I touch her cautiously, carefully As if for the first time, Sensing her heat, her texture. I embrace her Softly at first, testing her reaction. My focus? My breathing, my sensitivity to her, how I use myself Always her. Her. And me.
Now I feel her all around me Caressing my body Easing my mind Less and less resistant More open to me Wanting me, through her My aim? Connection, harmony with her Always we. Oui?
She is my meditation Water on my brain She stimulates me. My mantra is more Stroking her Length after length Relentless, Again, Always repeating.
Resistance, minimal now Exquisite awareness I breathe with her My heart beats for her I am higher, lighter I am alive. Always satiated with her.
She is my release Will she release me? My thoughts turn She clings to me A last attempt to suck me back into her arms
I climb out and creep away Droplets of her on my skin Separate we are less graceful More ordinary Just a swimming pool and a regular girl.
YOUTUBE dAHOLlLBoUA Gary Moore. The Loner
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