Journals for the last 37 days with entries
last week | last month| last year | all entries- I finally finished the migration from 'main' to 'master' for the Agora root, belatedly :)
- I had a great day on [[2025-12-13]] with [[KM]] and [[Lady Burup]]. Thank you!
- New Agora signup! Welcome [[@matthieuG]] :)
- A lovely Saturday with [[KM]] and [[Lady Burup]] at home. Relaxing and interesting. With [[KM]] we did a nice walk in ZΓΌrich in the cold weather, knowing it will just keep getting colder.
- The week was pretty brutal at work (3x presentations, 2x reviews, plus planning and some ad hoc meetingsd) -- it feels great now that it's in the past though. I feel I 'survived' the last tricky week of the work year; things should quiet down from now on as people start going into holidays mode.
2025-12-07
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Christmas 10k run 2025.
- Completed!
- My [[Christmas 10k run playlist]].
2025-12-03
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I should check out [[org-gtd]].
- From a quick first glance, it looks like a formalised way of doing much of what I'm already doing.
- So it could be quite useful.
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I'm wary of two things though:
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Might be too formalised? Perhaps you can easily customise / extend.
- The README suggests it written for someone who doesn't want to be bothered with org-mode's complexities. Hmm.
- I tie heavily into org-roam for project reference material. I wonder how org-gtd works with that aspect of GTD.
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Might be too formalised? Perhaps you can easily customise / extend.
- Definitely worth looking further.
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[[I sometimes feel]]:
- as if I'm [[struck by lightning]]
- as if I've caught fire
- we will go together until the dark of night
- (do you know what I mean�)
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Busy working and happy; I've been told I look tired at times but recently got some good sleep through the holidays and I feel with high energy levels.
2025-11-30
2025-11-22
[[Digital colonialism]] is the use of digital technology for political, economic, and social domination of another sovereign country or people
2025-11-21
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Christmas Pudding 10k.
- I ran 7k in 43 minutes last night.
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Playlist
- Beach House β Myth
- Proem β She Never Cries
- Closer Musik β Piraten
- Vessels β Glass Lake
- Frog Pocket β Hurrah Sapphire Moon
- Sieren β Blue Memories
- The The β This Is the Day
- Maps β Heya Yaha
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[[journals]] test
- Now only accepting a hyphen as separator
- Previous nodes didn't show because I was using an underscore as separator
- Mystery solved!
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Trying out [[jujutsu]]
- Seems like the workflow is more harmonious with agents than regular [[git]]
- Also has a really cool name
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Made a buggy yet functional version of a [[event highlighting]] system for [[tidalcycles]] on [[emacs]]
- The word functional doing a lot of heavy lifting there
- Also reading some [[kenzaburo oe]]
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In principle, I am an anarchist. Kurt Vonnegut once said he was an agnostic who respects Jesus Christ. I am an anarchist who loves democracy.↩
2025-11-11
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I'm enjoying my new approach to quick access to [[Emacs]] in my work environment.
- Not quite as intuitive or fun as using [[Guake]], but having GUI Emacs feel like an improvement.
- I like running the terminal version of Emacs but felt like missing out on a few too many niceties that way.
- Interesting to observe that other people either take a 'one frame to rule them all' or multiple frames approach.
- I've currently gone for one frame, using [[Spacemacs]] layouts to switch between different contexts. I'll see how that pans out.
- [[Updating my approach to window management and Emacs]]
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Hmm, interesting, whatever slowness I was experiencing regarding [[org-agenda]] rebuilding seems to have gone away with the switch back to using the GUI Emacs.
- Or maybe it's because I'm just running one instance again?
- Either way, but for that to have gone away.
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Sometimes, because I had separate multiple frames, I'd end up editing the same file in two separate frames and get conflicts around changes to the file.
- Particular when using org-capture to add to my Tasks.org file, then editing that in another frame.
- Avoiding this issue is a handy perk of using one frame with layouts - all the buffers are present in all layouts (I assume?), just hidden from view.
- Noting that probably this conflict would also be avoidable if running different frames from the same server instance of Emacs.
2025-11-10
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I'm kind of declaring org-agenda bankruptcy.
- (In the sense of kind of starting over - not stopping using it!)
- Removing scheduled and deadline dates from a whole load of accumulated tasks.
- From a re-reading of GTD, experimenting with that only things that need to happen on an actual date should be scheduled.
- This removes a large amount of psychic cruft of tasks that I haven't done for a long time reappearing regularly in my agenda.
- I was just scattering them, which was kind of fun, but seeing them come back again in their tens is a bit daunting when planning a day out.
- Of course I need to feel comfortable that I will see them again at some relevant point in the future. To be determinedβ¦
- But for now - just working with NEXT actions on active projects.
2025-11-09
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I'm rekindling my relationship with Getting Things Done at the moment. Listening to Making It All Work.
- Life is quite full on recently. I find GTD beneficial to getting some sense of control and perspective.
- At the same time, I find the idea of 'personal productivity' kind of problematic. As a goal in itself, at least. It has neoliberal tones.
- From that perspective, I like the notion of Four Thousand Weeks.
- Maybe there's a happy medium.
2025-11-01
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The [[Emacs Carnival]] for November is on the topic of [[org-babel]].
- I have some good stuff to talk about there.
- I'll get started on the post earlier this timeβ¦
2025-10-31
- I managed to cobble together a post for the October [[Emacs carnival]]: [[Emacs Carnival: Praise the patchers]].
2025-10-30
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I foolishly ran
pkg updatein [[termux]]. Emacs went from 29 to 30. Now Doom won't start.- Will a
doom syncfix it? Stay tuned⦠- Well what do you know, it seems fine so far!
- Will a
- [[journals]] fix warrants celebratory noding
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Listening to [[the story of civilization]] by [[will durant]] via huge playlist
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Learning history in that way feels very interesting
- A compromise between encyclopedic knowledge and a more narrative style
- It's also strange given the ways that I currently consume history are sort of wiki-based
- Very huge undertaking to get through all of that
- [[go]] https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLax23j-7EInW5aUHMjTqQ3uzs5rE0WP64
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Learning history in that way feels very interesting
- Still learning some [[tidalcycles]]
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Algorithms are thoughts. Chainsaws are tools.↩
2025-10-29
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Yesterday I implemented 'star nodes' and fixed a bunch of stuff in the Agora with Gemini and it felt great :)
- I was able to do this in parallel while I kept working (day job related) into the end of night; I enjoy this pairing.
- I use two different computers in two different desks and I walk to and fro, which helps a lot.
- Today it's day 1/2 of my team's global virtual summit (exploiting daylight savings [[chaos week]]); this brings an end to summit season, which has been intense!
- Plan to see [[KM]] after work :)
- [[KM]] :)
- Planning a trip to Italy!
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Also trying to advance today:
- [[work]]
- [[social.coop]]
- [[agora]] development questions, like: how exactly to prioritize all the features and bug fixes I have backlogged with the ground level/key refactor between [[agora server]] and [[agora bridge]].
- Doing [[tab cleanup]] here in [[tara]] (my personal development computer) after a while, I thought (and posted) about [[gamification]].
- [[Macedonio FernΓ‘ndez]]
2025-10-26
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[[The electronic left]]
- I enjoy this, as a term. Has a pleasingly 90s feel to it.
- Bookmarks
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[[79]]:
- I was unsure what number I had associated [[Sadhana]] with, but today I saw it in the whiteboard.
- It was the first prime that seemed "available" on a certain date :) And I think it still is; next up [[83]] is currently yours truly (as I was born on that year), then we only have [[89]], [[91]] and [[97]] left before the hundreds.
- Before it, I thought [[37]] could be it as I currently associate it with [[Yoga]] which is also a [[spiritual practice]].
- I worked until late and enjoyed it.
- Attended an [[AI summit]] Tue-Thu and I enjoyed it quite a bit! Today I was a bit low energy as I slept only five hours (exceptional occasion) but overall the week was great so far. Actually looking forward to working tomorrow.
- [[KM]]
- [[Macedonio FernΓ‘ndez]]
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Learned about [[strudel]]
- A very interesting music coding browser enviroment
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Based on [[tidalcycles]] which itself is based on [[supercollider]]
- Yet another reason to learn haskell for the greater good?
- I like how visual it is! Seems perfect for [[algoraves]] and such
- [[go]] https://strudel.cc/
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I'm back!
- (says the guy who's back all the time...)
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My [[todo]] list for this 'long weekend':
- Book hotel in [[Turkey]].
- Order [[tea]].
- Read [[El museo de la novela de la eterna]]
- [[97]]
- Most of what I write in the Agora nowadays seems to be [[poems]] :)
- Aside from that I've been mostly focusing on [[Agora development]] when I dedicate time to the #Agora directly.
- I have been enjoying the addition of AI to the developer's toolset, have been going through bug fixes and old wishlist items with much more speed. I am thankful for the opportunity.
- In other news I am happy with [[Lady Burup]] and [[KM]] and life in general!
- I have also been dedicating a large amount of time to work and trying to enjoy it, to more success than before.
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Life is beautiful.
- I am sorry for the oppressed at the same time I cherish highly my level of privilege and enjoyment; this much is true. What I do for them is probably inefficient and insufficient; I will try to do better.
As I write this on [[2025-09-27]] I am surrounded by happiness in the company of [[Lady Burup]] and [[KM]]. I am deeply thankful for what I get to live.
After work I usually code until late, with two AIs in two computers in two different desks, and play around the house with ~5 other computers and conscious beings.
- Had a beautiful weekend with [[KM]]!
- Went to [[PDL]]'s and [[Sabi]]'s birthday by the lake yesterday.
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[[Flancia meet]] with [[bouncepaw]]
- [[John Wilkins]] sounds like [[John Forkings]] in Russian.
- [[The Door Game]].
- [[KM]] :)
- Then work, which was fine.
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Then [[Fellowship of the Link]].
- With [[Shawn Murphy]]!
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Been doing a lot of AI-assisted coding at work and after work and it's been great!
- Even current-day AI adds a lot of value for coders. Like: a lot.
- Noding from work :)
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I spent the last few days:
- With my mum, enjoying her last days in ZΓΌrich this year.
- With [[KM]], in [[Copenhagen]] for the first time -- it was great!
- Working, mostly catching up with procedural things but also doing some AI stuff.
- Playing (after work), mostly coding the Agora with AI. It's a wonderful experience!
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Read about [[catharsis]]
- Seems like there's literature suggesting catharsis as a kind of self-fulfilling prophecy
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It makes sense within the context of online games
- The timing of this uptick in literature is suspect however
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It coincides with broader trends of violent game scapegoating
- Contrasts with recent data
- The original definition from the [[poetics]] is also fuzzy
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What is experienced in such an excess of tragic suffering is something truly common. The spectator recognizes himself {or herself} and his {or her} finiteness in the face of the power of fate. What happens to the great ones of the earth has exemplary significance. . . .To see that "this is how it is" is a kind of self-knowledge for the spectator, who emerges with new insight from the illusions in which he {or she}, like everyone else, lives↩
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Super-intelligent wolves might have invented this form of theatre, and the lupine Oedipus would play high status at all times. Even when he was being led into the wilderness he wouldn't whine, and he'd keep his tail up. If he crumbled into low-status posture and voice the audience wouldn't get the necessary catharsis. The effect wouldn't be tragic, but pathetic. Even criminals about to be executed were supposed to make a good end', i.e. to play high status.↩
- Oh wow.
- What's been happening.
- It's quite something.
I love you, my friend! You reader. I know you will be here eventually, and I thank you for your attention and for the way you are.
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Read [[azathoth]] by [[lovecraft]]
- A very short and evocative prose poem
- Supposed to be a fragment of a longer unfinished work
- [[go]] https://www.hplovecraft.com/writings/texts/fiction/az.aspx
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Messing around more with [[gemini cli]]
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Agents like it and [[aider]] are very interesting
- Haven't tried [[codex]] and [[claude code]] due to region block
- Feels like at the limit they can solve for most particulars in a brute way of sorts
- You end up with unwieldly unreadable functions if not careful
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Maybe the human input mostly requires considerations of design and architecture
- Perhaps a useful free read in that vein would be something like this
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Agents like it and [[aider]] are very interesting
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Also getting into [[the bazaar]]
- Kinda like [[tft]]
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Stuck on a theory reading loop as opposed to playing
- Also do that with chess a lot!
- Had a great weekend with my mum and [[KM]] :)
- Missing [[Lady Burup]]! We will reunite tonight.
- Feeling quite productive at work, partly because of using AI and partly because of having handed off enough "legacy" state/projects to be able to focus on new things.
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I'm back!
- Says the guy who's back all the time :)
- I went to anagora.org/journals again today and it made me so happy, I love seeing the writing of others here in the Agora!
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Hmm, nvim is broken in [[guanyin]] somehow...
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[[Sidequest]]?
- I asked chatgpt 5 to try something new and it troubleshooted the issue for me and told me to add something to my init.lua but it hasn't worked so far.
- Done :)
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[[Sidequest]]?
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So anyway...?
- [[KM]] :)
- [[EC]] :)
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[[Burup]]:
- mi [[Lady Burup]]!
- clean the toilet
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[[Agora]]:
- thought about journals (see above)
- thought of themes, see [[creme brulee]] and [[creme brulette]]
- coding
- autopull full text search and see what happens? (tm) -- found an interesting empty node that had text mentions but no noding, and the Agora was much more interesting after expanding it
- [[Flancia]]: