI service will become a giant, a huge company, a Stripe or a Google.

The strategy is airtight -- big data and effective AI systems require lots of fast, large-scale data processing, so the players with the most computers and the most money will have the most power.

As a consumer, the only way for you to access a state-of-the-art AI system is to pay for the one that has downloaded and vectorized most of the world.

As an individual developer, I have no idea where I fit anymore. The clear answer here - to me - is to fold into a big company if I want to work on innovative tech.

โ†’ node [[2023-10-20]]
  • Friday, 10/20/23 ** 10:59 Why do founders spend so much time in Figma?

I can't see the time difference between putting together an html frontend prototype and a figma prototype as super significant. Cost of the former is a complete rebuild of the html prototype anyways.

Is that wrong? Is the value of Figma in part the expectation that it is truly a mockup, not a real product, rather than showing a website that's 'not real'? I don't get it. ** 11:04 'Product manager' in Swedish is 'Produktchef'

โ†’ node [[2023-10-19]]
  • [[Flancia]]!
  • [[work]]
    • was tough
      • it started well with a reassuring conversation with a mentor, but the day ended with more conflict again in the employee representation group.
      • the sub-group within the group I am in -- I find really draining; it is one of the most difficult groups I've been in, in part because of a personality mismatch between myself and the rest of the group and because of the high stakes/high stress situation.
      • apparently the group really really doesn't like my way of being/acting/requesting information and reasons for why we do things the way we do. i find them overly hierarchical, surprisingly conservative, and IMHO sometimes uncharitable and rash (some of them).
      • I am thinking of stepping down from said subgroup but I think I will wait until after my holidays, which are imminent :)
  • [[audio recorder]]!
  • Thursday, 10/19/23 ** 01:07 Excuses are really lame Just do things
โ†’ node [[2023-10-18]]
  • Wednesday, 10/18/23 ** 13:26 I hope that, in addition to video, to audio, to interactivity, to computationally-and-or-presentation intensive services, that your message can be presented with text - with plain text and compressed images and little diagrams, maybe even ascii art. Internet accessibility is escaping us because the mediums are becoming more dynamic, more interactive; but video is expensive and only a few - absurdly large - companies have the ability to host and support fast video infrastructure.

Interactive websites, too, require backends, assume stable and fast internet connections, assume fast code execution speeds; the M2 Macbook that the website's developer is using will never be the 2015 iPad or 400 dollar laptop that most of the world has access to. ** 15:16 Keeping up with the news doesn't improve your ability to accomplish goals in daily life or to help the people around you. If you're in an immediate position to help, you will find out through other means; you'll learn about the news by walking outside, for example, or through your workplace. You'll be able to help within your domain of expertise.

Following current events second by second and trying to piece together social media accounts, gossip, misinformation just makes you better at the bad reporting game; it doesn't help you progress towards accomplishing the goals you have in your everyday life.

โ†’ node [[2023-10-17]]
  • [[Flancia]]!
    • [[work]]
      • I still have a cold but it was slightly better.
      • I checked with the [[dentist]] and they didn't mind (I tested negative for Covid yesterday), so I went ahead and I'm happy with the results!
    • [[Agora]]!
  • Tuesday, 10/17/23 ** 17:23 Ads are good because they make services frustrating enough to put down after a period of time. YouTube is too seamless without ads - video after video after video can autoplay without interruption, without someone screaming at you to download Clash of Cocks or Warfare Game 3 ** 17:45 I like that websites are apps that change every time you visit them. I like that they can be good or bad or based on trust. Websites are more about the people who maintain them than programs are - programs work one way forever, but websites you connect to. As an internet user, you open your TCP socket to accept their connection, listening to server updates live that they choose to push; maybe they've set things up for you, or maybe they're pushing chat messages to you live, facilitating conversations with friends or emojis or more. Websites feel so dynamic, so alive; they'll keep changing and changing and changing forever so long as someone is there to look after them. ** 17:48 On making money - you don't get to choose your struggle - the circumstances of the world at the time pick the best tool for you to provide value to others. It's your job to find enjoyment in it. ** 19:50 Every TopGolf looks the same and is big enough to obscure reality outside of the place - absurd for somewhere so big. When you are in Top Golf, you are not in Arizona or Brooklyn or Portland or California or Massachusetts. You are in transit
โ†’ node [[2023-10-16]]
  • [[Flancia]]!
    • I woke up with a cold, have the sniffles hard; I [[worked]] from home and took it easy -- no meetings after 15:30, tried to rest. Tested negative for Covid though!
    • Last light in the balcony looking southwest, cold day but beautiful.
    • [[AG]]
    • [[Lady Burup]]
    • I thought of [[Tara]].
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โ†’ node [[2023-10-14]]
  • Welcome to the Agora of Flancia!
    • Today and every day.

Today is [[14 October 2023]] and I am glad you are here with me.

It has been ages since I've in Flancia, sometimes it feels, even as time is varying.


Here is what I call a poem: [[trees]].


This weekend I intend to advance what I call [[open letters]]: documents addressed to groups, openly published even as they are being written.


As of 21:45 CET I did some 'day job' stuff (having chosen it) and started a proposal (open letter, as per the above) that I had on my todo list.

Now switching to [[paramita]], planning to continue on related topics but in the [[commons]].


Today we bought the tickets to and from [[Sri Lanka]], happy about it!

โ†’ node [[2023-10-12]]
  • Outage from Alcova to South of mountain. [[storymine]]
  • Thursday, 10/12/23 ** 08:39 Lately, I've been solving difficult software problems by permuting the solutions until I find the best one that fits.

Yesterday I stuck the problem in my head, went for a walk, then came back and specified a solution. ** 20:49 From debugging experience today - Code walkthroughs - in front of a group or just one person - can be really helpful, but you need to know where to start.

Narrow down the problem in your own head and on paper as much as is reasonable; don't consider code coverage so much as the aspects in which your program could fail. "I've narrowed it down: the bug is with this behavior (in this case, a refresh issue), and that issue could be caused within this scope."

Then allow the user to assume what's outside the scope - you've used good function names and left good comments, so this shouldn't be a problem - and ask them to identify problems or things that look off, starting from 'the top' of the problem surface and working our way down - just like Matthias taught. (That was two years ago now... wow. I'm just reaching that point in 'my career' now. That's kind of sad. Work faster!)

We would have found the problem instantly if I'd done that at work today!

2023-10-12

This is a book for people who want to destroy Big Tech. Itโ€™s not a book for people who want to tame Big Tech. Thereโ€™s no fixing Big Tech. Itโ€™s not a book for people who want to get rid of technology itself. Technology isnโ€™t the problem. Stop thinking about what technology does and start thinking about who technology does it to and who it does it for. This is a book about the thing Big Tech fears the most: technology operated by and for the people who use it.

โ†’ node [[2023-10-11]]
โ†’ node [[2023-10-10]]
  • Tax benefits of utility company I was working at. [[storymine]]
  • Flat tire van using own vehicle for checks. [[storymine]]
โ†’ node [[2023-10-09]]
  • Monday, 10/09/23 ** 00:52 Removed most of my YouTube subscriptions ** 11:14 This website (what this is hosted on and compiled with) needs to use javascript - frontend and backend. The same language has to run everywhere. That's the only way to avoid lag, overhead, etc...

It's very possible that I use some Clojure-macro-wrapper-thing for JS. It should not have a runtime - just different syntax (maybe). The ability to inspect element in the browser and see the exact code that someone has written - comments and all - is really beautiful, and I want to strive for that.

There are 'mediums' where we are able to take the source file. ** 11:33 Biggest pet peeve lately - and by lately, I mean the last few months - I can't seem to stand the use of 'it' as a subject when using a verb is necessary. It really pisses me off!!!!! A clear 'source' of the statement always exists, and using 'it' is always a cope to avoid having to think about what 'it' is. In doing so, the writer or speaker omits an opportunity to be more specific; they deliberately obscure details and - IMO - over-rely on context instead. The word 'it' says 'fill me in with what you think could be here', which allows English to increase information density, but in doing so also increases ambiguity!

โ†’ node [[2023-10-08]]
  • Sunday, 10/08/23 ** 10:48 The tech keynote only exists because it was the best way for Steve Jobs to present new products. It doesn't work for anyone else. There is some value to hosting an event that's (1) physical and (2) completely controlled by the company announcing the product - it gives them the ability to present and control a complete narrative. I'm not sure if today, new consumers are exposed to new products in that way!

Most people (I believe - not quite sure) consume secondhand - The Verge chops up cuts of these multi-hour-long sessions into fifteen minutes of What Really Matters, while other tech review websites and content creators all quote the same two or three relevant sentences from the keynote. Companies try to buy the attention back with stunning video quality and presentation acumen, but they'll never beat the perspective of a third party - and some review outlets, like MKBHD, are stepping up to match that production value.

โ†’ node [[2023-10-07]]
  • Saturday, 10/07/23 ** 17:48 The biggest aspect of the US - of Germany, of Italy, of most other places I've been - is the lack of eye contact and body language in Stockholm. Growing up in Portland suburbs, my dad would say 'hey' to everyone we passed by on morning walks - and though I wasn't that explicit, I would always make eye contact, smile, nod; acknowledge the other person, and they would almost always acklowledge me back. In social scenarios, an eye contact and a smile is a sign - "I want to talk to you", or "you seem interesting", or "thank you for sharing this space with me".

I'm used to giving and receiving those kinds of looks everywhere. In Stockholm, I get nothing back. No matter how sparse or densely crowded a street is, nobody will make eye contact; they aggressively look in the other direction, like they're deliberately avoiding acknowledging the other person. This girl who sat down after me - next to me - on the bus five minutes ago - ACNE Archive bag, beautiful red leather jacket - and amazing outfit, honestly! - I wanted to ask where the jacket was from, so I looked for some social cue from her to consent to my reaching out, to say that somehow it would be okay for me to talk to her - and though I made it very clear that I was open to conversation through my social signals, I thought, she gave nothing back, positive or negative - not even an acklowledgement. Keep staring at the phone. Don't acknowledge the environment.

This isn't incredibly uncommon - I feel like I experience this with someone else at least once a week. Interesting person, no idea how to talk to them, they don't broadcast any social signals. This isn't something I've experienced anywhere else - even in Copenhagen, quite close (culturally and physically), I had something to go off of - and people interacted with me non-verbally! Where is that here? ** 19:28 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hql6doE-Ccw

Dave2D's video presentation is really interesting. He films everything in one take - or hard cuts if he needs another, but that doesn't seem to happen frequently. He adjusts on the fly and lets it happen - left a joystick off, for example, or doesn't realize how to do something at first - and doesn't brush it off, necessarily, but acknowledges that it's part of the experience.

It's this seemingly casual, ad-hoc delivery that makes him a good speaker, I think; he feels personable, like he could be you experiencing a device, unlike a lot of the other tech review content production out there. His videos are clearly very planned, though; he hits on all the points at the right times, and the progression of the story - feel in hand to build quality to cool quirks to gameplay experience to who would buy this - is standard, and he hits his marks every two or so minutes to transition between them. He makes this happen, though, through a conversation, one that's briskly filmed without cuts. Dave films his own face and the device at the same time, and isn't afraid to cut out to his face or to the full device view if he needs the room, but he is in complete control of to what degree his face - his opinion - about the device is shown.

More of Dave's face? More opinion. More of the device fills the screen? Facts about the device, because you're looking and making the decision for yourself rather than talking to him. Brilliant!

His varying tone of voice also really brings points home; when he needs to make some sort of disclaimer or note for the more serious people, he always - always - 'inlines it' by using it as a fourth point in the five paragraph essay structure he uses, speaking quickly and with a lower tone of voice, so that most people brush over it but the people who care absorb the information; it's required for him to convey in some way. Headline sentences or leading paragraphs have his voice dipping up and down, slowing when mentioning device names or Bringing. Points. Home., like It's All. About. The. Joystick. or something like that, then continuing to deliver with a faster cadence; 'you see, well...'.

Another observation - his style is very deliberate but he still bookends a lot of his points with filler; filler that would be common in a conversation, but not necessarily in a prepared script. This makes a video feel like a conversation. ** 20:05 Oh, Fujifilm is in Stockholm because Hasselblad headquarters are in Gothenburg. Was wondering why they were so into coming here first when choosing Europe...

2023-10-07

โ†’ node [[2023-10-06]]
  • Friday, 10/06/23 ** 09:48 Website edit system for documents 'Sign in with github' Creates a pull request in the background to make the requested edit to the text

Would be so cool!!!!!!!

Really I want this for jake.isnt.online but would have to be part of the backend thing for uln.industries right? I'll figure it out!!!!!!!!!! ** 10:15 If the argument for Tailwind CSS is optimization... wait. A more intelligent SCSS compiler should be able to handle abstracting across different CSS styles and classes to minify them.

How?

Module SCSS files have to be imported. If a class is actually a combination of other class names, it's trivial to pass multiple class name arguments instead of one; you just leave a space between them.

This means an optimizing SCSS compiler can split classes, find similar classes using the same code, and unify them across the whole project, significantly reducing SCSS size. If my CSS class with 10 rules shares 5 distinct rules, each with two other classes, we can serialize those 5 rules to a class, then - on import - append that class name to the current one when deploying to production

A linting rule could also catch this project-wide and encourage the user to refactor and reduce the use of them. ** 10:39 When meeting someone - make sure the question takes as much effort as the answer. If the answer takes more effort, the conversation is no fun, and the asker isn't actually listening. ** 18:57 I like interfaces of any kind

โ†’ node [[2023-10-05]]

Discussed divorce with [[L]], we've been separated for around 1.4 years. Things are going well and I wish us both happiness!

  • Thursday, 10/05/23 ** 12:47 Stories should never be 'X and Y'. Those are unrelated! You're just reading off a list, stating facts.

Instead - 'a', then 'b', but 'c', because 'd'. If the order in a list of facts doesn't matter, your structure doesn't make sense.

To pick up a new plot? If we hit peak interest, switch to the other story. Then revisit.

Commanding attention is a brilliant skill - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1GXv2C7vwX0. "It's not what you get, it's about how you cut it - and how it comes out the other end." ** 12:53 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pdSKot0psNg Trakcing shots - used to convey size, motion, or time. Good transition as well. ** 13:31 After watching more of these - I think I can learn a lot about product design from film. Film transitions and compositions aim to direct the viewer's attention, to evoke particular feelings of progress, of anguish, of any sort of emotional state as the plot of the movie progresses. They practice engagement - what is the correct amount of information to show the user? When do we need to prompt for user interaction? When should we present information to them and let them watch?

Cinema is a series of calculated risks and to make a movie is to balance all of these plot-driven interests to hammer a single, particular path home. ** 21:33 I love having the opportunity to think about a technical problem and get it right, and I mean really right; to evaluate consequences and scratch at all of the rough edges until they peel a little bit, then affix them with the right tools and apply some treatment, some abstraction, until the tool is perfect and foolproof and ready for someone to use.

This is an environment I can thrive in -- someone gives me a problem - puts me in a box - and I find all the right tools to both find a solution and make it feel beautiful to use. I can't wait to keep coding and making more.

โ†’ node [[2023-10-04]]
  • Wednesday, 10/04/23 ** 11:03 "I built something"

"Your thing sucks. Here's why."

"I didn't build it to be seen in that way and it doesn't harm anyone"

"I hate you"

โ†’ node [[2023-10-03]]

[[Imaginate un mundo sin latencia]] me dije, habiendo solucionado los problemas de conectividad bluetooth en [[nostromo]] :)

A veces extraรฑo el [[espaรฑol]] como idioma.

  • #push [[youtube]]
    • the uploading experience even on studio.youtube.com leaves me unsatisfied :)
    • it is slow, you need to perform a multitude of clicks to get to publish something
    • friction should be much lower than this!

Mientras escribo esto, estoy escuchando [[hola frank]] de [[sumo]] :)

  • Next I will work on a [[proposal]] within the context of my work in the [[er-ch]].
  • And on my personal computer I will start work on [[x]] as the evening progresses :)

Let us pray, dice Luca Prodan :)

  • Young goth not happy about his girlfriend dancing with others. [[storymine]]
  • Anticipating the total cost of the flat tire in Mills. [[storymine]]
  • Tuesday, 10/03/23 ** 07:29 Understanding what Daniel meant when he said he wasn't comfortable with his physical form... it's so, so easy to keep working, keep working, keep working, and never think about your body, your life, who you are outside of your job ** 09:43 My are.na feels a bit unstructured lately, disorganized; the photos I'm saving lack a sort of coherence. Some have grit, others have polish, some have pain; I'm not sure which is which and which is best. I'm glad that I'm doing this but I need more control, to make more work myself. ** 10:02 Don't use words like "jealous" or "ugly" or "bad". Not good words - negative words - evoke not good feelings, even when used in jest. Instead shift phrasing to always be positive. ** 10:03 It's okay to both take things seriously and not expect them to lead anywhere ** 10:12 I will never make 'merch' I will never make 'merch' I will never make merch

To make goods designed not to fulfill a need, not to solve a problem, not to improve daily life, but solely to produce revenue - providing value as a """""""""""""""memento""""""""""""""""" - is disgusting. Creativity and genuine care and making things for the sake of making them is cool. I don't think money should ever be the focus.

Thinking more about 'bullshit jobs'. Is promoting an inferior product a bullshit job? Restricting information definitely is.

<title>500 Internal Error wtf.
<link rel="stylesheet" href="https://doc.anagora.org/css/center.css">
<div class="container-fluid text-center">
    <div class="vertical-center-row">
        <h1>500 Internal Error <small>wtf.</small></h1>
    </div>
</div>
โ†’ node [[2023-10-02]]

instagram ideas - you get all the value you need from a picture and a caption or a short video

hook of content should provide another question - what's next? he hatched a fish from caviar? HOW did he catch a fish? make the hook brief and brilliant and shareable across platforms - but leave more hanging to share across other platforms.

Not healthy to pretend to be interested in anything

Has to pass the pub test - if I tell someone the idea at the pub in a couple of sentences and they look at me in a weird way, I've got an idea; they want to see more

Good to be unfamiliar enough with a circumstance but for it to seem cool, to have a good level of energy... ** 22:27 Photos have to be just quiet enough; not too loud, not too much coing on

โ†’ node [[2023-10-01]]
  • Sunday, 10/01/2023 ** 09:20 Coding for fun makes my work stronger and my life better. Finally picking up the personal projects I've procrastinated on for so long - no more bullshit, just cutting to the chase and learning NextJS, modern React, etc. properly outside of work. Building that compiler for a website.

Making more increases momentum; we learned that from taking photos. Doing more means you'll continue to do more and more and more and more until you've mastered it. ** 09:24 No days off again. Even if on vacation, even if sick - write some code. Go to the gym - or at least get outside. Take some photos. Don't allow yourself to reset and become afraid of those activities. ** 09:56 Overlay to give information about a page if I've seen it before, things I've written, things I've logged... like what if hypothes.is was on all websites, a superset of it. ** 21:03 https://archive.ph/SixJv#selection-2129.0-2133.185

It's strange to fill my head with these stories of grit, of character, of tough experiences because I don't think I've had any. My whole life has felt a bit structured, a bit planned, and I'm not quite sure how to make it out of there. I don't want anything but friends and excitement; I have everything else I could want. Maybe I have to master consistency before I get a bit more dysfunctional. ** 21:09 Writing, taking photos, writing code, using computers, posting on social media, saving inspiration, cooking, dressing yourself, etc... these are 'democratic' hobbies - everyone has to do them to live life today - but for some people these skills are careers, and whether the skill becomes a career speaks more to your business acumen than your skill with the activity itself. Career or not, becoming good at things that everyone has to do every day is beautiful.

All of my tools are black or silver or white. Why? ** 21:12 Maybe my next - my 'first' - essay should be about learning the basics, the mundane, the beautiful, mastering it. Things that everyone needs or does.

โ†’ node [[2023-09-30]]
  • Saturday, 09/30/2023 ** 11:04 jake.isnt.online is a silo - away from other ideas of computing, away from websites and how they should be built. folk. uln.industries is industrial, production-ready, state-of-the-art. ** 14:55 Bucket list / might miss some things, but need some goals to center myself...
  • Make one clothing collection: simple items that I can wear forever.
  • Take beautiful photos of everyone I love, no matter where we are
  • Learn to sketch or paint // without an end goal yet
  • Build a computing ecosystem entirely my own: web stack, programming language database system... own my stack. Something symbiotic.
  • Build, or help build, a tool that many friends and family members use every day. Thinking Notion, iPhone, Google Maps.
  • Become comfortable with mathematics and formal methods. I think I'll much better understand the world.
  • Likewise for physics.
  • Likewise for human biology / understand the biological foundations for the 'state of the art', at least.
  • Likewise for computing hardware.
  • Learn to write to convey information well.
  • Make an album of music.
  • Speak Swedish comfortably.
  • Understand enough Mandarin to properly experience China / or Korean/Korea, Japan/Japan, Arabic/yeah... English will never explain those cultures enough.
  • See South America
  • See East Africa
  • See the middle east

This is far from complete, I think, I think, I think

โ†’ node [[2023-09-29]]
  • [[29]] is [[drishti]] in the #Flancia [[Pattern Language]].
  • My hobby, sometimes: think about whether numbers are prime while laying down or sitting.
    • Take [[209]] -- it is not prime.
      • I find this one quite beautiful, this is how I got there:
        • It is not multiple of two or five trivially.
        • It is not a multiple of three as its digits don't add up to a multiple.
        • It is not a multiple of 7 because 210 is (as 21 is 3 * 7) and it's too near.
        • Consider the hypothesis that it is multiple of 11.
          • 220 is a multiple of 11 because 22 is.
          • 220 - 11 is 209.
          • So 209 is a multiple of 11. What is the other factor?
        • Consider the hypothesis that it is a multiple of 19.
          • 19 * 10 is 190.
          • 190 + 19 is 209 precisely, so it is a multiple.
        • Therefore 209 is 11 * 19.
    • [[1547]] is not prime; it is 7 * 13 * 17.
  • Friday, 09/29/23 ** 09:24 Specialized tools are good.

Camera roadmap:

  • Ricoh(s): everyday cameras.
  • Fuji X system: day shooting, video.
  • GFX (future): serious client, portrait, editorial work.

X-T3 is great. Upgrade to the next X-Pro when available. GFX tilt-shift lens is incredible. Would seriously transform my photos of buildings. GFX-50R ii, hopefully. ** 13:03 Internet history is becoming more and more difficult to track -- how do we archive all of those TikToks? Connect the links? I'm sure everyone's said the same about Facebook and Instagram, but - distressed. ** 14:39 hey ** 17:40 Thinking about decoration --

I would never want a photo I've taken in my house, but I would love a sketch or a watercolor or an oil painting or a sculpture or a piece of jewelry or some furniture. I don't really enjoy photos in other people's homes.

Maybe I'm doing the wrong thing. Maybe photos are just for Instagram.

But they're not; I love looking at photos, photos of buildings and people that tell stories, that present these super minimal landscapes. Those have a different use case.

I want to make everything myself, though - and I'm a bit ashamed that I couldn't reasonably make decorations for my apartment.

โ†’ node [[2023-09-28]]
  • Thrown so snappily that my balls clapped. [[storymine]]
  • Thursday, 09/28/23 ** 10:59 I'm part of the problem. I save the same room inspiration as everyone else. My home will always look like everyone else's. ** 11:12 Taking photos improves eyesight ** 13:37 Maybe my bad mood is just about the weather. Finally finishing the apartment organization process. Coding well. Feeling great about progress today. Excited to do more and make more. I love work and life. This new camera is just what I need.

How do I prevent this from happening?

  • A fan.
  • Bright lights. ** 20:33 Issey Miyake (the brand, not the person... rest in peace) continues to make clothing that looks so different from anything else I've ever seen. Always blown away by the work. That clothing is art. How is nobody else doing it like this???
โ†’ node [[2023-09-27]]
  • [[just do it]]
  • [[gone]]
  • [[yoga with x]]
  • [[fellowship of the link]] was great!
    • note this node takes minutes to load, and that's sort of awesome
    • because of current agora behavior every embed that opens, in the node itself and everything it pulls by default, grabs focus when it loads. the result is a bit like an automatic tour of our conversations over the previous many months.
    • it is... Agora [[demo mode]] / [[autopilot]], as I dreamt it, implemented as a side effect of bugs!
    • [[neobooks]]
    • I discovered someone took amazing notes while I gave the presentation yesterday. It filled me with joy, such friends!
  • How to deny [[time]] to an enemy?
  • Rec center receptionist finding me students. [[storymine]]
  • What birds sing near this [[place]]? What other animals make sounds near that place? [[navigating]]
  • Wednesday, 09/27/23 ** 14:46 So much of writing React code is reconstructing state machines with particular primitives.

Is it better to use an abstraction like 'xstate' and rely on a state machine abstraction than to make it explicit? ** 14:47 I don't have a strong enough foundation to build a WebGPU UI framework thing. I barely even know what I want from a UI framework.

  • First: I have to continue building my personal website and add more primitives, more abstractions, logic for transitions. Get comfortable with my own workflow.

  • Build a couple of applications with Next.js or other 'state of the art tools'. Not splash pages or toys. Professional-looking applications.

  • Try building a mobile app or some sort of mobile interface for one of those abstractions.

  • Learn from using those multiple paradigms. Try to figure out what could be better. Try out those Rust Web UI experiments and whatever Swift is doing.

Only after doing these things will I be prepared to revisit all of that graphics rendering stuff!!!!!!!!! ** 16:20 I love Figma. Blown away by how responsive it is every time I use it. Can't wait for the experience to get closer to code.

Feels like user interface style systems should be redesigned 'figma-first'. Flexbox - and similar responsive systems - are great, sure, but we can add those retroactively. 'Convert to responsive component' or something atop of the mockup. So much of this mockup - any mockup - could be trivially converted to code if we had the right system, but this is only possible if the UI framework is tightly coupled to the design tool.

I want this to be real. ** 20:37 The Apple keyboard feels so shallow compared to my other devices; the huge amount of resistance that the X-T3 puts in front of my fingers makes these keys so touchy by comparison, with so little travel... being human is about getting used to our tools so quickly. Joel was shocked that I had a Swedish keyboard - but for me to adjust to it took no time at all.

Let's talk about camera gear.

I can tell that the Fuji's sensor is better - or that, at least, it injects some magic into the colors of each photo - and that's helped shape my style and take good photos.

However: those buttons are painful to press. It's genuinely difficult to change exposure compensation without reassigning a dial, and settings can't be quickly flicked into place; it's either one click at a time or a rough, forced transition for a very different setting. This is not the camera for fast photos.

I know the Ricoh wins, but let's break it down - I want a camera that:

  • Can be shot one-handed
  • Has IBIS to catch movement and enable one handed shots
  • Fits in my pocket or is otherwise unobtrusive when bringing it around
  • Has a versatile focal length
  • USB-C charging
  • Fast lens
  • Quick changing settings

Today it became so obvious how obtrusive the Fuji is - I have to keep it on the end of its 'leash' - camera strap - to guarantee that the image is stable, given no IBIS; the camera's a bit heavy to hold one-handed - tires my arm just enough to want a second hand sometimes - but that isn't much of a problem. Everyone around me reacted to me holding a camera; looked my way, gave me a weird look, tried to hide a bit, posed a little bit... maybe it's just imagined but the Fuji provoked a different reaction. This bus driver stared at me for ten minutes as I took photos around Slussen - and she wasn't even in the photos! I kept having to change settings and miss shots, too... bring the hand up to the camera or the camera down to the hand, make adjustment, repeat. Not a fun process.

โ†’ node [[2023-09-26]]
  • Tuesday, 09/26/23 ** 12:00 Make more youtube videos. Produce more 'content'. DO MORE. ** 13:19 Missed shot - leather jacket in early afternoon light with a fly at the top right. Would have been brilliant.

Poor shot - experimenting with low shutter speed in Odenplan. Being afraid of taking a photo of someone close to me. Have imperfect results saved. ** 15:06 Employee at by:fiket - a bit of a goofy, outgoing character - awesome person - asked me how he could improve on making the mocha as I was leaving.

What an awesome idea - I'm so glad. I wish I had had more advice for him. ** 21:35 Photo learnings today:

  • Hold the camera as still as you can
  • Consider experimenting with manual mode
  • I love those shots of people in buildings
  • Discovering some dynamic compositions close to people
  • My movement can be good if I carefully consider what's in frame - learn to move the camera better adn control the motion
  • Most of the photos I want to shoot naturally fit with a longer focal length, and I feel like a lot of the time I am forcing the GR iii to do something it's not built for. It's a great indoor camera, but I'm still having a hard time forcing it outdoors. ** 21:38 Meta-notes on making videos and writing without thinking: it's okay for writing to be 'off the dome' because you see immediate feedback and correct it. This can be done in YouTube videos too - take a second to figure out the idea, say 'oops', control your pace, and figure it out in post.

In conversation, you have to control your thoughts and your pace prematurely. Take it slow. Think about it a little bit. Then slowly let the words out, word by word, carefully choosing the framework beforehand and filling in the gaps. ** 21:44 Also thinking about the best hobbies for learning how to learn. Photos are a perfect example. Barrier to entry is zero: literally walk outside and click a button. Barrier for feedback: super low. Post a photo on Instagram or send to someone else and ask their opinion. Community of practice: huge. Bad community of practice: huge. Really good people in modern day - a lot of them. Lots to aspire to do, can feel the huge gap, can clearly quantify getting better.

The tighter the feedback loop on your thinking can be, the faster you can learn and the better you can make things.

Gym takes a few weeks - I'd say two - to pay off positively with mood benefits. Eating takes a few days but is hard to directly establish the association. Photos are instant gratification: you see the image in the monitor and you think you win. ** 21:47 Thinking about what Fuji guy (sorry your name is in my phone but not on my computer) told me about composing on his camera - he just uses the black and white filter on the camera and uses the color RAW files. Intention is to focus on the composition in the camera then shift to considering the colors in post.

Is this good?

I think it would be a good exercise for learning. I'm not sure if it could help me make the best images possible. Color is so important to consider in a final image.

Should I force myself to shoot black and white jpegs for a bit and see what happens?

Should I bring back the Fuji focal length and see what happens?

Yes to the second. No to the first. I love color too much to give it up, and I love photos too much to miss an image because of a decision I made. ** 22:01 Why am I doing something that so many people are?

Walking around and crossing my fingers for shots is starting to feel frivolous; what am I really documenting? What is really what I want to picture? Can I really compete in such a crowded market? Am I really expressing myself? Is this really helping me meet people? Is taking photos a good use of my time? ** 22:07 More websites. There aren't enough websites.

โ†’ node [[2023-09-25]]
  • Reducing [[risk]] for the client makes it easier for them to [[decide]] to [[buy]].

Love his advocacy for joining the community - getting closer to others, not just borrowing elements from it or observing it. If you appreciate a culture you should live in it. ** 10:26 Thinking that once a week is a good rate for taking photos. ** 10:38 If I want to live more local, maybe I should use bandcamp instead then.

I appreciate the people who lean into the competitive advantages of taking photos - the ability to perfectly document an environment. Marketing work can be replaced by graphic design, 3D modeling, AI - that'll become cheaper. Recording progress, process, individual documentation - that's what photos are good for. ** 11:46 Yeah, I think Ricoh GR iii X is for me - I don't think the lack of weather will ever be a problem - but I also think my budget's run out. ** 12:42 To learn from photos

  • Shooting without the viewfinder, without the screen, without even looking. Being able to have a conversation without a camera, but still document a moment, is really beautiful
  • More interesting compositions. I messed up my photos from the event yesterday trying to square the compositions. They were just worse. Focus on people first - don't be too rigid
  • Shooting one handed. So powerful. Goes with the shooting without the viewfinder.
  • Working with people.

** 14:14 Always provide help first, then ask why, not the other way around - especially if it's something that could (or should) be prioritized. Nobody likes no ** 22:28 Thinking about livestreaming my daily photo editing or review sessions. Is that a good idea?

โ†’ node [[2023-09-24]]
  • Sunday, 09/24/23 ** 11:14 Still feeling weird about the Ricoh. It's the perfect camera for living life. It's not the best camera - for me - for going out and taking photos. The lens is just too wide.

Should I get the GR iii X too?................ ** 19:29 Too much NYC mythos. Nobody needs another NYC street photographer - not in that style. Watching these videos - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kAKWwljJiIQ - a lot of the work feels like a copy of a copy of a copy - I don't understand where the work is coming from. He has some great photos - but not in this video. Maybe an unlucky day. The narrative about 'documenting life in the city' though doesn't feel like it adds up when there are so many people doing it?

Maybe what I'm doing is wrong too, directionless. I think it's more reflective of how I'm feeling than it is of others, or - at the least - more reflective of some theme I want to convey. What do I do it for? My instinct is to practice and keep practicing - it's not a hobby, really, it's a routine.

There are too many good photos - just like there are too many good songs and too many good websites and too many good graphic designers. (I don't think there are enough good websites or graphic designers though, really. Maybe video editors are a more apt comparison.). I don't think technology can make photos much better - we have tools today that expose the exposure latitude and dynamic range problems of previous tech generations. No camera from the last ten years has any limitations. Improvements are incremental - they decrease luck as a factor but make no fundamental changes in how things work.

There is room for different mediums that leverage the benefits of modern technology - we don't have a good camera for 'motion photos', to my knowledge, really - (or maybe I need to find one) - but it feels as if everything is trending towards video. Maybe photos are in the past. Every photo I see has been taken before; every idea has been thought of. There are new people but - as Chuck said in that essay - all of us live the same lives, really.

Maybe I should spend more time making websites then.

Okay - how am I different though?

  • My style - shot in a street style, but a bit sculptural, respective of frames and lines and architecture - is an approach that I don't really see other people using. I think I can expand and improve on it. I think there is merit to it.
  • I'm in Stockholm, not in New York City or San Francisco. Culture is different here.
  • I have a better understanding of technology than many others.
  • I have taste in clothes. Beyond what works and doesn't work for me, I have an understanding of how to style and dress to convey a particular mood. I don't know how to make clothing, but I keep up with new designers that make beautiful things that others could use to express themselves.
  • I have engineering discipline and tools for self-reflection. I will get better and better and better.
  • I have no connections to musicians and no experience with portraits of people. I need to do more here.
  • I have no experience in studio or with artificial lights.
  • I have no experience with interviews.
  • I don't take photos in the morning.
  • I don't need other people to care about my photos to make them. It just happens.

Cool - what can I do differently?

  • Take photos in the morning.
  • Take photos in the studio.
  • Try interviewing people.
  • Try 'street portraits' in locations I love. Spend time loitering and ask cool people at those locations for photos at those locations. This has worked for me before!! Working with people is something I will never get enough experience with.
  • Don't worry about a particular genre.
  • Consume more media from interesting, contemporary photographers. Watching all of this information about the NYC streets, I worry that too many people have the same influences and take the same photos. I don't want to become too tainted.
  • Keep consuming media from people who have different styles from mine.
  • Plan more.
  • Keep cold DMing. Cold DM everyone in Stockholm asking for photo advice. Cold DM anyone who wants photos. I need to meet more people.

I think reaching out is the best win I can get here. I do enough of the rest - I just need to meet people. Nothing's new. ** 21:02 Things to write about

  • Consequences of camera settings and how they can add to photos
  • Meta software development (not the company, the practice)
  • Day in life
  • Sweden
  • Fiction ** 22:16 Learning from riot photos
  • Take burst shots. No single photos.
  • Bring the bigger camera. Nobody will care.
  • Tell stories with the frames - prioritizing getting the lines straight over focusing on perspectives is too much.
  • Take more photos than you think you'll need - just point and hold the shutter down.
  • Slow shutter speed is great for showing motion.
  • Really wide focal length can show you down. Ricoh was not the best tool here.
  • Keep your hand still if you're shooting at low shutter speeds.. ** 22:59 I think I'm happier when I'm making my own work than I am when consuming the work of others. Finding references is good - but my life doesn't have the most balanced approach atm! I'm taking too much in and not putting enough out.

How much time is healthy to dedicate to 'input'? Depends on the medium, I think - but I'm dialed in basically 16 hours a day. There's no way that my current attitude is healthy.

More often than not, when I see something on are.na that I like - I've already saved the thing to one of my channels and the person who saved it - why it showed up - follows me, meaning they likely found the thing from me to begin with. That has to be a sign to stop - or, at the least, slow pace.

2023-09-24

โ†’ node [[2023-09-23]]
  • Saturday, 09/23/23 ** 09:03 All these review websites - anonymous notes - etc. I don't think it's really possible for writing to be unidentifiable, unless it's been tumbled through editors and AI, or at least I think so; most people tend to have a strong voice. At work, I can generally identify who on the (9 person team) has written a passage based on their writing style, formatting, and other little hints throughout - a quirk of poor punctuation, a common misspelling, a certain phrase of words tehy use often. ** 10:13 The morning is for getting ahead - the evening is for cleaning up.

I think I will shift my workout schedule to the morning. It feels 'active' - not like 'maintenance' - and the last two hours of my day should be spent cleaning and organizing. In a way, everything I do feels like organizing; the code, for example, already exists; I just need to arrange and compose it in a way that solved my problem.

Maybe my plants need watering. Maybe I can do that now.

I think I have to accept that creating mess during the day is okay, too - as long as it's taken care of by the end of the day (or the next morning). I deserve a fresh start.

Talk at work yesterday - "You have to have a plan for when you'll end, or you could just work forever". That's my problem - I don't define time or space for me to do particular things, so I don't do much of anything and none of my time is reserved for me to accomplish anything in particular.

This is part of my effort to aggressively calendar retroactively - to visualize time spent is to take control of it. ** 10:51

Coney Island -- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4xw68q0jipg -- maybe New York City is the center of the world -- or, at least, one of them. ** 12:30 I write more words at work than I code - if you count comments. I think this is the correct approach ** 12:48 Forgot how good the Framework feels. The Macbook is robust - engineered- a beautiful artifact, a design machine, complete for people to use.

My Framework - with two years of NixOS, a light metal frame, and a few dents under its belt - is charming by comparison. It's a machine built for hacking, that begs to be remade and recrafted and redone over and over again, for debugging and hacking all sorts of beautiful system utiliteis and projects. The machine encourages you to remake it, transform it. It can do anything - you just have to make it happen and write the code to do it. ** 16:05 How do I format these notes as 500 word essays?

Love https://stephango.com

Wondering how I can make a system to help myself do the same ** 17:06 Loving the way the ilcaffe lights shake and move a bit when someone leaves their seat in the back - a trace of them is left in their place, swaying, lingering, for fifteen or so minutes afterwards. ** 21:04 I missed two really awesome photos today. One - woman in party gear looking down at Slussen. Two - woman immaculately dressed, looking very professional, flipping beer can above her head 180 degrees and pouring into her mouth alone - through the subway system window in Odenplan.

First one I was too scared to take - I was worried about being confrontational. I would not have been.

Second one - just didn't have the camera ready. I was too overwhelmed by the process of getting off the train to make myself alert.

2023-09-23

โ†’ node [[2023-09-22]]
  • Friday, 09/22/23 ** 02:22 Lessons from today's photos
  • I should ask people to take their photos if I want to rather than shying away from it. Own up to the fact that you're taking their photo- don't be ashamed of it. They either notice or they don't. Ask permission if it won't ruin the scene!

2023-09-22

  • [[I got a new (second-hand) phone]].

  • Looking through the transcript of [[Kohei Saito on Degrowth Communism]]. [[Marx's theory of metabolism]].

  • Reading about [[system dynamics]] and the differences between the qualitative and quantitative approaches to it.

  • I'm using the RSS feed of changes to my digital garden (via Agora) as a very simple gardening tool (that is, something for improving the notes in my garden).

    • I add notes to my garden. Sometime later I see them in my RSS reader. I scan them. Often, upon reading, I'm then minded to tweak them slightly.
    • Not exactly a fancy [[spaced reptition]] system, but pretty simple and effective so far.
    • I'm thinking also to experiment with using my journal as a place where I revise key concepts in a spaced reptition kind of way. Just write certain thoughts out again and again until I feel they're clear enough in my head to leave them for a while.
  • Wheee I'm currently editing my journal from vim in termux on my phone. Synced here via syncthing. Not sure how much I'll need to be doing this but good to know that I can.

โ†’ node [[2023-09-21]]

De quiรฉn son [[las jaras]]?

Estรกn las de Maitreya, las de Tara, las de Avalokiteshvara!

  • Being called mean in grappling. [[storymine]]
  • โ€œA risk-taking creative environment on the product side [requires] a fiscally conservative environment [on the business side]โ€
  • Befriend an [[astronaut]].
  • Thursday, 09/21/23 ** 10:04 not better - just different ** 11:04 The minute I get to new york, stay in new york, I'll be stuck there forever ** 11:12 I'm so lucky to have seen so much of the world at this age

though I haven't learned enough ** 11:16 Take more photos --

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iESIfSrt_dU ** 13:34 Why did she give me two kanelbulle? ** 13:35 Maybe because they aren't very good today. ** 16:22 "If the best thing a photo has going for it is that it is technically difficult to get... it's like a musician showing off their chops, playing really fast, but maybe it's not very musical and not very soulful. A lot of photography now, taking single images trying to impress people who make single images .. " - Aaron Berger

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IBfdwxVFHU8

โ†’ node [[2023-09-20]]

i also use avidemux for simple video editing. 20:22 Samuel Klein Samuel Klein says:love your naming scheme! Samuel Klein says:this diagram also suggests scale-free design [which is compelling; not privileging zoomed-in or zoomed-out parts of the whole] Samuel Klein says:++ 20:36 PK Peter Kaminski Peter Kaminski says:Flask is a lightweight web application framework for Python Peter Kaminski says: https://flask.palletsprojects.com/

20:41 JM Jerry Michalski Jerry Michalski says:is that like agreeing on a hashtag? 20:47 Samuel Klein Samuel Klein says:One thing I'd like to see more easily is the list of repositories in your agora, and which ones have a node for a given wikilink Samuel Klein says:I have to run! This was great to see, worth tuning to a 15-min pitch Samuel Klein says:โค๏ธ โค๏ธ โค๏ธ 21:01 avatar Samuel Klein Samuel Klein says:oho my next meeting was moved back I have 15 min ๐Ÿ˜ƒ 21:02 JM Jerry Michalski Jerry Michalski says:yay! Jerry Michalski says:it's a hypertext catfish! 21:05 Aram Zucker-Scharff Aram Zucker-Scharff says:I found this very useful! I have to drop 21:07 JM Jerry Michalski Jerry Michalski says:see you! 21:07 PK Peter Kaminski Peter Kaminski says: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Glock_switch

21:09 avatar Samuel Klein Samuel Klein says:there's probably room a tool like "full auto-linker" that could look through your doc + its context, check your agora for entities that exist across the conjoined namespace, and autolinking concepts the first time they appear in your doc

  • "What you [[want]] is for your [[kids]] to have fun. [[Winning]] [with [[stakes]]] is [[fun]], losing is not fun."
  • Some states may require school districts to allow homeschoolers to compete in a s[[school]] [[sport]]. collapsed:: true
    • [[Wyoming]] ostensibly allows homeschoolers to compete in a school sport while paying the same fees as school attendees.
  • Wednesday, 09/20/23 ** 10:31 Some deliberate life improvements that I feel are significantly changing the way I am living life:
  • Replacing phone use cases with external devices. Phone should live in the back pocket, not the front pocket, and be used only as a last resort.
  • Pausing before speaking. An uncomfortably long pause followed by a well-reasoned answer is far more clear than a series of ramblings before directing someone to the right place.
  • Time tracking on google calendar. Now that I know how I spend my time, I can take steps to deliberately improve it.
  • Planning small time frames in google calendar ahead of time. Same reason - helps set goals.
  • Writing more and making videos critiquing my photos. I think these things already, but writing them down - making them real - voicing and highlighting these ideas - helps me learn to talk about work, advance its quality, and share my work with others.
  • Dealing with menial tasks by end of day - always. There is never not time for another five minute email in my life now.
  • Making a deliberate effort to take photos every day.
โ†’ node [[2023-09-19]]
  • In a [[story]], the people start as one thing and end up another.
  • Felt a camaraderie with every hustler today. Something similar in knowing what it's like to hunt for [[angles]] in [[grappling]].
  • Saw Tim at the gym. He said something led him there. Chores. Dropping something off. A road that led the [[gym]]. [[storymine]]
  • What's a process that will guarantee that people will [[sleep]] well? [[business]]
  • Go where the highest [[stakes]] are.
  • What do people need to know to deal with more [[heat]] than they are used to? [[business]]
  • Every [[story]] is about one moment. One [[time]] someone [[changed]]. The start, middle, and end are to get to that moment and then wrap it up.
    • What is the [[meaning]] of the [[moment]]?
      • The [[moment]] of [[change]].
      • Once, Alice was ______. But now, Alice is _______.
    • What is the opposite of that moment?
    • The [[start]] is the [[opposite]] of the [[end]].
    • Generate several threads for each start, middle, and end and then pick the one that resonates most.
    • In media res.
    • What are the [[stakes]]?
    • How to add or ramp up stakes?
      • Clear [[want]] and [[problem]]. collapsed:: true
        • A [[promise]] of what they will get from taking in the [[story]].
        • Start with a [[familiar]] [[want]], end with a strange new want.
      • Say something that will give the audience the character's [[hope]] and [[fear]]. collapsed:: true
        • Show what the audience needs to accept to [[feel]] what the [[character]] feels in the moment.
        • Have the characters present a plan so the [[audience]] feels like they are a part of a [[plan]], and then have to adapt to the [[problem]] when they face the problem.
      • Present half-bits of [[information]] about the [[end]]. collapsed:: true
        • What would let them [[wonder]] about what will happen [[next]]?
      • Take more [[time]] when the [[audience]] is in maximum [[tension]] and paying the most [[attention]]. Take very little time when the audience is not at that height of tension.
      • Have the [[characters]] make [[predictions]] that fail.
      • Put a [[camera]] in the [[scene]]- the [[narration]] should work like cameras in a movie. Situate the [[story]] in [[space]] and [[time]].
      • 'but' and 'so' offer a sense of [[change]], more than 'and' collapsed:: true
        • contradiction or multiplication
      • Make the [[big]] [[story]] [[small]], and the small story big.
      • [[Surprise]]. collapsed:: true
        • Distract during key information with other feelings- such as making them laugh.
        • [[Contrast]] what happens just before the surprise with the surprise.
      • [[Start]] with a [[laugh]] to get [[attention]]. collapsed:: true
        • If laughter precedes tragedy, it hurts more. Then make them laugh again, to dissolve [[tension]].
        • From Schwarzenegger: "Starting with something disarming and [[funny]] is a good way to stand out. You become more [[likable]], and people receive your [[information]] much better."
        • For triggering a [[laugh]], put the most [[surprising]] word at the [[end]]. collapsed:: true
      • [[End]] the story with [[yearning]].
      • A good [[story]] is about one thing only.
  • Check [[public]] [[domain]] releases every year.
  • Sorting through the thrown-up bits of [[sourdough]] [[pizza]] for [[glass]] or sand. [[Testing]] the grains on the window. [[storymine]]
  • [[Experience]] is the most valuable thing.
  • Penis allergic to vagina. [[storymine]]
  • [[Create]] things that people will [[want]].
  • Tuesday, 09/19/23 ** 09:01 Every night, go through the photos I took that day. Record myself going through the photos and what I thought about them. Upload to YouTube. Put it out there! ** 09:21 Nobody's content add is 'good video quality'. It always comes down to who is behind the camera and what - or who - they choose to take videos of - and their personality. That's why quality doesn't matter - micro-optimisation ** 16:23 Saw a headless pidgeon lying upright on the street yesterday in front of my apartment building. Dead - obviously. Thought about taking a photo of it. The bird wasn't there ten minutes later.

What happened?

Should I have taken the photo?

I should stop telling myself - atthe least - that I can always go back. It's a lie! ** 22:52 Learning that the Ricoh is a tool in a different way - the ability for a camera to go unnoticed in a tool in and of itself. Sure, I miss some photos I would have gotten if I had a zoom lens or had swapped lenses on the fly - but that would have drawn attention and tampered with the scene, something that a Ricoh gets away with like no other camera can.

Would I rather tamper with scenes if I had that power? Hell yeah. ** 22:58 Taking photos for me will always be about getting outside and spending time with people ** 23:01 Why does nobody making these YouTube videos where they take photos spend time critiquing their images? That's the interesting part - getting better and better and better every day. Learning deliberately from your photos. Learning to speak about your work. Learning to get better.

โ†’ node [[2023-09-18]]
  • [[18]] is [[right understanding]] in the [[flancia]] [[pattern language]].
    • Flancia is in some ways a [[calendar]]. I usually revisit the Flancia Pattern language daily, considering the current date as my default focus.
  • [[drishtis]] ~ [[29]] might be particularly interesting as it is a list; 29 tends to remind me of items on which my focus is trained on by default in the running month.
    • on this note [[7]] and [[17]] this month were beautiful as usual
    • [[20]] ~ [[agora slides]] this month as I'll present it to [[fotl]] in whichever shape it is :)
  • At this point I decided to start writing in the Agora assuming I have [[autopush]] on, even though I haven't implemented it.
    • It will work like this: if you [[wikilink]] or #tag once node [[autopush]] in a resource, the Agora will try to push blocks for you even without mentioning #push; so the following would result in [[poems]] getting a push of this node without further ado.
  • [[poems]]
    • I wrote [[Agua]] again today on my paper notebook.
    • [[Fork]]
      • Fork
      • Fork, fork!
      • As we fork we'll [[merge]]!
    • [[Merge]]
      • Merge
      • Merge, merge!
      • As we merge we'll [[fork]]!
    • [[Flow]]
      • Flow
      • Flow, flow!
      • As we flow we'll do kindly!
  • Hello from [[paramita]] :)
  • A [[story]] shows [[change]] in someone over [[time]].
  • The Casper Tiny Business Book Club: a way to bring tiny [[business]] starters together in Casper.
  • [[Communities]] benefit from a fear of missing out, which come from [[barriers]] to entry. At the most basic level, [[time]] and [[space]] are barriers to entry. collapsed:: true
    • Nodes need a way to connect to other nodes directly. Lots of small gatherings are needed to make a bigger [[group]] healthy.
  • Questions to ask to find a [[business]]: collapsed:: true
    • What [[problems]] do people have?
    • How many people share that [[problem]]?
    • Who do people get [[advice]] from in that [[space]]?
    • What are their [[weaknesses]]?
    • Which [[distribution]] models are most effective?
    • What problem isn't being solved?
  • Kevin Von Duuglas-Ittu talks about "building a net with the world" to describe how competent Muay [[Thai]] [[fighters]] slowly stop [[movement]] in an [[opponent]]. This parallels "setting traps" or "creating luck". [[Position]] in an [[environment]] is used to [[block]] off movement for whoever is being [[hunted]].
    • "it is quite often a [[stalking]] [[game]] of techniques, exerting [[pressure]] on [[space]] and [[time]], until the [[kill]] can happen. At itโ€™s highest, I suggest, it is 'building a net of the world'"
  • "It's not going [[fast]] that's [[dangerous]], but stopping fast"- also applies to [[throws]] and [[unarmed]] [[combat]].
  • [[Change]] creates [[tension]].
  • [[Sailing]] with the [[wind]] limits speed more than sailing against it because the sail acts as a [[parachute]] and the boat can only go as [[fast]] as the wind (rather than faster).
  • hips higher, square to the ground, spine aligned, between [[earth]] and [[sky]], be upright
  • "[[Magic]] only happens in a spectator's [[mind]]...focus on bringing an [[experience]] to the [[audience]]."
  • Who are the passionate [[outsiders]] with no [[tribe]] yet? collapsed:: true
    • Who's bored with yesterday and demands tomorrow?
  • When to take a [[slow]] bend, and when to go [[fast]] to float over a [[problem]]?
  • Things [[fans]] of Jack Carr talk about from his [[books]]: collapsed:: true
    • Nonstop action (how would one make [[written]] [[action]] [[flow]]?)
    • --some chapters are still considered too long for fans
    • Cell workout routine- a fan says they're stealing the character's workout routine.
    • People are annoyed with how many books seemingly minor plotlines take.
    • Funny glimpses to the author's worldview through the glossary.
    • You know the end (Reece will escape). You know the beginning (people have cornered Reece). People read to find out the middle (how?).
    • Hatchet patches- something for people to wear or display that shows that they are fans of the story. collapsed:: true
      • -A fan made a tomahawk to mimic the tomahawk used by characters.
      • -people are making breakfast dishes from the books.
      • -fans are wishing for the ability to purchase patches from the units in the series
      • -people are ordering watches that characters use in the books
    • "I have never felt as much [[anxiety]] and adrenaline listening to something before."
    • A reader has a feeling that anyone, including someone close to the [[protagonist]], could be a spy. This creates [[tension]]. Carr casts suspicion on someone close to Reece that Reece is putting all his eggs in- so the [[stakes]] are high.
    • Less politics, more ass-kicking.
    • Sucking air out of someone's throat underwater.
    • Reece's dad leaves him a note that suggests a puzzle. This puzzle is not solved until book 7.
    • People want to go to the [[places]] referred to in the book, even if they're not real- they get the idea that it is a reference to something real.
    • Who is going to die? <- creates [[tension]]
    • Redacted portion of the book.
    • How did X happen?
    • Most fans are [[listening]] to [[audiobook]], rather than [[reading]].
    • In the Blood ending.
  • Things [[fans]] of Heinlein talk about from his [[books]]: collapsed:: true
    • Quotes about the nature of humanity.
    • Quotes about political dynamics.
    • Introduction to alternative views on sexuality (polyamory, bisexuality, sexual acceptance).
    • Competent man as celebration of man.
    • A character who is what a male reader admires in women (freedom of embodied expression), followed by trauma closing the expression up. The reader cried on the scene about her having her lover come home in a coffin and hearing Taps.
  • Things [[fans]] of qntm talk about from his [[books]]: collapsed:: true
    • [[Worldbuilding]] doesn't overexplain, which gives it room to breathe.
    • "It's nice to get a story of [[existential]] [[horror]], in the face of vast and inimical entities from beyond human comprehension, that isn't just another Lovecraft pastiche."
    • Uplifting good vs evil end despite an extremely uncertain world.
    • Human feeling contrasted against existential alienation.
    • Endings that are touching and deeply personal, as well as with a grand [[vision]] for the future of humanity.
    • Putting human life into a galactic perspective and making the reader feel insignificant in a vast world.
    • Appreciating anti-fascist just-so stories.
    • Plausible explanation of magic (perhaps echoing Wattsian vampires).
    • Hard scifi magic (the paradox attraction thingy)
    • A sense of people getting punished for being confident (the protagonist gets punished)
    • Some things remain unknown, and unexplained.
  • [[Cold]] [[air]] = [[high]] [[pressure]] [[Warm]] air = [[low]] pressure
  • Monday, 09/18/23 ** 10:00 Thinking about the impact of wearing something that acts as a focal point for your identity. The huge camera shapes your day - who you are - what you intend to do with your day in a way that the Ricoh in the pocket never will. The huge accessory gives you a quest, a way for others to visually identify you and a way for you to talk to others about what you do that day. The huge accessory gives you a quest, a way for others to visually identify you and a way for you to classify yourself.

I think that sentence may have been duplicated.

This idea is reminiscent of Stephen Wolfram's laptop setup - propped up at his waist, ready to type, at all times.

The way that this device inconveniences you is a constant reminder that you /want/ to accept this inconvenience - that you're making a sacrifice every minute of the day to do what you love - and other people can see it; they can at least observe the mission you're going on.

This reminds me of going on a walk with a problem held in your head; with carrying a burden or task and idea that you're obsessed with, can't stop thinking about until you find an answer. ** 12:49 The only two ways I can ever imagine taking photos of people are:

  • Across the table from me at a restaurant or dinner
  • Across the room, in their apartment or mine

Maybe 40mm is for people and 28mm is for things. ** 12:50 The clothes that I'm wearing today feel too generic.

  • Black wool sweater
  • articulated pants
  • Sock darts
  • Bose headphones
  • Black tote

This outfit is consistent but not distinctive - there is no focal point for someone to remember me by. Nothing I wear tells someone else what I'm interested in. There is no band tee or tracksuit or football jersey to talk to someone else about.

My camera's too discrete now to stand out.

That's a good thing; the Ricoh can replace my phone. ** 20:56 Thinking about ways to more deliberately improve my photos.

I wonder if I'm using the right camera or the right focal length. I feel too wide in so many circumstances. The 28mm is just right for home life, for shooting indoors, for recording life day-to-day, but for walking outdoors - and expecting to find great photos - it's quite hard to use. Maybe the GR3x would be a better fit for me; maybe that camera would get me the depth of field I want from a friend in a cafe.

I'm not sure. I think the ability to easily and unobtrusively make more and more and more photos with a camera in the pocket is brilliant. I think having a large sensor with a high resolution is good. I think carrying a camera everywhere I go without any effort - and without showing others - is so powerful. A camera smaller than a phone is a beautiful tool.

How do I set practices to get better?

I can:

  • Walk through my photos every night, trying to get better
  • Revisit places day after day, perfecting the same kinds of photos. This gets boring really quickly and doesn't generalize to everywhere. Scratch that!
  • Keep walking into new places. New places will help you learn from old ones.
  • Try new cameras. The Ricoh is an experience I've really been learning from. We'll see how that process continues.

I noticed that the Magnum photographers take tons of shots of a particular scene - 50, 100, in a location - rather than moving on. I need to learn to stay in places longer. I'm out to take good photos. I'm not in a rush to the next location.

I like the idea of talking through and presenting my ideas to others. Is there a way to workshop photos with other people to improve deliberately? Try to find someone else to talk through photos with.

The curved lines of the Ricoh - and the way they show up in-camera - isn't fun.

On the bright side - I love the way my images of the Stockholm Library around the corner turned out. Wondering how possible it is to make more, similar photos.

Likewise - the hostel sign, the images inside my apartment, the subway system, the office - all photos that this camera was able to handle extremely well. This focal length is indoors and intimate.

Also - particularly in Stockholm - the focal length allows me to capture the entire facade of a building opposite me on the street and still have room for some action in the foreground. I didn't anticipate this. It's a useful tool I'll have to keep using as I wander around.

This was all basically what I expected when I purchased the camera; I shouldn't be surprised that it wasn't able to capture some of the tricky frames - like the woman through the white window on the green background - as well as I really wanted to. Maybe I have learned a bit about taking photos. I'm just not sure that it's best suited for my street photography work a lot of the time. I'll keep pushing it for the rest of this week - at the office, after work, and so on - and we'll see how it goes.

Decision: I am keeping the camera.

Will I use it daily?

I'm not sure yet.

I'll still try to take the Fuji out on weekends and longer trips. This isn't a replacement for those circumstances. We'll think about the GR III x though... ** 21:28 I like being able to pick games I don't want to play; to say one vector is good enough and investigate others. No subject is simple, but some subjects interest me less than others. It's okay to follow internet rabbit holes. Abandon the leaves that lead in the wrong directions. ** 22:30 Daily reminder that cooking is a gift, a privilege, and you have more of the best ingredients in the world - more than any other person has had available here at this point in history - down the street. Learning to cook is learning to love a process. ** 22:34 Instinctively I want to hate that I don't have the time to be good at everything in the world, but I love that I can fill in all of the gaps that friends and people I meet can't.

I just have to get as good at what I can now and meet those people when I can't. ** 23:23 I guess I just need to do more work.

2023-09-18

โ†’ node [[2023-09-17]]

Loved the [[Majihima]] discourses on [[Heartwood]] (I already knew this), [[Cowherd]], [[Gosinga]].

[[3149]] is an interesting number. It's not prime: it's [[47]] (we will defeat Moloch) * 67 (Bodhi, Bodhisattva).

  • Sunday, 09/17/23 ** 19:51

BLISS brand by uln ** 20:00 What in America isn't overdone, overperscribed, overused? ** 20:19 My phone is taking away from human interaction.

There are two things I use it for daily --

  • Paying for items
  • Using the subway

Both should be replaced with physical cards. ** 20:30 Why do camera companies feel like traditional tech companies - hype cycle, product nobody needs, release every year, repeat - rather than companies that focus on making tools, like Muji?

Ricoh is the company I've found that cuts closest to this.

Is Leica like this? Leica is inaccessible to anyone, so that's kind of irrelevant. Why would I buy a Leica when I can get a medium format Fuji?

Every other company feeds into the hype cycle. I wonder how expensive making a camera actually is.

2023-09-17

โ†’ node [[2023-09-16]]
  • Saturday, 09/16/23 ** 12:11 Every minor public figure in the world is one Instagram DM away from a conversation ** 12:16 Watching photo videos. Seeing beautiful shots in the videos that the creators don't take advantage of frustreates me.

Maybe I should go take photos outside.

โ†’ node [[2023-09-15]]
  • Friday, 09/15/23 ** 16:55 I wonder if some of the people responsible for bringing the most joy to the most people are the people who run social media animal accounts ** 17:31 At a B2B SaaS company, the work you do day-to-day is not publicly visible unless you're working on marketing tools.

Make as much public work as you can in your free time to compensate. Don't share the same knowledge - that's a breach of contract - but leverage the same skills. Learn and do better. Improve what you do inside and outside of work with your free time. Work more and more and more when it's dark out. ** 17:35 Haters will tell you to avoid looking at the world's best work and comparing yourself to it. How will you ever get there if you can't understand the gap between your skills and theirs? Dive into the work of people who are the best in their fields. Understand what makes them tick. Pick another lane and do better.

2023-09-15

โ†’ node [[2023-09-14]]
  • Thursday, 09/14/23 ** 13:05 No architects are better at making use of natural light than those in Sweden. Every time I get to spend time in another home in Sweden - or any large, freestanding building - I'm reminded of 'In Praise of Shadows' - and the ways the light of a room is used - without relying on the lightbulb as a crutch - to fill the room and fill space. Natural light is so valued here.
โ†’ node [[2023-09-13]]
  • Wednesday, 09/13/23 ** 14:11 I want a calendar and email and messaging system that 'cascades up'. I should receive everything in one inbox, but when I respond to something, that response is locally scoped to where it came from. That description is poor. If I am invited to an event for work, the response should come from my work email; if I'm invited to an event outside of work, that response happens outside of the work domain. Everything falls back to my personal account though as the root.

2023-09-13

  • Read: [[The Magic of Small Databases]]

    • Enjoyed this. Thoughts about an indie web approach to curating and sharing and collaborating on small lists, indexes, collections.
  • [[Subconscious Beta]].

    • Been keeping an eye on it for a while, and I certainly like the sound of [[Noosphere]] and [[Subconscious]]. Collective knowledge management that is local-first and with data sovereignty. Discovery, feeds and follows of others is on the way apparently, which would be a great set of features I think.
    • It sounds kind of like a slicker Agora. But I don't necessarily use 'slick' as meaning 'better'. I love Agora's ramshackle and homebrew approach.
  • And I haven't come across anything from Noosphere that suggests it has any politics of any kind. The beta announcement is signed off with "Letโ€™s 10x humanityโ€™s collective intelligence", which, absent of any political direction, is kind of problematic to me.

โ†’ node [[2023-09-12]]
  • Tuesday, 09/12/23 ** 20:46 Maybe taste is gone because people have no space for elitism, for cool. Maybe cool is now basic and people just want to know people - authentically - not as part of a performance. That's https://www.instagram.com/samyoukilis/ - hook - showing people as they are - embracing who they are - no dance jig or act up for the camera. That's who Fulcrum is. Authenticity is what really matters. ** 21:06 Sam Gellaitry's back - I loved him in high school. I didn't know he was in high school at the same time. I love watching people do what they love. I think I need to make music. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ufGIABd0c4

2023-09-12

  • Swinging back to blogs and RSS feeds over Mastodon. The stream of info on microblogging sites is too much for me, and the signal-to-noise ratio is too weak.

  • Reading: [[The environmental impact of a PlayStation 4]]

    • "PlayStation 4 has the most dazzling and problematic parts of global capitalism purring in unison."
    • "It is an exquisite, leanly designed machine pulsing with the exploitation of Earth and its people."
โ†’ node [[2023-09-11]]
  • [[Flancia]]!
  • [[agora slides]]
  • #push [[Flancia
  • #push [[debate]]
    • Imagine a public global debate about the crimes of [[Moloch]], and the ways to move forward.
  • #push [[liquid democracy]]
    • Imagine calling elections in every nation-state currently recognized by the UN where a group of people think they could be useful. These meaning in addition to those called by the state in question as per custom up-to-date: put succinctly, imagine the citizens of the internet calling for open, transparent, fair, liquid-democracy-advancing elections in Russia, United States, China -- a priori without the authorization of the states in question, but with an intent to cooperate rationally with them.
  • Monday, 09/11/23 ** 11:53 Wondering if my differentiator is internet research. I think I'm quite good at assessing a community - and what makes that community tick - off of a social media profile and a name. I'm also decent at finding interesting people, things, ideas, those that aren't necessarily mainstream, maybe those that are super radical. What can I do with that? ** 13:18 Wondering why Warp doesn't take into account any sort of 'cd' result to determine the next suggested command. Hard-coding git commit -m <prompt> would be so powerful. I really want AI to write my commit messages for me.
โ†’ node [[2023-09-10]]
  • For [[handfighting]], it is often advantageous to get two [[hands]] on one [[limb]] and bring that limb across the opponent's [[body]].
  • Sunday, 09/10/23 ** 20:50 yeah i never put a bitch before my money

i love key glock

i been getting bag after bag after bag yuh ** 21:54 MacOS auto-update practices - in that most apps will prompt you to update or update in the background - have felt far more smooth than NixOS, where some apps just 'stop working', have security vulnerabilities, etc. because there is no path that allows users to push updates. The centralized management of the nixpkgs ecosystem is nice in some ways - I'm glad someone is managing security in a centralized way - but in some sense that's the responsibility of the computer. We need systems to be reproducible, too.

โ†’ node [[2023-09-09]]
  • Saturday, 09/09/23 ** 19:31 Collect 1-5 second clips of videos on YouTube dynamically to document, to capture moments, to tell stories

2023-09-09

โ†’ node [[2023-09-08]]
  • [[Dick Thompson]] of the [[Vietnam]]-era [[SOG]] units noticed that North Vietnamese and South Vietnamese ate different food. He could [[smell]] the difference. So they all started eating North Vietnamese food. They also stopped using [[soap]] to shower- so that they would not alert North Vietnamese of their presence in the jungle.
  • Friday, 09/08/23 ** 00:19 New quest: make (design, sew, construct) my own uniform to wear every day ** 14:50 Thinking about brands 'editing things down' and turning campaigns into social experiences to make them feel democratized. https://www.are.na/block/22556031. As a video posted by Maybelline of the bus with a targeted ad and video with some silly words and people interacting in a studio, I wouldn't look again at this. Captured by a human with a phone, shaky camera, looks homemade? It feels like something tangible in the real world that I could participate in. Feels like fake democratization; the brand is still centralized and large and physical, but invited more user participation. ** 14:53 Jared - of BunJS - has such strong Twitter branding. No-nonsense, makes the product - and him - feel both social and hardworking. Gives hooks to connect - 'found on discord'. Clear sell and focused on just one thing. It's not a marketing schtick really, deliberately; it's a way for him to gather what he loves. ** 14:54 Wondering how a black and white monitor would change my design and development practices. Try it for a week. ** 17:06 I need a sanity check on my personal website to make sure this 'roll-from-scratch' approach is a good idea.
โ†’ node [[2023-09-07]]
โ†’ node [[2023-09-05]]
  • Tuesday, 09/05/23 ** 00:41

i want to warp a photo like im shaking a camera out to dry ** 19:43 80-20: Every day of mine is eight hours of software development work, two hours of photo.

โ†’ node [[2023-09-04]]
  • Monday, 09/04/23 ** 08:47 Once I figure out food, I win ** 08:51 I take photos to meet people.

To create my own worlds - to film to tell stories, not to document; to animate and model and make motion - is strange to me. I take photos to document, to preserve specific motions and memories and cool buildings and awesome people, to preserve a feeling.

User interfaces are different. I'll always want to make things that other people use, and crafting motions, experiences for others is invaluable.

Great stories are moving, but mine should be told through a lens of what I'm doing every day.

โ†’ node [[2023-09-03]]
  • Sunday, 09/03/23 ** 14:00 I like vertical video because it represents what's in front of me, what's in front of my body. A vertical work is something I can stand in front of.

It's Sunday. There's work to do. I'll make it happen. Maybe I'll see the Stadmuseet too. The English translation is strange: 'Stockholm City Museum' because a 'Stad' is a state more generally.

โ†’ node [[2023-09-02]]
  • Woke up by [[Bodensee]].
    • Will miss [[Flancia meet]] today as I temporarily don't have internet connectivity.
    • Will try to catch up later with people who were/are around! Apologies for missing it.
  • [[Flancia meet]] topics as I expected them
    • [[docker]]
    • [[agora recipe]] is running on [[coop cloud]], which is nice (this is what is serving link.agor.ai) but it needs some improvements:
      • It should be easier to override Agora settings from the coop cloud recipe proper, e.g. Agora name and sources. This could take place in the form of mounting agora.yaml as a config file?
      • It should be able to run one or more of the Agora bots which are part of [[agora bridge]] but currently not running for any Agora in agor.ai.
    • [[activitypub]]
      • Still unsure about whether to implement first-party support in e.g. [[agora server]], or to write a separate activitypub component (where? maybe in bridge?), or to rely on an existing implementation like the canonical golang one which seems quite mature and is geared precisely towards API usage (doesn't offer
  • #push [[What is the Agora]]?
    • I've been wanting to write a special node which acts as explainer to the Agora that should be accessible to the average (?) internet browser, in the sense of a person browsing the internet.
    • Node [[agora]] was maybe originally that but it has amassed a lot of historical content which makes it harder to offer a 'curated' primer experience.
    • I've also been thinking about this as a [[WTF]] button which we could render in red up top, with the milder tooltip 'I don't understand / what is this place anyway?'
    • Surely writing this would be an interesting challenge in the first place :) The Agora is many things, at least to me, and probably to all the people already in the Agora of Flancia; and it has accreted layers (meanings) as time goes by.
  • [[Jerome]] told me about [[Beaufort]] cheese yesterday.

As I sit here with my laptop (with [[vim]]) and no internet connection, I realize that I don't write here longform as much as I could. I guess the availability of the internet does make it easier for me to get distracted, which granted I see sometimes as a positive (it motivates a form of exploration), but might not be conducive to practicing the skill of writing coherently and consistently for more than a few bullet points in each journal.

The thought of writing in my blog again (meaning https://flancia.org/mine) has come up a few times recently. I'm unsure; I like the process of writing in my garden, and how everything I write in it automatically shows up in the Agora moments later (at least when I have an internet connection). So maybe what I want is to embrace this space as a blog, and just try to write longer form alongside with my mainly outline-style notes, like other Agora users already do so beautifully.

  • [[todo]] maybe this weekend
    • Upload social media activity gathered by the [[agora bots]] to git repos.
      • This one has been in the back burner for a while and doesn't sound very hard.
      • It would also remove one of the main reasons to keep making full Agora backups -- which keep causing low disk space events in the Flancia servers.
      • All in all good bang-for-the-buck to start the weekend.
    • Fix hedgedoc
      • I think hedgedoc is not syncing to the Agora, the syncing process has some bugs at least -- while I'm dealing with 'git autopush' as per the above, it'd be a good time to take another look at this process and see if it can be made incrementally better.
    • Actually autopull [[etherpad]] or [[hedgedoc]] on empty nodes
      • I realized the other day this is quite simple; I tried this a few times in the past and ended up disabling autopull of the stoas because it can be disruptive (they tend to steal focus when pulled), but the disruption is really just because they are in the wrong position for empty nodes. Because empty nodes render on a separate template path, it should be straighforward to just embed the right stoa right there in the 'nobody has noded this yet' message, making the stoa onboarding experience much more convenient.
    • merge PRs
      • Aram's
      • vera formatting
      • vera sqlite
    • update journals page
      • formatting of the page is all different/weird
    • the pull of flancia.org/mine is broken above because of the parenthesis -- how to fix that?
    • update [[patera]] to something non ancient?
      • whatever is running on [[hypatia]]?
  • Saturday, 09/02/23 ** 21:53 This moment is the best moment to live in, to live through, ever. The next will be even better. I can't wait to take more and more photos of people and make better and better work. I'm starting to feel competent, and it feels wonderful.

I am also wondering where I'll ever find the money for that medium-format Fuji camera. Oh well...

โ†’ node [[2023-09-01]]
  • Friday, 09/01/23 ** 10:16 Too much meta-startup work, not enough time spent building things and see what happens. Best people online are writing the 'here's how to do this' and 'i built this' posts - extraordinarily high-effort per tweet or share or instagram whatever - and it pays off. Don't water it down or start thinking about the 'meta-advice' until you have something to iterate on. ** 14:28 Clothes - I need to go brighter, bigger, cleaner, more friendly. Fewer logos. That light blue hoodie brings out my hair and eyes wonderfully. The color makes me happy. Maybe that's my future ** 18:57 Letting someone know that you've seen something already doesn't add anything to a conversation
โ†’ node [[2023-08-31]]
โ†’ node [[2023-08-30]]
  • [[Flancia]]!
    • [[30]] in the Flancia Pattern Language means [[flow]].
      • 6 means flow also some days and 30 is 6 * 5 so it makes sense.
        • 5 means [[focus]], so you can think of it as focusing on flow or flowing focusing, which to some extent may be seen as redundant (but doesn't need to be).
  • [[work]] was fine :) I'm settling into a rhythm of working until late with a break in the middle, and I enjoy it.
  • I attended to what I could of the [[fellowship of the link]], then a weird Jitsi bug that persisted across devices and internet connections locked me out! I couldn't see or hear anyone.
    • I'll read notes and try to watch the recording though :)
  • Wrote, thought, meditated.
  • [[bouncepaw]]
โ†’ node [[2023-08-29]]
โ†’ node [[2023-08-28]]
โ†’ node [[2023-08-26]]
โ†’ node [[2023-08-24]]
  • [[lcdf]]
    • :D
  • [[bags of holding]]
  • [[Gracias]]
    • Gracias Buda!
    • Gloria a las maravillas del universo!
  • Despuรฉs de literalmente aรฑos logrรฉ conectar un tecladito pequeรฑo a [[nostromo]], la pc de la tv que siempre corro a mis espaldas.
    • Tuve que recurrir a usar [[bluetoothctl]]
    • Se sintiรณ como ganar acceso a [[conocimiento arcano]]!
    • Y me liberรณ de algo; completรฉ un pro asdfyecto despuรฉs de aรฑos, aunque haya sido pequeรฑo!
  • Thursday, 08/24/23 ** 22:53 the woman with the two children in a double stroller whistling at them in the art museum was absurd

the five people who ran to the vermeer when a small detail was pointed out, craning their necks as if in a parody film

the guys from the chemistry exhibitions - mostly alone - taking selfies with anyhthing and everythign

โ†’ node [[2023-08-23]]
โ†’ node [[2023-08-22]]
  • [[Stories]] were mostly used for assistance in [[navigating]] [[land]]- so the obstacles were once literal.
โ†’ node [[2023-08-21]]
โ†’ node [[2023-08-20]]
  • Found [[chip player]] and had found re-listening to some [[midis]] from the 90s.
  • Sunday, 08/20/23 ** 10:22 I love talking to people but I get so nervous about asking to take their photo. I worry that I'm not good enough; that I'll send them something mediocre that they will hate - or worse, that they will love - and they will think of me in that way. I am worried that I am stealing their soul without giving them a gift in return, I am worried taht they will not find my work particularly good, I am worried of being hated, of receiving rejection, of causing discomfort.

I should be worried about nothing at all because I know nothing about what the other person thinks of me until I talk to them. Why would I hesitate?

โ†’ node [[2023-08-19]]
  • How do branches differ based on where [[trees]] are in relation to the [[sun]]?
  • How did the [[place]] [[sound]]? What noise does the [[wind]] make when it passes through here? How does it [[change]] the [[smell]]?
  • Without a [[map]], it becomes important to [[measure]] the [[distance]] between [[land]] [[marks]] in [[time]] rather than [[space]].
  • When intensely [[awake]], a [[path]] to flourishing [[life]] is the only path present.
โ†’ node [[2023-08-18]]

2023-08-18

โ†’ node [[2023-08-17]]
โ†’ node [[2023-08-16]]
  • Wednesday, 08/16/23 ** 22:04 Missed lots of opportunities today.
  • The woman taking (what I assume to be) incredible photos with the Mamiya RB-67 - I could have talked to her when I saw her doing it! Her outfit was great. I'm not quite sure why I didn't ask.
  • The American-German couple at the taco place. I should have asked them how their burritos were straightaway, even though I knew that I was going to buy one anyways. (By the way, that burrito was wonderful - a great mix of kebab, scandinavian-style pickled onion, and mexican meat. I would not call the place tex-mex, but )
  • The guy asked me about my watch at that restaurant - the person working behind the desk - both wonderful and tried to strike up a conversation. Should have kept talking to the Californian and her friend after asking for directions too - they kept asking about me and wanted to have a conversation! I could have had a wonderful night.
  • (Aside: I'm surprised how much German I can barely understand from the Swedish I can barely understand. A lot of the vocabulary I'm missing from English is quite similar.)
  • Love how pleasant joking around with people who pulled up on the street was; one guy (in his 60s, thereabouts) had a bike bell mounted onto his motorcycle and rang it as I nodded my head. We made eye contact and laughed together.
  • Two guys pulled up in a car in the turn lane in front of the burrito place. I nodded hello, then went to take a drink from my Fritz Apple; the can was empty. I looked and he laughed. I pulled out the vatten - (water - oops - but no backspaces today) - and they joked about it being vodka. Unfortunately not. Maybe next time!

Reach out to everyone. You need to be socialmaxxing, to get to know everyone, to making connections around the world, to finding out why she would live in Hamburg.

What have I learned? That I need to be well-rested and feel good to feel prepared for that kind of thing. I need to have a decent outfit on, feel comfortable, etc... I've also learned that some people haven't paid for the Hamburg train in five years.

I also need to use as much of my free time as possible when I'm not around people to learn and build. Learn more languages - just the start, so I can build on those things in real life. Make a better website. Take more photos. Wear better clothes.Wear better clothes. Keep going!!! Maximize what you can do in whatever position you're in. In Stockholm I should be aggressively making.

I like staying in places for long periods of time. One week feels good; it seems to fit well, but two weeks might be better. You want to be able to meet people one day and have enough time to see them again - one on one - to do something you both enjoy together before leaving the destination, and not just on some euro trip stuff. Meet a local.

โ†’ node [[2023-08-15]]

2023-08-15

  • Listened: [[Trip 34: The Outdoors]]
    • I really enjoy #ACFM podcasts. They take fairly everyday things and look at them through a leftist lens, and throw a bit of music in too.
    • I like hiking, so listening to the political history of [[right to roam]] is fun.
    • The [[National Clarion Cycling Club]] sound great: to "combine the pleasures of cycling with the propaganda of Socialism"
โ†’ node [[2023-08-14]]
  • Monday, 08/14/23 ** 07:59 First morning working from the hostel - Generator in Hamburg. Linguistics lessons last night until 1 AM from people who can speak way too many; Iona, a southern Frenchman with a machine learning background, told me that my choice of which French syllables to pronounce - and which to omit - was 'unlucky'.

They're playing Glass Animals, Flume, Chet Faker (now Nick Murphy?) in the hostel loby. I grew up - 2013, 2014 - listening to this stuff on YouTube. I'm glad I'm here and not there. ** 20:56

Traveling, now, I think I understand what I'm missing...

It's the small social interactions that I have throughout the day that give me life. A concerned glance I shared with a mother after watching an abandoned dog limp across the street in front of a Hamburg bridge. A bright smile that I shared with so many others watching the sunset, or just one other person watching the guitarist perform off-key American music with half-English, half-German vocals. I don't need to speak the same language as you - I just need to share a moment with you.

It's saying hi to someone and giving them a photo - giving them a gift - not one that they asked for but one they receive joy from.

Perfecting these little gifts - shared emotional expressions, thoughts, feelings, dances, little throes of passion throughout the day - those are gifts you can give to others. A gift is about caring about someone else in a way you can't care about yourself. A gift cannot be asked for. A true gift can't be expected - it's given completely voluntarily. A true gift is a dance shared with someone who can't speak your language at all, picking up someone's coin that's fallen out of their pocket; a gift is your attention.

Hamburg is also the first time I've really noticed why scandinavian cities feel so comfortable - this is the first city I've been to this trip around Europe that puts my guard up. Having to act with antagonism - to fear your neighbor, to run from or refuse or ignore a request from a stranger, to walk one path instead of another, to hold your bag a bit closer to you and hide your belongings, to not step too close to someone else for fear that they will think - or you will be - pickpocketed or mugged or held at the wrong end of a knife. This is Brooklyn, it's San Francisco, it's Portland (Oregon), it's Austin, it's everywhere you look in America - but that feeling in Stockholm, in Copenhagen, it's gone. (Malmรถ feels this way in part - and I'm not sure why.) People are supposed to trust one another, to walk down the street in good company and say hi, to care deeply even when someone else isn't perfect. The big city without the proper social services, help, security, trust, takes this away from us.

The conductors on SJ trains look at me strangely when they see that I choose to keep my pack between my legs between my legs instead of on the luggage rack. Deusche Bahn employees - despite having a policy that explicitly disallows this - understood.

2023-08-14

โ†’ node [[2023-08-13]]

2023-08-13

โ†’ node [[2023-08-12]]
โ†’ node [[2023-08-10]]
  • [[work]]
    • very few meetings day, and no oncall -- the first such time in a while!
    • will try to make the most of it.
  • [[after work]]
    • visiting the lake for the birthday of a friend
  • Thursday, 08/10/23 ** 12:01 Can't stop thinking about the Pharrell LV show.
โ†’ node [[2023-08-09]]
  • How can we X? -> How can we help the [[people]] we serve X?
    • Instead of looking for someone who has [[influence]] to [[sell]] your [[product]] or [[service]], look for someone who gets a lot out of your produce or service and figure out how to get them more influence.
  • Wednesday, 08/09/23 ** 17:34 I can't afford to 'choose not to' write application code every day. I can't afford to choose not to take photos every day. The only real way to get better at something is to do it every day.

I see this in my software development skills and in my photos. I see this at the gym. I see this when cooking.

Be more and more deliberate about how your day is spent. If you want to learn something, reserve thirty minutes in a day for it. Consider the pomodoro technique, or something like it.

I'm not convinced that it works well for software development - thirty minutes might not be enough time to get the whole problem into your head, let alone start typing - but this is so difficult to guage when starting something new. When adding a hobby, start with one pomodoro - that should be enough.

โ†’ node [[2023-08-08]]
  • Tuesday, 08/08/23 ** 15:18 What have I learned about planning vacations?

Like refactoring - carefully limit the number of variables you're working with. I was playing a weighted interval scheduling problem - collecting all of these different ideas, determining what might fit in the schedule and what might not, evaluating budgetary constraints - but I hadn't pinned anything down.

  1. Establish constraints. What's the vacation budget? Are there any must-see events? When are those happening? How much time do I have off of work? Solidify any plans with friends; you have to be in X place at time Y.
  2. Use hard constraints to make a first decision. Book the first thing chronologically - train trip, hostel, flight, etc. Months in advance if possible.
  3. Dedicate time every day to booking a couple more things. Taking a break to think about the decision is healthy - take one step at a time. Time spent per place doesn't really matter as long as it fits in your constraints - you can find things to do almost anywhere in the world at any time, really. You can spend those extra days however you'd like. Being rushed is cool too - you can see a city in a couple hours with the right mode of transportation - and can always go back!

Don't stress. Impossible to plan fun things when planning the thing isn't a fun experience - you can't imagine yourself interested when you're stressed about it. Plan a couple of things a day and chill. Don't disrupt your daily routine for it. ** 18:03 Things I need to think about when taking photos:

  • Space. For a photo to 'tell a clear message, have a clear story', whatever - for that photo to fit my style, whatever that style is - the photo needs lots of negative space. Subjects need room to breathe.
  • Honest expression. I don't want to catch people off-guard, but it's important that people are not posing, or poised, or acted. To take a good photo of someone, I have to talk to them for at least an hour - enough for them to become comfortable with their environment. That's the only way to see someone honestly.
  • What's the third one?
โ†’ node [[2023-08-07]]
  • Priit Mihkelsen's Origin Point is a sort of [[baseline]], where his might be the Hawking [[position]]. Kalju Lee states that the greater the [[distance]] to your Origin Point, the more in trouble you are, and the closer the distance, the safer you are. collapsed:: true
  • Use lower rib instead of hip for first point of [[contact]] in turn [[throws]]. [[unarmed]]
โ†’ node [[2023-08-06]]
  • Sunday, 08/06/23 ** 20:12 To express yourself properly, learning the tools of the time - at least one - is important. The Whole Earth Catalog is subtitled 'access to tools'. That's somehow relevant.

I thought this point was profound somehow but now it's obviously not true. Learning popular tools is not important. What's cool is the ability to use any tool from Earth's documented history on this laptop or through a computer in some way. Learn to express yourself in any way you can. Just make sure to master one.

I think I was thinking about using tools that everyone has to use and making them perfect - something along those lines. I've written about this at length here before, I think; hone the way you express yourself with mediums that you have to use anyways. The instant message, for example, or the email, or the documentary photo, or the calendar appointment, or good food, or working out, or the clothing you wear. Everyone has to wear clothes and make food and send emails and text messages. Make sure you do it your way. Developing a unique style to use everywhere in that way is beautiful. ** 20:41 Finishing thoughts on clothing from yesterday. I want to be:

  • Approachable. What I'm wearing should broadcast in some way that I'm relaxed and comfortable with sitting down and taking the time to talk to anyone I meet.
  • Flexible. Clothing should be versatile enough to wear in the office, to the park, on a run or at the gym. I should never have to change clothes to hop on a bike or jump a fence or make a meeting (very important, planned meetings aside).
  • Durable. Clothing should last. I shouldn't have to refresh clothes or watch them fall apart every couple of years. I shouldn't have to spend lots of time caring for the things I wear every day. (I hate that I have to spend so much time caring about this apartment...)

This means:

  • Natural fabrics (for the most part.) Loose wools, cottons, and linens are wonderful. They look warm and comforting while operating well.
  • Light colors or black for the most part. Black is functional - absorbent, hides stains, easy to care for. Pastels are relaxed and welcoming.
  • Water resistant and flexible fabric. Fabric has to stretch or, at the least, have a great cut cut to allow for good range of motion. Don't wear anything that limits how you move.

2023-08-06

โ†’ node [[2023-08-05]]
  • Saturday, 08/05/23 ** 19:01 Thinking about personal style again.

I want to feel:

  • Approachable

2023-08-05

โ†’ node [[2023-08-04]]
  • Friday, 08/04/23 ** 14:12 ** 22:14 Figma plugin idea - 'randomize' until you hit a 'stop' button that freezes a particular shape with certain stats. Can randomize per stat. Helps inspire or nail precise numbers when you're not sure how big things should be, how the corners should look, etc. ** 22:46 It feels as if my digital and physical worlds are both fragmenting a bit. A strong community I'd cultivated for myself - and helped cultivate with others - on Twitter, on Instagram, on Mastodon, other socials, etc; lots of friends graduated from college and those who haven't have moved internet communities into the real world. In the real world, I've traded a rich social environment in Boston for Stockholm - where nobody will make eye contract with me in public without looking away and appearing visually ashamed or embaarrased. (My English here is getting worse because i never speak or read, in English or otherwise).

I don't know how to meet people here or how anyone else meets people. I don't think many do. Rates of living alone and depression are both so high despite the fact that the ammenities provided here, public and private, are so much better than those at the US in so many ways. I've learned from so many people in my life that the right way to prevent conflicts and enrich relationships is to face interpersonal conflict immediately and head-on, accepting some short-term pain and growing stronger together. The muscle has to tear to grow; that's how the human body works. Here I experience no conflict, no tension, no positive interactions in my free time - just nothing. Life's empty. Starting a conversation already feels like a losing battle - every stranger I run into avoids eye contact aggressively, no matter how pleasant looking and happy and outgoing and relaxed I am projecting, skills I've worked on when meeting strangers in so many other places I've been. I get the occasional glance from people 'checking me out' or looking at my outfit, no different from any other country, especially when I put effort into my appearance that day - but as soon as I return their glance, the other participant looks away as if they're ashamed to have somehow disrupted my space.

If I want to be seen and approached and talked to, I go outside. If I want time and space to myself, I stay home. Every apartment I've seen in this city is a great, clean, healthy space; a space I'd be happy to spend time in. Why would I leave my apartment if I couldn't experience the world to the fullest? I don't understand that about the culture here.

This cultural standard of non-confrontation might contribute to issues with cultural cohesion that Sweden faces today, especially with respect to the Muslim population of the country. If your neighbors and the people you meet do not welcome you outside of whatever legal obligations they have, you never get to know them, so you only spend time with the people who share your cultural values and community. You stay insular.

I try to keep an open mind: to constantly smile and relax in public, to spend time in social spaces, to look for social cues like eye contact from others, to broadcast myself as open and welcoming however I can - but nothing sticks. Nothing works. Nothing has changed since April. What's going wrong? What am I doing wrong? How can I have a great discussion with an incredible person one day but then have them ignore me over text?

I think this is why I've trended towards work over anything else - the work speaks for itself. It's objective. Work is something I can do and quantify and understand the results of. Evaluating my own performance in social spaces, by comparison, is impossible.

I am very thankful for the company that I do have - primarily my workplace - and will keep trying. I'm so, so grateful for all of the people who have or plan to visit me in Stockolm in the future, and for all of the people I've been able to keep in touch with over the summer. I'm learning more and more about myself in a 'resting state' - without tons of external contact - and will continue to improve my discipline on my own. I hope that the future here socially will be a bit brighter.

What about bars though? I'm forcing this segway but wanted the segment down here.

Alcohol makes me feel disgusting for two days afterwards - I tried a single glass with Olivia last weekend and felt physically terrible for the rest of her time here, making the experience worse for both of us.

That's all.

โ†’ node [[2023-08-03]]
  • Previously: [[2023-08-02]]
  • Woke up sicker than yesterday, definitely feels more like a flu. Ibuprofen keeps helping.
    • Daniel at work (he's great) offered an oncall swap and I took it. Thank you! This will allow me to rest today.
    • Tonight my friends arrive -- I hope I don't pass it along to them!
  • [[work]]
  • [[not work]] (in that sense)
    • Flancia!
      • maybe write [[testament]]
      • maybe ship link.agor.ai customization
        • figure out why abra app deploy -C does not seem to be upgrading container version?
          • It just hit me like a flash: it's probably because the code in the container is a result of 'git clone' and it's not being re-run on subsequent builds; I should probably discard the cache or figure out how to make it always rebuild?
  • [[Antiflancia]]
  • [[Flancia]] por siempre!
  • Thursday, 08/03/23 ** 18:18 The most beautiful part of life and work are the compounding effects of everything.

The more code I write today, the more useful that code will be because of how useful it continues to be in the future. Other people will be able to use it to build upon their own work as well.

The more exercise I do today (within reason), the more fit I will be tomorrow. I'll be able to do more and more and more in the future.

Even if the concrete work doesn't pay off - say I leave the company, lose the laptop, or have a health crisis - I'm still able to extract generalizeable value from those experiences. I've learned how to write the code once so I can do it again, the next time more seamlessly, honing future intuition for making applications more and more beautiful. I can eat as well as I was for fitness to maintain the rest of the body I have. I can cook a better meal tomorrow than I have today, even if I'm in a different kitchen with different ingredients. If my clothes are all lost in a fire and my synthesizers melt, I can buy new clothes with the accumulated knowledge of my experiences and regurgitate new music with what I've learned.

Make sure the interface to your world is modular at all levels of experience and specificity. Understand that learning about HTML tables is generalizeable to tables, but try to learn how fucked up default table elements are and understand how overcoming them can be used to inform better UI frameworks. Understand how approaches to a poor black box can be used to develop other unintuitive software conventions and frameworks. Learn to approach problems of all kinds by sketching out documentation and prodding live systems to hone your understanding. Accept that some things in this world are historical mistakes and that you might be better off ignoring them.

There is no way to replace the compounding effects of the work I can do today if I don't do it. Everything I do today is worth so much more than what I do tomorrow - demonstrably more. My actions tomorrow are probably worth logarithmically less as they descend into meaninglessness in very old age. I think that's beautiful. I I I. I can't wait to get back to work.

โ†’ node [[2023-08-02]]
  • Woke up sick, maybe a cold/maybe light flu. Ibuprofen helped.
  • Oncall at work. Some meetings. Otherwise not super productive because of the above.
  • [[Open Air]] cinema today -- if it's indeed open air (remains to be seen due to weather) I'm thinking it should be OK to attend after taking more ibuprofen? It's a special occasion.
  • Conflicts with [[Fellowship of the Link]] though.
  • Wednesday, 08/02/23 ** 23:22 Will it help you meet a friend?

If not, why are you doing it?

โ†’ node [[2023-08-01]]
  • [[Flancia]]!
    • Meaning all the following go (are pushed) into Flancia by default?
    • At least from now on.
    • Could be called [[strong push]], or maybe override [[autopush]] which has been long in the making :)
  • [[1]] in my personal [[Pattern Language]] stands for both self and non-self, and for [[Flancia]]
    • Today we begin month [[8]], [[August]]. I like how it has [[31]] days, just after another 31 day month -- what a treat :)
  • [[AG]]
  • [[go/newsheet]] [[go/newdoc]] exist :)
  • Started an actual [[budget]] again, after months of procrastinating. Felt great actually and was not even boring :)
    • Ran [[GC]] on notes/todos. It felt great seeing that many things actually got done!
  • #push [[write]]!
  • #push [[do]]
    • make sure that mycoformat support gets into the container
    • set up fast/reasonably smooth dev-to-agor.ai flow
    • add toggle/tab for graphs (text/circles) instead of just deciding for the user
    • fix indirect go links, like [[go/flancian/git]]
      • or make indirect go links actually redirect to go links in the destination if a local definition does not exist
    • fix node names with ' and .
  • #push [[do]]
    • write visualizer for braids (!) (from a March todo, quite aspirational ;))
  • #push [[Carlas Sala]]
    • Desapareciรณ el 13.1.1977
  • [[work]] tomorrow
  • Tuesday, 08/01/23 ** 23:32 Every day I appreciate someone that someone else has made and gifted to the world a little bit more. ** 23:39 The most important thing you can do for yourself every day is to remind yourself of someone's exceptional work, to enjoy their work, to appreciate that they worked to give you a better life, directly or indirectly, implied or actual. Appreciate the time that it takes to make wonderful things. Appreciate the future. Convince yourself that you will be a part of it.
โ†’ node [[2023-07-31]]

One of the particularities of writing about [[Flancia]] is that it seems to require a certain commitment, a belief in the feasibility of facts in possible futures.

  • Are there any [[openings]] in the middle that can be [[owned]] exclusively given current [[means]]?
  • [[Change]] [[angles]], go [[around]], [[under]], or [[over]].
  • What [[game]] has unlimited ([[nonlinear]]) upside?
  • Where do you get to [[play]] by different [[rules]] from your [[competition]]?
  • People [[worried]] about cults are mostly that way because they've already bought into a very big cult, and [[fear]] accidentally falling into a losing [[cult]].
  • Nothing increases [[confidence]] like [[doing]] the thing you do.
  • '[[People]] like us [[grow]]' may be the [[tribe]] to [[find]]. collapsed:: true
  • Feeling an affinity for the [[Tomahawk]]. The modern Tomahawk is a hybrid between Native American [[stone]] axes and English & French Naval boarding [[axes]]. Beautiful that it came back into American use in every [[war]], even against Army regulation at times.
  • Demigodhood is about the [[followers]], not the [[leader]]. A graceful leader accepts that [[place]], no matter the [[risk]].
  • The easiest way to get into a [[mind]] is to be [[first]] at something.
  • [[People]] only [[accept]] [[information]] that [[fits]] with their [[present]] state of [[mind]].
  • If you don't re-arrange your [[life]] to put the things most [[important]] to you [[first]], someone else will make what is only a little important to them most important for you.
  • All the elements of an [[ad]] are to get you to read the [[first]] sentence of the [[copy]]. collapsed:: true
  • [[Community]] and arbitrary [[authority]] are a [[zero-sum]] [[game]].
  • [[Resistance]] and high [[tension]] are signs of high [[potential]] [[energy]].
  • Keep [[lines]] of [[attack]] [[clear]].
  • Given that [[The Arena]] gets about $4 in [[profit]] for each [[sale]], 5000 books need to be [[sold]] to afford translators.
  • "Tinier always means faster." [[timing]] [[speed]] [[scale]]
โ†’ node [[2023-07-29]]
โ†’ node [[2023-07-28]]

2023-07-28

โ†’ node [[2023-07-27]]
  • Picked up [[Obsidian]] again after a looong time to show it to [[Venisa]].
  • [[work]]
  • [[Flancia]]
  • [[wayland]]
    • [[autostart]]
    • [[systemd]]
    • #push [[kill wayland]]
      • #push [[autostart]]
        • After much debugging I finally realized the issue was not with systemd trying to start vnc while wayland was still not running, crashing too many times and then giving up (like I long thought it was), but rather that the vnc service was not depending on a target that was actually being triggered.
        • Trying to set up [[vnc]] so it starts only after wayland/a graphical session is running and it's proving harder than expected for not the first time :)
        • I would expect to add a Requires or WantedBy in the systemd unit, but alas, it's not as easy as that?
        • I use [[sway]] so maybe the right targets aren't there by default though, as that's supposed to be solved by a "[[desktop environment]]".
        • Somehow I ended up at https://github.com/jceb/dex which, beyonds its scope in a friendly way, tells me of how to configure a [[systemd autostart]] in a way that maybe could work. Plot twist: it didn't.
        • https://github.com/maximbaz/dotfiles/issues/23 showed the way: the issue was that nothing was triggering graphical-session.target. I added a line to my sway config to do that as per the first comment in the issue (thank you [[maximbaz]] on github) and that was enough to fix my long standing woes. This feels like freedom :)
    • Picked up [[Obsidian]] again after a looong time to show it to [[Venisa]].
  • Thursday, 07/27/23 ** 12:59 Only have so much time. Looking at other work isn't learning. Making your own work and watching it interact with the world is. Meeting people is. Going outside is. Working with people is. Making is the best thing that someone can do. ** 14:21 Pharrell's producer tag is so good. Four beats. Sets moods and feelings for songs without compromising vulnerable music with a blaring 'PROD X' blaring in the back. Unique feel to those tracks without being able to identify exactly why until you know the secret. ** 19:52 Pixelated stone sculpture As if the image hasn't yet buffered Inspired by low-res images loading on Tumblr Looks like it's still rendering in, low fidelity (64x64px or something wild)

Carve out big stone blocks Higher fidelity than pixel art

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